The Consequneces Of Love Thread #2 Part 34 Updated 03/06/14 - Page 19

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that was so emotional...

emotional update. Beautifuly written. Waitng 4 nxt

Sorry fr unresn sooo late
U updated soon n i was lik thank god m stalking else i wudnt b frst res 😃
coming to update ls dey wer awesome
emotional filled wid redemption
arnav prayed was an omg part fr me
my fav part
'Rab, I don't know if you are listening to me. Hell I don't know if I am worth listening to. I know I have never really been the praying kind but right now I am willing to go down upon my knees. It's not me I am praying to you for its her. You see the girl over there? It's her that I am turning to you for. She is hurting and I don't know how to take her pain away. I want to so badly just heal her but I can't. I don't know how to. Help me, please help me? If you have to the give me her pain and I will live with it happily. I just want to see her like she was before I happened to her. More than anything she had faith in you. She still does.

part b
poor arnav
she askd him to set everythn alryt wid het family
i felt so bd fr him
she said she hates him n dsnt remmbr
i was lik y???
he wil do wat makes her happy no mattet wat
update soon cz m more dan evr eagr nw

lv yu loads 😳

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This chapter is dedicated to deeswarna aka (Deepa) for always reading over my chapters before I post them and encouraging me to post them.

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Chapter 29B: Redemption:

Chapter 29B: Redemption

'I need to ask you some questions. Do you think that you can answer them honestly? I just need to know why I chose you'

'Khushi you know I would never lie to you. Not know. Ask me what you want to ask'.

'How did we first meet?'

'You were at the same college as my sister. She use to keep saying your name so I found out who you were and I waited outside your college to see you'

'How did whatever we have start?'

'You were very stubborn I will give you that! It was not easy. You kept saying that you weren't that type of girl that went around with a guy just for the sake of it. You told me that where you are from a Muslim girl cannot be friends with a Sikh boy. Very ethical you were. You were too pure even for your own good Khushi. But after months and months you relented and we became friends. And from that friendship everything evolved. I could see the way you looked at me. I knew you had fallen for me and so when I was absolutely sure I asked you to marry me and you said yes. But our marriage had no witnesses. I did that on purpose so that when you got pregnant people would point fingers at you.'

'What happened to my family?'

'They beat you once black and blue because someone saw you with me and told them. When you saw how against our relationship your family were you walked out on them for me'.

'If you are as remorseful as you say you are if I ask you for something will you give it to me?'

'Khushi ask'.

'Fix things with my family. I want to go home. I feel stifled in this house. It means nothing to me. I tried so hard to remember something but its not coming to me. Surely if I loved you as much as you say I do then my heart would have remembered you or your touch but it does not. I feel nothing when you are near. My heart does not beat at an abnormal speed like my Ami told me it should'.

'Khushi you are home. I am family too'.

'No you aren't family. People don't put their families through what you put me through'

'I know they don't Khushi. I know you may hate me right now, but trust me your hate is nothing compared to the hate I feel for myself right now. Khushi I am saying it for your own good. I am afraid for you Khushi. They will force you to get married or something like that. I can't thrust you into that hell I just can't. Ask me for something else please just not that'.

'Hell. You don't get it do you? I can't be thrust into hell because I am already there. You might be afraid but I am not. Those who fear are those who have something or someone to lose, and out of those two I have neither. I have nothing more to lose. Who knows maybe their atrocities will kill me and put an end to this hell? And you if you honestly wanted me to be okay then take me home because I can't stand to be around you. Would you much rather I stay in your presence and die a thousand deaths every second or go home and die an actual death once?'

'Khushi what has gotten in to you? How can you say these things? You are not the same Khushi I know and love'

'The girl you knew and loved must have died when you tortured her. In a way its good she died. It's better to be dead that to have a fate like that. I am happy that Allah (SWT) erased my memory. I have a second chance and I intend to seize it. The choice is yours. Fix things with my family and take me home or I'll leave right now and live on the streets'

And saying that, Khushi walked back towards the house as Arnav sat there and watched her rooted to the spot. Her eyes were so hollow like there was nothing in there. It was as if she could feel nothing. Her eyes were pure stoic. Her demeanour was sombre not like her usual self. She looked empty, dead even. Once again Arnav looked up at the sky. 'Rab help me. Help me bring her back to life again please'

Despite not wanting to Arnav moved towards the door. He had to let her go now. it was time. Though she had lost faith in their love he hadn't. He would let her go and he was adamant that she would come back. If you are going to love someone then always have faith in them and that love. Khushi use to say that. He finally understood what she had meant. And now he walked in behind her his shoulders slumped in defeat.

Life 1 Arnav Singh Raizaida 0. Bring on round 2 said life

emotional update khushi would rather die than live in the hell he created for her so sad finally he has accept god and love hope he can get her to stay with him because their are worse things than death like marrying a guy her parent choose for her who will abused her for marrying out of her religion for the rest of her life some who will be worse than arnav she should wait and sort her memories before taking a decision that could be more than destructive awesome update heartbreaking well written brilliant thanks for the pm

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very emotional update. R u planing 2 make me cry? Superbly written

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bear with me will unres all my res till sunday

fantastic update