Sneak Peek of Part 9
" Khushi, I know I had committed a mistake for which a mere apology is suffice. I have questioned the love of the person who taught me how to love. I have questioned the intentions of that person who was anything but selfish. I have questioned the feelings of that person whose feelings were as pure as her favorite color;white. Believe me Khushi, I never wanted to say all those things but I was angry that you came back to me after so long. I wanted to be angry with you but look at the stupid blood-pumping machine in my body which is owned by you, it just wouldn't let me be angry with you.
These five years without you seemed like eons. I had everything but I had nothing because you weren't there. And now when you came, I wanted to show how angry I was with you to not be with me during the moments of pride as I received those awards for rising entrepreneur. I wanted to show you how much pain I was in all these years but it was not at cost of your pain, Khushi. I have survived these years without you and will be able to spend thousands of them if it means you are happy but even a single moment of you being in pain due to me kills me from inside, Khushi. I love you. I love you so damn much that it hurts, it breaks me from within but at the same time it joins back those pieces and gives me solace. Please don't kill me every second by being in pain due to me."
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