virman SS Destination..chp 9 updated pg46 kabira.. - Page 20

life can never take its turns according to our will and sometimes to challenge our life we start making our own ways but for how long we can walk on those weak bridges that we build for getting what we want...LIFE , DESTINY, LUCK everything is there but they wait for a right time to show their power often against you and often in your favour no matter they are hidden or not...

that was exactly happening with manvi..she had made her own bridges to reach her destination but what if life makes her destiny turn in a way she never wanted to...will she be able to choose between right or wrong well time has all answers...

manvi was feeling very contented since that day when virat made her crack her own wall which she had created around herself maybe it was a minor crack but u never know when it will break the whole wall...deep inside she knew that virat was special for her and she always tried to make him feel special too but she wasnt ready to accept her feelings..its not that like every typical love story she was afraid of loosing her friendship ot stuff like that but her responsibilities and her ambicious nature was the main hurdle on her way to virat...whenever her feeling stried to dominate her she would remind herself her goal which she was yet far to achieve...

on the way to hostel...

virat had cleared manvi that he will drop her hestel no matter what and the determination or whatever she saw in his eyes made her agree to what he said and sometimes manvi hated the fact that she was never...not even a single time she was able to say a simple NO to him...but she was loving the care which virat was giving to her without any expectations...love,care and safety taht is all a girl wants doesnt she??? but for how much time u can get all these without fulfilling any expectations???? not manvi neither virat had answers to these questions..they were just going with the flow and left everything on their fate..

"manvi u seen to be quiet...any thing wrong?" virat asked manvi to see her abnormally quiet today because he came to know in the last few days thats he loved to talk only when she was happy and invardly quiet when she was sad...

"hun!! umm nothing just tired " she gave him a feeble smile but she knew the great bugging vadhera wasnt going to let go...and he was the only person whose bugging and irking made manvi happy

" acha just tired so i have a solution for bringing the chirping manvi back instead of this budhi aatma" he said chuckling while i continued my silence session

finally virat parked his car infront of a cafe

"princess manvi would you please get out of the car becuse im here to have a coffee with you " he said opening the door of my side but i didnt get out actually i was feeling a bit uncomfortable dont know why maybe becaz i was afraid that someone from massi's house may see us as her so called villa was just a bit away from the cafe

"umm virat its getting late hum chalte hain na plz" i tried to cover up but virat was not in a mood to listen

" chalo na pleaseee bahar aooo" he said and literally draged me inside and we got seated on the last table...

"virat i know your purposely doing this but sach mein im just tired and nothing else " i said in low voice as the waiter served us our coffee and some snacks and that pissed me up...wana know why because I HATE COFFEF!!!!

"manvi sach mein i was damm hungry yar now have some of these" he handed me some pasteries and that too strawberry flavoured...and again i wanted to punch virat...wana know why I HATE STRAWBERRY FLAVOUR!!!! dont go mad i love strawberry but i hate its flavour in deserts and ice-creams

i was glaring at virat as he was qietly sipping his coffee...but why am i angry on him??? bechare ko to pata bhi nahi that i hate these things...grrr

"manvi why arn't you eating yar i cant finish it alone"

"because i hate strawberry and coffee "

i mumbled under my breath but virat heard it as he leaned close to my face just then i snaped my head up and our eyes locked...i felt myself going weak...i had always seen in movies and read in novels this eye connection even watched it live when karan and ileana are busy enjoying their eye locks but never experienced it UNTILL i met virat...it happens i dont know how but his eyes have something in them that i dont dare move my gaze away from them

"i know something is really bothering you na" virat said as his eyes were still locked with mine...and then it happened i blurred out everything that i was holding back

"im missing everyone at home...i really really wana go back and meet them" i said as tears came into my eyes blurring my vision

he held both my hands in his and i continued

"mom said to go and meet my masii since i came here i just visited them the day i landed and from then i called them a few times..its...its actually i cant hol myself back after seeing my massi she's a carbon copy of maa and when i see her i just wish to go back and hug maa but then im here to fulfill her dreams and i really wana do make them true and im working hard...dont i??"

listning to me virat shifted a little closer to me and what he said made me feel better ina nd instant

"to jao aur unse milo...dont make everything complicated for urself manvi..if she resembles your mother then u should behave the same way u would do with your maa...you here for your maa and if someone says that your not working hard then he must be blind..every single person can see that how muchefforts your putting in"

i smiled at his words..atleast someone is there whom i dont need to tell that im in a mess..some times i wonder that virat and i dont have any relation but still he makes me speak when i need to and it makesme angry too becaz my family never tried to do so...

