new arshi FF: the first love of khushi - Page 35

khushi found her love, she knows now no other person share it with her, arnav is free and lavanya does not exist in his life but it remain an obstacle; arnav !! she still don't know why he reacted like that with her. if he loved her really and it was not lavanya that he wanted why he let himself believe that he could make his life with another person, why he tell her that She was very interesting and he needs her but he could not make her a part of his life, this question does not let her quiet she trusted her love she know it exists and since the first day she know arnav is in love with her not with someone else, but she is afraid if she accepts his proposal he will make her suffer anyway he will let her out of his life forever she does not accept this situation she does not know what lies at the bottom of his heart and she wants to know. the night in her bed she does not sleep and thought

-: I think this time he will not push me away he left lavanya and he picked me up, I have to say yes to his proposal I must accept his love but before that I need to know why he rejected me if he really loved me, I have to trust him but I must discovers his secret

arnav has realized that khushi distrusts to him and he know why he know what she thinks and she's right of thinking like that

"I know she's afraid of me she believes my love for her but she does not believe me she wants to think, and that is her right but I have to help her to find her answer"

the next day arnav stays all day locked in his office he wants to let khushi free in her reflection before starting his second stage with her, and khushi spent all that time in her Workshop to think about arnav he has not left her a single second she thinks of him and wants to make a decision but she found a difficult always this fear of not having fully recover his love

the day is over everyone left except khushi, arnav and Mr karan. she's hanging down emerge in her work to the latest finishes and in her reflection of her history with arnav, back at the door suddenly two soft hands arises on her arms which began to caress her until back, the head close to hers a breath tickled her ear panicked she turned abruptly and found him next to her

-: Arnav ji? !!!! what do you do? we are in a workplace

-: there is Nobody everyone is gone (he approaches her covering her body with his arms) when I see you I cannot resist (he wants to take a kiss)

-: We should not do that here (she said with her breathing which tries to catch up itself) we are in the business

-: I am part of this company, and I'm your manager you have to do what I ask you

-: I'm not kidding arnav ji Mr. karan can come and surprise us

-: Me either, I'm not kidding and Mr. karan will not come he's in his office and he is very busy too with a girl who does refused him anything

before going to see khushi Arnav went to see Mr. karan and he surprised him very busy in kissing his fianc not wanting to disturb him he smiles, it gives him an idea is to go see khushi

intimidated by what he told her khushi pushes him slightly she understood his intentions and she responds

-: I have telling you to give me the time I need to think

-: This is what I have doing khushi I left you all day without coming next to you you have not finished yet to think?

-: What do you want Arnav ji (she said with a pretty sweet voice)

he hugs her loudly against him but without hurting her and responds to her question with tender voice and with a sincere love

-: You khushi (whispering in her ear) I want you and nothing else I want to see you every day I want feel you next to me at any time, I need you

khushi look at him in his eyes she starts to believe him all what he did not say she reads it in his eyes which admired her face waiting for her to answer him the same thing with the same look, she puts her hands on his chest to feel him closer to her look into his eyes made him a deep smile and she told him

-: I also want arnav ji and more than you but I need insurance I can't say yes and arrived in delhi you leave me to my fate, I don't want to be an image that you liked to look at and touch and no more

-: I want more (he confirms her keeping her against him)

-: What? (She did not expect this response even if she wanted)

-: (he Puts his hands on her cheeks, and responds ) yes I want more I don't intend to push you I love you khushi and I'm not afraid to say I want to make you a part of my life I want you forever

silent she says nothing this revelation makes her confidence in him but think she make a dream and wants to keep her eyes on him, afraid if she diverted it he will disappear with his confession, she look at him saying with her eyes "I also love you arnav ji" Arnav does not include this silence think she still don't believe him and for not lose her again, he decided to go to the end of his revelations he holds her hands and asked her to sit on the couch which is in his office she sits down he crouched next to her and he said

-: I love you khushi and from the first glance your eyes wet by the drop of rain this day, asked me to love you and you got into my heart for never to leave. your love scared me you have become very important to me that I was afraid of losing you (a tear flowing from his eyes he tries to hide it but it escaped he let it flow his heart also cries saying) I lost my parents I was too young I was five and just where I had very needed them their separation made me too bad I cried all nights waiting for their return, but they never returned the separation of a persons I love scared me I have lived the rest of my life attached to di- and the fear of losing her too. the years have passed I grew up and I decided never to love mainly a woman because this woman who will be very close to me I will lose one day she will leave me another pain and this is another fear that invades me, that's why I rejected you I fell in love with you and I was afraid to be attach to you I wanted you near me not close to me but when you disappeared I felt a void and I was afraid not to see you again I realized that I was getting closer to a woman I will never love (he means lavanya) and there I realized you're really a part of me and I don't have to let you

arnav, look khushi, with his eyes full of tears, emotionally kisses her hand, then he asks

-: Now I know that I can't live without you, I can't build a life without you be by my side, khushi, want you be part of this life, want you be the woman who will fill my days? khushi will you marry me

khushi's eyes filled with tears she look at those of arnav expressing their love through their tears she did not expect at this request she saw it away but arnav emptied his heart a grief that pursued him all his life he has left the place for love to love and not fear the separation,she wipes his tears puts her hand on his cheek stands up with him and she said

-: Yes arnav ji I want to be your wife I want to live by your side all my life, I want to replace the love that you miss all those years and make you forget this fear (then she flows in his arms relieved that her stress is over and the love of her life is next to her to give her happiness)

Arnav envelope his beloved in his arms, happy that his story ends for this great love that he has decided to live up to the last breath, he keeps her a moment in his arms enjoying the moment which has just started he caress her tender body with his soft hands and he tastes of his new life with her forgetting the past time, he does not want that time stops but things must take their place he looks at her after this hugged and said

-: I am happy khushi I have never felt this happiness I feel relive (he moves his lips near hers kisses her tenderly, they share a long kiss khushi lets all her principles and tasted this happiness she believed lost, she kiss her beloved and appreciates this heat that fades on her face which is crossed by the lips of arnav he wants to take more but he leaves the rest for later as now she is to him, he stopped that sweet moment and said

-: It's time that you go home it's late and your family is waiting for you come I lead you at home

she puts her hand on the arm of her beloved and goes with him to start a new life

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