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Its A Sad OS...
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- ALWAYZ IN MY HEART -
AR OS
I saw her running around the garden as she keeps laughing with her sweet babish voice which was ringing around the atmosphere...
I was sitting in my room, holding a picture of my love...
Our Angel, was a ressemble of her mother features... Those green orbs, black silky straight hair and the caring nature in this young age of 4 which she shows towards other, she was a package of her mother as if I was seeing her mother childhood in front of my eyes...
Hey, I m Armaan Mallik, A single father of my only daughter Arima Armaan Mallik... Her mother choose death over our daughter to bring the little bundle of happiness to this world...
I couldn't stop her as I came to know late that she wasn't healthy to carry a baby after the accident she had two years before we get married...
I look at my wife picture which was frame beautifully... I kept every moment capture to make my daughter know, it was her mother... Who gave her life to bring her to this world just for my happiness...
But, was this what I want???
Wouldn't this be easy if she was with me???
Being a single father and Owner of a company wasn't easy... Yes, It was hell difficult to manage two at same time...
I always remember one sentence my wife said long before...
'U will realized my importance when u had to rise a child without me...
Remember my words that day, Handling a house and business is more difficult then handling a company with 1000 of workers around u...' She said...
'Yes, Basket... U r right...
Handling a house with a daughter and company is much more difficult then I ever imagine in my life...
Why u left me Basket, Why U left us...
We need u, she needs u and Ur Armaan needs u badly with him Riddhima...' I whisper to the picture which I was holding close to my face as tears fall down on my blue orbs...
My hands were shaking thinking each and every moment I watch her fighting for her life...
How much she was trying to smile through the pain...
How she was placing that fake smile when it was killing her from inside...
How much strong she was showing but, how long she could have hold it...
She let it go one day...
She let go off my hand... She left go off from my life... Our life...
Our little world we built together in each and every step holding hands without letting each other fall...
Protecting each other, loving each other and taking care of each other...
It took years to built but, single second to crash it down to the ground... Was it fair???
My head was touching the picture frame as my lips were shivering with crying as I was trying to hold it not to let that out brush and my daughter hear me...
'I miss u Riddhima...
U was the best thing happen in my life...
The day u become Mrs. Armaan Mallik was the best day of our life...
And today, its been four years u left us...
I know u make me promise that we will remember u in happy time... But how can we forget, u left us on this day...
The very next day, u left us...
Giving me Arima as our sign of love... She was the only one whom my life depends now...' I said as I look at her picture on my hand caring her face...
FLASH BACK START
Girl were sitting on the bed crying as guy were shouting at her... She keeps crying holding her almost 7months baby belly...
'Tum aise kaise kar sakte ho Riddhima...
Tum jaante nehi ho kiya yeh sabse mujhe kiya hoga...
Why don't u understand???
How can u even think I would be happy with ur decision???
How could u even dare to choose death for our baby???' Guy said...
'Armaan, main toh bas...' Riddhima said but she was cut by Armaan...
Armaan turn around to look at his wife see, how badly she was crying...
All this time she didn't say a single word but when she started, Armaan cut her...
'Nehi Riddhima...
Yeh tumne sahi nehi kiya...' Armaan said moving towards Riddhima as he sit on his knee near the bed holding her hands in his...
Riddhima who was crying look towards Armaan as tears were making it way down on her cheeks which has turn red due to the crying...
Armaan squeeze her hand as he kisses her soft hands...
Riddhima just keep admiring how much Armaan loves her and she knows he would understand why she took this decision... If not today, when the baby come to this world...
'Basket, I can't live without u...
U know how much u meant to me right...' Armaan asked as he care her hands softly...
Riddhima nodded her head as she was trying to hold her tears back... But it wasn't obeying her as it keeps falling down from her eyes to her cheeks...
'Armaan, how can I kill our love...
Doctor said I have a chance... How can I let it go without trying once...' Riddhima said...
'But Basket, U r in so much pain...
When u can't see me in pain, how can I see u in so much pain???' Armaan said...
'Armaan, why to think about my pain when our baby come to this world, it would be the happiness moment and my pain would fade seeing the love bud...' Riddhima said...
'Still Basket, u could have tell me this before...' Armaan said...
'Dekho Armaan, I m sure u will be a very good father...
I promise I will try my best to fight for u and our baby...' Riddhima said...
FLASH BACK END
'U didn't fulfilled the promise Riddhima...
U left me, u left us... U Didn't fight, U knew u would die... Still u act as everything was fine...
Everything crash down when I saw how u was fighting for the pain...' I look around to see where my daughter was before I got lost in flash back...
FLASH BACK START
Armaan was running towards their room when Riddhima mother came down saying she was in pain...
Armaan didn't know how fast he got to the room to see Riddhima holding her stomach and was on the floor...
'Basket...' Armaan move towards Riddhima sitting on the floor hugging her as he make her lay on his lap...
Riddhima hold Armaan hands as her other hand were clicking to her stomach...
'Basket, don't worry... Main tumhe abhi hospital le jaati hoon...' Armaan said trying to take her in his arm but Riddhima didn't dare to move...
'Armaan, No one...
No one can save me...
Armaan, Promise me... Promise me u will always be with Arima...
Promise me... U will... Never leave her...
U will, always... be with her...
Meri jaane ke baad... tum mere khayalo main...
humhare beti koh... Mat bhulna Armaan...
Armaan, main... Main jaati hoon...
Tum Arima koh... Itna.. Itna pyar denge... Use kabhi... Kabhi meri kami mehsoos hone... nehi denge...' Riddhima was saying with difficulty...
Armaan try to take her but, she was holding his one hand so tight, Armaan couldn't take his hand from her grip...
'Basket, nothing will happen to u...