"u know what virat i cant thank you enough for making me feel better whenever i need it "

"waise u dont need to thank me" he said whole chuckling

"why so" i asked narrowing my eyebrows

"because i ordered things you hate the most to amke you feel better..u know" he said pointing towards the coffee that was now actually felt like a cold coffee and those starwberry pasteries...and made a dissappointed face that made me laugh like hell...i was busy with my lauging session when i saw him busy staring at me dreamily and i stopped laughing... he quickly finished up and we got out of the cafe when i heard someone calling my name and somewhere i knew who it was and i cursed myself for coming here with virat cause next i knew what was coming my way...i turned around and saw her...

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as i turned around a huge figure hugged me and literally i was short of breath but doesnt matter i was used to it atleast once in a year :-p

lol yes it was my motti massii i used to call her that when i teased her of her getting old and huge...she wasnt very fat but like mums and massi's are sometimes :-p but honestly telling it made me feel home like im hugging maa and the next moment i regreting not giving her a single visit in all these months..i came out of my thoughts when i heard her almost screaming my name with joy but soon the so called elegant soul in her dominated my cute massi and she said keeping her head high

" manvi your busy roaming around but u cant visit your massi once" she said looking angry but i knew how to make her anger run away i just flung into her arms sideways and started blabbering in high pitch...dont be shocked im this way with my family

"masssiii maffi de do na pleaseee i was just sooo god dammm busy with my classes sach mein yar these austrailian tweeties make me study soo hard galto ki ake they are making me mad...u know what i have many friends here aur sach bataon i dont have a single second to miss your sister but u know what i was planning to come today ...swear to God...jhoot nahi bol rahi"

i was blabbering and blabbering to avoid the emotions inside me when i saw virat having a surprised smile on his face and a spark in his eyes maybe he was happy seeing me like this omigoshhh i ignored virat all this time

"acha acha dont start your train here look tere aise chilane se people are staring at us" she said being as high headed as she can and i chuckled seeing her because she just behaves like that in front of others...deep inside she's kust like my mom as i said she is a carbon copy...i dont have my uncle...ya my massi is a widow too and thatw as the fact that made me close to her after my papa's demise..

"umm massi this is virat...virat vadhera.." i was going to say my friend but then i heard something that made me ummm

"virat vadhera who doesnt knows him he's the grandson of the biggest buisinessmen of sydney..and ya if im not wrong mr vadhera you are the trusty of manvi's uni too isnt it?

massi said offering her hand to shook to virat but virat's gesture made my heart thump louder...he bent down and took her blessings on which massi genuinely smiled

"ya your right aunty but for the fact im manvi's friend first and u can call me virat...mr vadhera sound too old"

"ok virat then you should tell your friend to visit her family too"

"massi ok fine now stop it acha i will come and spend a whole week with you " i said covering up

"nai i told you before to leave your hostel and come to my place "

"massi please not now im getting late...will coime tomorrow pakka" i said hugging her and quickly made my way to virat's car leaving virat there so that massi couldnt get to know im going with him and stood there waiting for him

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i saw a diffrent avatar of manvi when she was hugging her massi...and it made me genuinely happy..atleast she was happy after a gloomy day...i felt like thanking God that where a lot of things are present to challenge manvi in her life there are things that can be her strenght too...i hope i guessed it right..i really do want her to be happy...in the last few weeks manvi and i have actually became really close more than friends more than anything at first i thought that our relation is weird i mean i cant call her my friend nor my girlfriend sure that i have strong feelings for her and she has the same i can see it in her eyes but later on it came to me that we dont need to give our relation a name not now atleast...i know manvi cares for others but i dont care about anyone till manvi is happy..when questions will come our way i will tackle them in my style but wont let manvi get hurt...EVER

and then she literally ran from the sopt leaving me alone with her massi and i knew why she did that obviously she dont wants her massi get to know about her going with me...i mean everybody knows this maa and massi stuff she could have guessed it in awrong way or maybe the right way which is not yet accpeted by me or manvi either so i took her blessings and made my way to my car which was parked a bit away from the cafe...i guess we were lucky or else her massi could have seen us going together...i saw manvi leaning on my car;s door lost deep in thoughts but there was a smile on her face

" so miss i am marathone campion ur here ...aise koi bhagta hai kya kisi ko akela chor ke"

i said crossing my arms over my chest...if manvi is finally in good mood then u should tease her a bit...dont i?

