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Guys i have written dis story fr CHICKEN SOUPS FOR OVERCOMING CHALLENGES..!!
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"Beyond Zenith"
---"If pain must come, may it come quickly. Because I have a life to live, and I need to live it in the best way possible. If he has to make a choice, may he make it now. Then I will either wait for them or forget them." ---
"The zenith..the limit was what I had experienced.Something which was not meant for me;something I could never imagine..." with these words.i closed my diary...n slept with will sullen eyes and the credits goes to the unstoppable tears.
A bright sunny morning,a new day,full of new memories;for everyone but not for me.For me,it was just a "Dark Sunrise":covered with shadows of past.
The sunrays somehow found their way and came straight to wake me up.because I had no one who would carress my hair and wake me up.I had no one who would sit beside me n give me a good morning kiss.I was all alone in this so called Luxurious Mansion...
"Ummm",I moaned getting disturbed by those hot steaming sunrays who were never late to wake me up.Somehow i woke up,these rays were damn cruel.
I sat on my cosy bed with folded legs and as soon as i gained my conciuous,the one thing on which my eyes got struck was the Calender which read "23rd june 2011".I got up from my bed and went near the window.I slided the curtains and saw the world waking up.Unknowinly a salty drop of tear fell from my eyes.."Mom...Dad..Di" were the words which escaped from my mouth,while that tear made its way throughout my face.
I brushed my thoughts as that was the way I always chose.But dis time I couldn't when my eyes caught a family playing in the garden nearby.I closed my eyes n again i escaped this world n enetered the world of Memories..
"Ha" "Ha", a Cute Little version of Me was running across the whole garden while my mother was busy tickling me."Mom leave me" "Ha Ha",but it didn't affect my mom as she had decided that today she will mke me laugh.Actually i was upset from her and didn't talk to her for 3 days...
While my Dad was siting on the bench n my Di cuddled over his lap."trin" "trin",and I had to wake up from the beautiful dream.I felt a pang of pain on my heart seeing no one around me.My eyes welled with tears because they were the only one who were always with me;who always shared my piercing pain.I sighed because I couldnt help it."23 june 2011",the day I lost my Family..my di..my dada..my mom,Yes today is the death anniversary of my family.I dressed myself and left for the most painful journey to the Graveyard.On this day I always visited my family and talked to them."Graveyard", yes I reached my destination. Before I could get out of my car,It started raining.A heavy rain.Everyone ran under shed but I didn't because rain was the one who washed my tears.But this time I was numb just because I was remembering the most biggest mistake of my life.
"I hate you Dad",unknownily in frustration,these words escaped my mouth."Beta..listen to me",before my dad could finish I cut the phone.It was my first live performance and I wanted my family to be here because it was so called most Happiest day of my life but unfortunately my family was struck in a traffic caused due to heavy rain same as it is raining now.I went on the stage and did perform but not from my heart.I was feeling as if someting was going to be wrong.Soon I was reawarded with a loud cheer.
I went backstage and what my friend told me was unbelievable for me.She told that my family died in an accident.Suddenly I felt my legs melting and in a fraction of a second I was on the floor crying badly I could not believe on my ears; just the same way I am siting in front of my family's Graveyard..
'I could not meet you the last time'.I was the most unfortunate girl who couldnt talk or see her family last time else I fought with them.I cursed myself for this life in which I was not living.I was dead.I was a lifeless body without any soul.What should i Do? I cannot forget them.I cannot move forward.I am stuck
Sometimes I felt to finish myself but no today I decided I will live.Yeah I will live not for myself,fr my family,for making them proud on me.Believe me it was difficult but I wanted to live once freely.I wanted.Yes I did desire to live again.Today I decided I will never come back to this Graveyard or else I willl never move forward.I am moving forward with my family in my heart and somewhere my Family will be Smiling...!!
!!..A Happy Ending..!!
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