Chapter 4
The dim light hit my face, slowly waking me up. I keep my eyes closed; I didn't want to wake up. As soon as I regained conscience, memories of last night came flooding into my head, making me frown: drinking, dancing with Randhir, and kissing him. Going back to his car with him, and everything after that. How could I have been so stupid? I reached my hands to pat around because my eyes were still closed. First thing I felt was wood, hard. I was still in the floor.
Then I felt the books around me and realized I was in the same spot where I had zoned out yesterday, he hadnt even moved me. He just left me there, by myself. Then I panicked; the uncertainty of what would happen today hit me. I reluctantly opened my eyes and looked up just to confirm it was in fact a studio. It looked cozy, just like my fathers studio used to look like when I was a little kid.
A breeze came in through the now completely open windows and made me shiver, as one fraction of a second later I realized I was completely naked. My first reaction was to curl up in a ball and into the ground, wishing I could sink through it all the way to China, and I cried.
As I recomposed myself, I lifted and seated with my back facing the bookshelf I had been shoved to last night, with both my legs bend in front of me, hugging them with my arms and hiding my face in them, I looked like a scared little child. I took deep breaths and looked up around the room, at my left was a little pile of folded clothes with a small square of paper folded on top, it was a note. I took it in my hands that were still shaking and opened it. "Rise and shine, love" it said, the words written in handwriting made me shiver. I felt disgusted as I picked up the clothes to see a pair of boxers and an oversized white shirt of his, but I put it on anyways as my biggest wish was to not be naked anymore, to feel less vulnerable. But the clothes didnt change that, I still felt naked, disgusting, vulnerable, scared.
I was sore, my back hurt from the hit I took yesterday and I was sure I would have a bruise when I looked at it, my feet were killing me and my head was pounding from all the alcohol I consumed yesterday. I stood up with difficulty and wandered a little around the room, curiosity taking over me. I peeked at the bookshelves and found that he had a big collection of books, some novels that I had already read and some that interested me, that surprised me. I kept dragging my feet torturously around the room on to the desk, where I spotted a small clock; it marked 9:00 am.
Realization hit me that I was alone, not a sound could be heard from the room, the door was closed but I was almost sure it wasnt locked, and the windows were wide open. Maybe he decided to let me go. Maybe he just wanted to **** me and dump me, but since I passed away he left me there for me to get myself out. But why would he take my clothes if that were the case? I didnt waste a second more thinking about it and opted to go out the window.
I moved towards the left window but something caught my attention. Lying there, in its frame, was another note folded in half. I grabbed it and unfolded it and gasped at the words which made me jump in fright, dropping the note to the floor.
"Dont do anything stupid"
I could feel the knot forming in my throat, tears ready to leave my eyes. I blinked them back and put a hand over my mouth to prevent any sound coming out of it. I wanted to be silent, as if that could maybe hide me.
I dont know for how long I stood there but I finally decided that it was time to get out of that room and face whatever was expecting me. I took a quick glance at the clock in the table which informed me it was a little past 9:30 am. Minutes seemed like hours when youre scared.
I walked to the door and stood frozen standing in front of it, my right hand in the handle, fear and something else clouding my mind, I finally decided to turn it and much to my surprise it wasnt locked, although I dont know why I think I always knew it wouldnt be. I walked out of the studio to a hall and dragged my feet to my left, it took me to the beginning of a flight of stairs, but I heard noise coming from downstairs. I bend on my knees and tried to have a better look of everything before going down. I eyed an entry to what look like a kitchen at the left side, the noise was coming from the right, I peeked and saw a couch where I spotted curls, Randhir. I heard voices which meant that they werent alone and by their screams I figured they were watching a match on tv.
Then I looked to my front and saw what gave me hope, a door. Remembering about last night, I figured that it was the same door I was going to escape through before Randhir locked it. Time to give it another try.
I tip toed my way down the stairs, barefoot as I was, trying my hardest for them not to see me, the stairs had nothing to hide on so If any of them turned their head around Id be dead. I wondered about what would happen, maybe he would hit me, force me to have s*x with him now fully conscious. Maybe he would let any of his mates do it. I shivered at the thought of anyone touching me like he did yesterday, it scared me.
I made it to the end of the stairs without anyone turning around and I kept looking at them, but when I gave another step I stumbled into something. No, not something, someone.
I gasped and jumped back when I did, turning around to find the man with dark hair and hazel eyes, the same that was undressing me with his eyes yesterday, looking at me.
"Hey there" he gave me a full grin but it didnt seem dark or scary like the one Harry gave me yesterday. It seemed- genuine. I still couldnt form any words, I couldnt move, not even when I felt to hands on my waist and a person hug me from behind.
"Youre up!" Randhir said to me, his voice sweet, almost as if he was happy; it confused me to death. He reached to my face and kissed my left cheek, pulling away after he whispered in my ear "Dont do anything stupid". The exact words I had read on the note. I nodded, swallowing the big lump that had formed in my throat.
"So you kept this one, huh, mate?" the blond one entered the room from the kitchen, sandwich in hand, munching happily at it. I looked up to see Randhir smiling at his friend who gave him a pat on the back.