Abhi hum hospital jaenge toh sab tik hoga Basket...
Tumhe kuch nehi hogi...' Armaan said as tears were falling from his eyes...
Riddhima smile seeing this, but she was already having difficulty in breathing as she keeps breathing heavily...
Armaan keeps rubbing her back to calm her down... Armaan calls her mother who came with 2days old Arima...
'Armaan jaldi Riddhima koh hospital le jao...' Padma says...
'Nehi Ma...
Ab mere paas...Itna time nehi hai...' Riddhima said caring Arima hair but soon again hold her stomach as the pain increased...
Padma took the mobile out to call ambulance but Riddhima words stop her...
'Ab, kuch nehi ho sakte Ma...
Aap... Meri Armaan aur... Arima ka khayal rakhna...
Ma... Kabhi Arima koh meri...
Kami mehsoos, hone mat dena...' Riddhima said as her eyes were on Arima...
Armaan who was crying with Padma hugs Riddhima...
Riddhima face were on his neck near his ears as Armaan keep rubbing her back...
'I... I Love You Armaan...
I love our... Arima too...
Tell her... Everyday... Her Mamma...
Love her... A lot...' Riddhima said...
'Haan Basket... Lekin main nehi, tum khud use har din kahenge...
Tumhe kuch nehi ho sakte Riddhima...
Tum bohot jaldi tik hojaenge... Tum humhare Arima koh badi hote dekhenge...
Hum dono saat saat use bade hote huve dekhenge...
Har moment, har step...' Armaan stop when he felt Riddhima holds lose in his hand...
Armaan look towards Padma who was hiding her mouth trying to control her out brush... Armaan slowly move Riddhima away from him to see Riddhima both hands hang down without any control as if...
'Nehi... Tum nehi jaa sakte Basket...
Mujhe, humhare Arima koh chodke tum nehi jaa sakti...' Armaan said as he look towards Riddhima face which was pale... No expression, no life...
Her eyes were left open as if she was watching her Armaan without any bored...
Small smile were on her face as if she was smiling hearing him words... But her breath, she wasn't breathing anymore... She didn't blink her eyes, she didn't rise her hand to stop him saying all those words...
Riddhima left, Riddhima left her Armaan...
Riddhima left their baby, Riddhima said GoodBye to this world...
FLASH BACK END
Tears were falling from my eyes without any control... My face were hidden in the frame as I didn't dare to look at her face for another second...
'Main har din Arima koh kehti hoon tum unse kitna pyar karti hai...
Lekin mere paas uske sawal ka jawab nehi hai Riddhima...
Main kiya kahun use kyun tum use chodke god ke paas gayi...
Kyun tum mujhe chodke god ke paas gayi...
Use toh bolenge bhi toh samajh nehi aayenge... Lekin main khud koh kaise samjhaun ab tum humhare beech nehi hai...
Riddhima, 5saal ho ne koh aaya hai...
Lekin Abhi tak main har din tumhe yaad karti hoon... Sach toh yehi hai, main tumhe bhul nehi paaya... Kaise bhulti...
Arima koh dekh ke tumhari surat saamne paati hoon... Aisa lagta hai main tumhe dekh rahi hoon...
Tumhare aankhe, tumhare adaa... Arima tumhare copy hai...'
Silents took over the place as I try to control my tears... I wipes my tears as I look around to the garden to see where my daughter was... She was there anymore...
I look back to Riddhima picture caring it...
'U r ALWAYZ IN MY HEART BASKET!!!
U r Alwayz in our Heart... No one can replace u...' I kiss her picture hugging it...
My trace were broke when I heard the door open with a bang...
Arima who was playing with her Nani came running with mud on her face, hands and cloth...
'Dada...' She call with her cute babish voice...
'Arima, yeh sab kiya hai...
Tumhe pure ki pure mud se naha chuki ho...
Chalo move to washroom...' I said trying to hide my face but she was too clever to know I had been crying, Again...
'Dada, Aap ro rahe ho...' Arima asked moving in front of me...
I couldn't hold the tears, so I just hugs her but didn't let the tears fall from my eyes...
Arima respond and I heard she saying, 'Oops!!!' and I knew the reason...
Now both have mud in out cloths...
I smile as I move out and looking at her cute pout... I couldn't help but kiss her nose which she twist like Riddhima do...
'Bilkul Apni Mamma pe gayi hai...' I said hitting her cheeks softly...
'Mamma Will be very happy Dada...
Kyunki jab aap meri saat hote hai toh smile karte ho... Nehi toh hamesha koh Mamma koh yaad karke yeh ganga jamna bahate ho...' Arima said wiping tear line on my cheeks...
'Sirf Mamma pe nehi, mujhpe bhi gaye ho tum...
Kitni badi badi baate karte ho...' I said as I touch my forehead with hers...
'Kyunki main Armaan Mallik Aur Riddhima Armaan Mallik ki beti hoon...
ARIMA ARMAAN MALIK...' Arima said proudly...
I smile showing my dimple which was on my cheeks... She poke her finger to make it more deep as my smile got wide...
'Mamma Will be So proud of U baccha... U make me smile and Even she loves my Dimple...' I said...
'Mamma is Alwayz In My heart Dada...' Arima said as I took her in my arms and we went to the washroom to change and get clean...
-THE END-
Hey People...
ummm...I don't know what I have written and why I wrote this OS...
I dedicated this to a special fan of mine... Actually in short time she become a very close friend kum sister...
I miss her... I was missing her so badly, I thought to write something for her...
She was a crazy fan of my writting... I wish she was here to read this one... Actually a happy one but this is a sad one as she isn't in between us today...
Hope u all like it... Comments are welcome...
Take care...
Love u all...
With Love,
Rihoohaws...
Edited by RihooHaws - 11 years ago
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