"soory virat par massi sach mein bohat drama karti kal if see had seen me going in your car"

"hmm i was joking yar its ok but unko bura to nahi laga hoga na"

"are nahi laga bhi hoga to i know how to make her happy"

manvi said showing me her teeth...jeez she locked so cute doing that...i love to see her expressions which see change almost every second..like its really fun even when she's sad she has so many changing expressions on her face that i dont get bored sitting quiet with her

"han i saw that " i said as i remembered her bone breaking hug and all the bakwas she did back there...saying this i closed her mouth with my finger which was continusly flasing a full teeth smile on me

"thek hai thek hai" she said and hooped in the car and we drove off towards her hostel...and i still cant believe what i heard in my car manvi the miss im not gona share anything spoke herself about her massi...she is getting used to share all the happy go lucky stuff with me now but when it comes to familya nd feelings the wall is yet to break

"virat u know what i love my massi soo much and uncle ke bad to i came really close to her: she said and i saw her eyes getting wet again and i felt a pain in my heart seeing them

"uncle umm my mausa he had brain tumor ...he died and after 3 years papa left us too thatw as when i realised how my cousin sisters must have felt they are three sisters just like us...but pata hai virat i always felt that the pain of loosing someone is the same but later i realised that they had gone through much more than us maybe equal to us humne papa ke jane k bad bohat kuch bardasht kiya aur unhon ne apne dad ke hote hue.."

we had reached her hostel till then but i guess manvi was in her won world and i just turned my head towards her to listen to what she was saying...and believe me she was speaking in a daze...like feeling all those painfull memories again...i jst wanted to let her get all that out of her innocent heart

"papa had a heart attack and we lost him in a few seconds can u believe virat in a few seconds our world crashed down...we lost everything but uncle suffered through soo much pain...my cousins knew that he had less time with them they saw him go away slowly...isnt that more painful"

by the time she ended there were soo many tears in her eyes but she wasnt letting them come out and wa shaving hickories that she wasnt able to say a single word further...

"manvi pata hai i lost my parents when i was very small...i dont even have their memories..i just had dadaji with me and i lost him too but i guess loosing dadaji was more painful because i had his numerous memories unlike my mom and dad"

i guess my words made her feel better because she smiled at me holding my hand

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i was feeling all that again and all i knew i was back to that world full of hidden pain inside me but virat's words made me feel that i wasnt alone in that dark world...he was there also to walk with me on those memory roads and for the first time i didnt minded having someone with me in taht world being my support...yes with was my support pillar he was the only one who never even woke my ego...he had some magic...he supports me and his support doesnt affects my pride and honour...i always felt like a blank book and difficult to read but i think virat's magic can read those hidden words...i quickly held his hand when i saw him getting emotional...HOW COULD I LET MY OWN SUPPORT GETTING WEAK...

"because your much more stronger than me virat...if im here to make my parents dream come true then your also working hard to make your dadaji's vision of taking his empire to new heights come a reality dont you?"

"han so i think we are on the same boats and i dont want this journey to end " he said loking into my eyes as the meaning og his words sunk into my mind and my heart

" i would love to travel every journey with you virat" i dont know what came inside me but i said this it happens whenever virat is with me i lose control over my tongue

"waise we have reached your destination madam " he said pointing towards the gates and goshhh we were taking since soo long and he didnt even let me know that we have reached

"ohhh i should go kal waise bhi massi se class lahne wali hai thank u virat warna sach mein tum nai sabhalte to she would have gotten us married tomorrw" i said laughing loudly thinking about massi's intention after seeing me with an indian boy

"rather i dont mind it " he said winking at me that was when i realised what i had just said and i blushed OMGGG i blushed and i saw virat punching his heart while saying "hayeee"

i quickly got out of the car and right just getting in the entry turned around knowing that like every day virat wont go untill i get inside and i was right he was looking at me confusingly and gestured me that why i turned...he smiled when i shouted loud enough for him to hear

"THIS IS NOT MY DESTINATION VIRAT"

and i saw him smiling and giving me a tumbs up

the day ended bringing me and virat more close and buildind our trust even stronger than before...

but for how long happiness can be in your life without making you understand its importance and believe me it takes a hard exam from every soul to cherish happiness in their life by making them face difficulties,sorrows and pain...it becomes easy to go through them only when you are strong enough or there is somebody making you strong at every point...