ARSHI *OS* Der Na Ho Jaaye.. Kahi.. - Page 7

Der Na Ho Jaaye….. kahi…………………

PART THREE

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******PRESENT****

Khushi who was feeling her, their baby till now went to washroom for washing her face so that she wont fall asleep like every other day,,

After refreshing herself khushi came out of the washroom, arnav again late today and daadi slept while ago,, an it is now their daily routine,,

Khushi again sat in the bed and leaned to the bed post and rested her head there and closed her eyes feeling not well,,

And she asleep there,,

Just then the door knob to their bedroom opened and a tired arnav entered the room,, when he step in his foot in the room he saw his wife sleeping peacefully,, peacefully,, no she is not in peace,, how she will get peace when her husband doesn't loves her and he still loving his ex love even after she died about 4 years ago,,

But today arnav couldn't stop admiring his wife because she has something special,, that matches with his pari,,

He brushed his thoughts and placed his things in his study,, and then came to change and after changing he again went to his study,, and he didn't make any noise so that khushi will sleep nice,, but he didn't know she was waiting for him to gave him a news that may be make his sleep away from him,,

He was in his study and again in the thoughts of pari when his cell rang,,

And saw it was aman,, his faithful right hand and his friend also,, he knew everything, about him, pari khushi and his married life very well,,

Arnav answered the call and aman was called him to inform him about the next day's meeting,, and he hung up call and saw khushi standing at the door,,

*** When arnav's cell rang khushi woke up with the noise as the room and whole RM was in a cold silence she could clearly hear the cell ringing,, and she saw arnav's study's light was on,, she came to know he was at home now,, and she decided to tell him the news and then she walked to his study and waited arnav to end the call,,*****

When arnav saw khushi he was really surprised because never khushi entred in his study when he was at home,, he knew she enters there when ha wasn't there, for cleaning and arranging,,

Khushi was straightly looking into his eyes which shows she wasn't afraid of anything or anyone and she wanted to tell him something important,,

Arnav broke the eye lock and asked,,

Arnav: Hmm, khushi what happened why are you here at this time???

He knew being his wife she have the full right to go and be where ever she wants but their case something else,,

Khushi: Arnav ji I want to ask you something,,

Arnav: Yeah go ahead,,

Khushi: Arnav ji I never ever questioned you but today I want to know something,,

Arnav: Yes khushi,,

Khushi: Arnav ji are you still loving pari????

Arnav just taken back by her question she is here to ask this,,

He composed himself and said,,

Arnav: Yes khushi I love my pari more than anything else,,

Khushi: Arnav ji then what about me,, what about us,, our relation,,

Arnav: Khushi I already told you on our wedding night that I can't love you and I can't give you the life happiness which a husband gives his wife,, then why are you,,

Khushi: Because I wanted to know something,,

Arnav: Ok you heard me go and sleep now,,

No today I wont get any sleep if I didn't let you know about my feelings,,

Arnav: Khushi,,

Khushi: Yes arnav ji,, as you told me you never interfere my life nor I,, but arnav ji you never felt anything for me,,, never,, for once ,,,

Arnav felt his heart will break at any moment,,, he turned and now his back is facing her,,

She again asked to him in her choked voice,,

Khushi: Arnav ji we were married one and a half year ago,, you never felt anything for in these one and half years,, you never felt that I am in love with you,, never felt that I loves you,, I am cared for you,, waiting for you,, waiting for your one word one glimpse,,

After confessing to him khushi broke down completely and she is now sobbing,, and arnav also could feel that and he knew how much all these affected her,,

Khushi: Arnav ji I am an orphan too not like you,, you have daadi with you in your every step but I don't have any one,, daadi told me form our wedding I am not an orphan because I have you and daadi with me,, but you were never there for me when I needed you or need you but daadi,, she was there for me,, but you know she is suffering the most because of me,, because of us,, our mute marriage relation,,

Khushi composed herself after saying this,, and again continued,,

Khushi: Arnav ji please sach batavo aap ko kabhi bhi hamare liye kuch bhi mahsoos nahi kiya,, kuch bhi nahi mahsoos nahi hua in these one and half year,,

Khushi said as she asked for her life's base question,,

Arnav closed his eyes and felt her words in his mind,, yes he knew she was affected by him,, and he also affected by her,, her presence always made him feel like his pari is back,, when ever he saw khushi in RM,, [before wedding] he felt pari was standing there,, whenever khushi helped Hp in kitchen and went o mandir with daadi or doing any work,, or doing pooja and making arrangements he felt his pari is doing all these,, but the truth was he was in love with pari not khushi,, khushi never saw arnav in RM much but arnav always noticed khushi from the time she entered his life,, after their marriage pari's face was fading away and khushi was there instead of pari,,, and always he felt miserable by this,, but he promised his pari not to let anyone in his life,, but khushi already entered his heart,, but he didn't knew it,,