"Yeah, she looks good with my clothes on, doesnt she?" But it wasnt a real question, it was a statement. They all nodded and headed back to the couch where they were before. "But you look better naked" He said when he knew I was the only one who could hear him. He let go of my waist and grabbed one of my wrists, pulling me towards the room with everyone else, but my fright wouldnt let me move, it was like if my feet were screwed to the wooden floor. He turned to look at me with a face that said I dont have much patience' but I couldn't. He turned back and before I knew it my feet were off the ground. Randhir carried me bridal style and took me to the room with everyone else in it, sitting in the left side of the couch where the blond one was, still holding me in his lap.
The room was surprisingly dark for the time it was, which I calculated around 10:00 am. But with the clime of London, it didnt surprise me. I could feel Harry staring at me but I turned my face away and tried to focus on anything else, my eyes finding some pictures on the walls, mostly of him with his mates. I recognized all of the boys sitting in the room, the one with brown eyes and hair, the blond one, the one with straight hair and blue eyes and the dark haired one. Then I stared at him, he looked so happy in there, so- innocent. Maybe not innocent, but he sure didnt look like a rapist.
I was interrupted with the feeling of a hand creeping up my thigh which immediately made me turn to Randhir, who was looking at the tv with a smirk in his face. The hand went higher which made me gasp and I grabbed it trying to move it away, but he was stronger. He used his other hand to keep me from standing up and tugged me closer to him, he put his mouth next to my ear "If you do anything and they realize whats going on. Youll regret it" He left a kiss in the spot under my ear and pulled back. I knew I wouldnt do anything, I was too scared.
His hand went higher up my thigh and to my waist, touching the skin under his shirt that I was wearing, sending chills through my body. He started lowering his hand down, until it went under the boxers. That was when I realized that by whats going on, he wasnt talking about me being kidnapped, he was talking about- his hand slid over my upper thigh, making me lose my line of thought. His fingers ghosted over my intimate area, brushing over it lightly, leaving me aching for more. As much as I hated his touch there was absolutely nothing I could do, I couldnt move, scream, hit him. He would punish me, and I couldnt escape, he was bigger than me, stronger. So all I could do was sit there and stop the moans that wanted to come out of my mouth when the pressed his full hand to my center, my head rolling back to his shoulder. I could feel him smirk and I wondered if his friends had any clue of what he was going to do.
I started moving in a slow circle motion making me feel warmer. I had to bite my lip to prevent the loud moans that wanted to come out as his movements became faster, my hands grasping subtly but strongly at the couch at my sides. I felt a fire forming in my stomach and knew I wouldnt be able to keep it up for much longer. Randhir kissed me on the neck and nipped and sucked harshly. "Cum for me, babe" he whispered in my ear. And I did. I bit my lip so I wouldnt scream so hard that I tasted blood and came in his hand. I was panting lowly and when I was strong enough I moved my head up to look at the rest of the people in the room, none of them were looking at us, not even looked like they had a clues of what had just happened.
Randhir stood up from behind making me stand as well and grabbed my wrist with his clean hand. He brought me out of the room without saying any words and took me up the stairs to the last door of the hall, when he opened it he pushed me inside without letting go of my hand. He closed the door behind him and a second later I was pushed against the door, his body hovering over me, keeping me there. His lips on my neck, kissing and biting and sucking desperately, he kissed me and I put my hands to his chest to shove him away. Randhir stumbled back surprised by my actions. "What?"
"What do you want from me?" I asked, looking straight into his eyes. I tried to look as brave and not afraid as I could, but my voice was shaky, and my head still pounded because of the alcohol.
He laughed his dark laughed I had heard several times before "Isnt it clear?" He gestured to his hand.
"Well you already had your go. Now let me leave and find a new girl to kidnap and rape" I snapped.
"Kidnap? Rape?" He chuckled "Sweets, what are you talking about? You were the one who approached me last night, you kissed me, you went to my car with me. YOU wanted this, I didnt go to you. And dont try to make me the bad guy for giving you what you want."
"But I dont want this!" I cried "I just want to go home, please. My voice cracked.
Randhir went over to me and held me to him, stroking my hair gently. I wanted to fight him but I had no strength. "I cant do that"
I instantly pulled back. "What?"
"See, now that I had you, I like you. You taste good" He said and licked on of the fingers he had used on my just before. "And I dont think I want to let you go just yet" He smirked. Randhir walked over to me and held me against the wall, I was still crying when he kissed me, prying my lips open with his tongue and shoving it in me, tasting me, exploring me. He pulled back with a wicked grin on his face. "Come down when youre done crying" He said and pushed me aside to open the door and left, closing it behind him.
My legs gave and I went to the floor, crying, hysterics sobs coming out of me. My head hurt so much and I felt a knot on my stomach. I knew what was coming, I glanced around the room quickly and found a trash bin next to a table, I made my way to it crawling as fast as I could, not being able to walk, and threw up. I threw my guts out in there.
Precap- torture..!!
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