Yes arnav always mahsoos about khushi but after composing himself he turned to khushi and said,,

Arnav: You are wrong khushi,, I never felt anything for you,, I have no feelings for you,, mein tumhare liye kuch bhi nahi mahsoos karta samjhi tum,,

Khushi's eyes welled up with fresh tears and started to flow from her eyes,,

Again her hand went to her tummy where their baby is growing,,

Khushi with tears in her eyes said,,

Khushi: Arnav ji I,, I,, don't know if you believe me or not,, but sach yeh hai ki,,

She gulped her own tears and continued,,

Khushi: I,, I am going to be a mother soon,, we are going to be parents,,,,,,,,,,

Arnav stared khushi hell shocked and terrified,,

He knew she will never do anything which cause his family any shame,, and know she is with so much values and morals,, she never tried to come to close to him even they are a couple,, and now,,,

Arnav: What did you said??????????

Khushi: Arnav ji I am saying the truth,, I am pregnant with your child,, almost 2 months,, I know you don't remember anything,, on that day,, your business party,, you held after you got the business talent award here,, you were drunk and you weren't in your senses and that day everything changed in our life,, I tried to wake you up but you thought I,, I was pari,, and,,

Khushi stopped abruptly,, and arnav shocked beyond anything and now he is going to be a father soon and what he feeling now,, only emptiness and numb,,

He wished this day but not with khushi it was with pari and now what he will he do now????

Arnav: Khushi I know I don't remember anything and on the day I was drunk and not in my senses but it was a mistake and,, I don't love you I only loves pari not you,, and I cant cheat her,,

But arnav ji,,

Arnav: Khushi,, we,, we will do something,,

Khushi: Arnav ji what are you trying to say that I have to kill the baby???? I have to kill a life that growing inside me,,

Arnav shocked to hear her,, he didn't mean that,, did he???????

Khushi: Arnav ji I know for you this baby is baby is just a mistake,, and for me this baby is my hope from my life,, a hope in my loneliness and you are saying to kill,, arnav ji aap job ache ko maar n eke liye kah rahe hai wo aapki hi khoon hai,, even though it's a mistake how could you say that to,,

Arnav: Khushi I,,

Khushi: I know you love pari,, even after she is no more in this world,, and I respect your love but,, for a person who is no more you are denying the chance of a life to come to this world,, why arnav ji why?? Kya aap itna nafrat karte mujhe aur iss bache ko,, so that you are wishing,,

Arnav: Khushi I never said to kill the baby but,,

Khushi: But what arnav ji,, you are trying to say that I have to carry the baby and then give birth to him or her then to leave the baby in an orphanage,, so that the baby also live a hell like I gone through,, an orphan,, iss se acha hai iss bacha iss duniya mein na aaye,,

Arnav: Khushi,,,,, [he roared]

Khushi: Why are you screaming arnav ji,, why it matters to you,, you cant accept me or the baby,, you cant forget and move on in your life then,, what will you do,,

You know one thing arnav ji,, your love for pari is fading arnav ji,, and now you don't love her,,

Arnav: Khushi stop it I said,,

Khushi: No arnav ji not today,, because if you still loved her then today the baby we are talking about never came true,, if you loved pari even now then on that day we shouldn't have consummated our marriage arnav ji,, even you weren't in your senses you shouldn't have done that to me on that day if loved pari still,, you started to forget her arnav ji,, and arnav ji she is no more in this world,, she left you a long back arnav ji please move on,,,

And hearing this arnav's anger rise and it was on its peak,, how could khushi tell that he doesn't love his pari,, he loves her,, really loves her,,,

Slap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In anger arnav slapped khushi so hard that she fell down on the floor and crying badly,,

Arnav: Don't you dare to say that I don't love my pari,, I love her and she is not dead she is alive still alive with me,, do you get that,,,,

Khushi who was on the floor now shocked and feared him and started to cry badly,, she hugging her tummy so hard that he don't harm the baby,,

Daadi who was came to check on khushi heard everything they said,, she was happy that her chote going to be dad but he slapped khushi in this state and yes she also knew something has changed in his behavior too it shows he have some feeling for khushi,,

Seeing arnav sleeping khushi daadi ran to her and helped her to stand up,,

Daadi: Bitiya are you ok?? Shall we go to the doctor,,

Khushi nodded no in fear,,

Daadi: Chote have you gone mad how could you do this to khushi bitiya, she is pregnant,,

Arnav: Daadi stop defending her did you hear what she said she said I don't love pari,, I love her, I love her,,

Hearing this again khushi ran from there to gust room and locked herself there,,

Daadi: Chote you have done a very big mistake,, and you will realize it,, and I wish tab tak der na ho jaaye,, if then you will loose the last chance of your life will go away from you chote,,

Saying this daadi left from there leaving a angered and shocked arnav there,,