KumSum SS ~Saawariya~Last Part/Part4 @ PG37 - Page 20

He just stood numb there…saw Brij slapped Kumkum…but her no reaction made Brij more angry…and Sumit almost run to there to save Kumkum..but she noticed Sumit..she nodded her head to stop Sumit…as she didn't want Sumit in all this and didn't want any wrong as she knew if he in this Brij and Others ..did any wrong with him without any hesitation..Sumit didn't disobey her as he ever did and didn't come front of Brij and here Brij took out one of brun and wram wood from the Chula…which Kumkum lit for cooking food …and bit her wid that..

B: "Padi..padi soti rahegi haan…khana nehi banayigi…ab kha…bol aur khayegi…humare khana na banake so rahi thi…"

Her hands and back almost turn to blue and brown…but she didn't let a single whimper came out from mouth….. and he bit her more violently…after sometime he felt tried and left her…again said..

B: "padi…rah yehaan…hum sare ja rahe hai sadhi main…..mar shalli yehaan…nehi yayenge hafte bhar main samjhi…"

And call Ratan and Salil..to packed alls clothing…and rushed out…without noticing Sumit was there..

Sumit curled his fist….and slowly went to Kumkum..to check her..saw she tried to stood..but couldn't able to do it…and she had only few on her body to cover her…Kumkum felt Sumit's presents threre..and tried to cover her..but she failed… he came towards Kumkum with a sheet which he found near and covered her with that sheet…and noticed lot's of marks in her body…he didn't give any attention to them…and took her into his arms…didn't say anything…just wanted to hide her from all this pain and torture..her head rested on his shoulder …and his into her hair…his mind was blank…don't know what to do in that time…but one thing had to save Kumkum with any cost…his tears made their way from his eyes to her hair where his hide himself…his guilt that he didn't knew what kind of pain faced she in her life all along..and he didn't had any kind of clue…or he didn't had bother..Ohh god what on this earth made him think that she was unsafe with his family…he thought they would take care of better than him…he knew they were rude…but heartless…this kind of..how he thought about his family…his own family..who tortured his life this much..

"Ohhh God..made me die…" his inner self said that..

Then she just slowly said … "Su..sumit.."

He hugged her more tight into his arm…feared as if he loosen she may again drown into those Pain…horrible pain..he felt horrified…he kissed her forehead where from blood tossing down…number of time he kissed her all face…like want to take away her all pain…which she faced through those years…all along…he just hated himself..he cursed himself…cursed his fate..

"How God…u let this happen…how..why..answer me dam it…" he again question God..

He just didn't know what to do...he put Kumkum on bed..and opened not so good cupboard search for her dress…but there was not a single good cloth for her…most them like same ripped…muddy..He just sat down..and covered his face into his plum…wanted to scream but controlled himself…bit his lips to not to cry…but he took some cloth from there and tried to cover her…which may possible…

at that time he heard footsteps…he wanted to face them…but Kumkum again stopped him…by difficulty said to him..

K: "App chup jao…"

S: "Nehi…mujhe unse baat karni hai…."

K: "Nehi..app unke samne nehi jayenge…app ko meri kasam…"

That made Sumit's leg tried… so he again hide himself ..to get in the cupboard…saw his big brother Pulkit just pushed her hard on floor and ripped her already ripped cloths..after some time thrown His life naked in front of him after having sex…Sumit don't know what to do..he verge to cry but close his mouth with his plum… almost came front but Kumkum's Kasam again stopped him…and hide behind partition of their room…and tried to finger out..what all this..he sensed something wrong here..but this..he never imagined…even in his very bad dream…but he knew he couldn't take any decision hurriedly as his Life's life depend on that..

Other hand…

Pulkit satisfied himself and just threw Kumkum..and she fell down and her head hit corner of bed..but she hadn't any courage to moan…here Sumit hissed to see her pain..as blood oozed out from her temple….

P: "Khana banake rakhna warna ajj tere khair nehi…aur tera Pati bhi nehi hai tujhe bachane ke liye samjhi…abhi tere saza baki hai…tujhe kya laga Sumit ke sath maza marga to hum tujhe chod denge kya..???do din bohot tarsaya hume samjhi…jaa khana bana…agar thik se na bani na to dekhna kya karte hai…Shadhi jayenge..thik se jana hai samjhi…tu..tu nehi jayegi…rahegi yahaan…akeli…yea bheju kisiko…haan"

After said those word he rush out from the room…here Kumkum laid there almost unconscious ..she heard that wards…knew that today may turn one of worse day in her life..but she couldn't even move..how would she cook for them… her throat chocked in pain.. but she could even voice out that…

"GOD why this punishment for her..what she done???why??"

...Sumit asked to god that repeatedly …

after his brother departure.. his father again came..

here Sumit cursed his fate again and again…and for Kumkum..his heart cried.. " why Kumkum u gave me Kasam..why??" ..also the first thing he wanted to know the full story.. father came to her…as she not in her scenes…but there no sympathy for her….his father Brij, slapped her numbers of time to make wake her up…when she slowly come to scenes ..Brij throw her from bed…and shouted on her…

B: "Shali…abhi tak so rahi hai….khana nehi banaya hai …haan…"

Then looked here and there….and drugged her out of the room by clutching her hair..she didn't protest..as no more power left in her to fight…and other hand Sumit couldn't able to bare that…his version became blur for his own tears…he also slowly came out from the cupboard and followed his father…stood as far corner where nobody can noticed him..but he could watch them..Brij took Kumkum into kitchen…and throw her there…she also fall into the warm Chula..but somehow saved herself…may be love of Sumit..saved her..Here Brij shouted on her…

B: "Pade rah..yehaan..samjhi…koi saman nehi chodnge…hum ja rahe hai…tu mar.."

He get to kitchen…thrown all clay water pots …and other ingredients. ..made all kitchen empty..

B: "Abb rah maze se…na khana banana padega…na khana…"

Then he stormed out from the house with his other sons..whom stood there and enjoyed the scene… after their departure..Sumit rushed out from the corner to the kitchen…where Kumkum lied and took breath heavily…He took her into his arms…and went to room…made her lie and again covered her with the bad sheet..then he tried to went cupboard for her dress but Kumkum clutching his hand tightly….

K: "Mat jayiye mujhe chod kar…."

S: "Main kahi nehi jara ha tha..bus yea hoon..tumhare paas…"

He laid beside her ..and took her in his arms…softly cared her ruff hair…and she drifted to sleep…and he had so many question in his mind…but though first about Kumkum…and thinking so much he didn't know when he slept…

But after some time his sleep broke with Kumkum's moan…she moaning in sleep in pain…he just cares her to smooth her pain..but that was too much for her nothing work to smooth her…he run towards kitchen…all things were smashed there..only few vassals were good…he took his bag and took out water bottle from it..and pour the water in a vassal…and after long tried he successes to light the Chula…and he warm that water..then took in room…took out his hanky…put that into the hot water..then took Kumkum in his arm…slowly slide the sheet and slowly cares the marked area of her body with that hanky…and blow there softly…that warmness made Kumkum's pain out slowly…he slowly cared her almost whole front body expect some places..as he thought that was not ok with her…and noticed lot's of mark in her body …but couldn't see them fully as darkness all over in the room…as he closed all windows..ad door also….didn't want to make her uncomfortable….in her pain tears drops came out from his eyes…he couldn't control them..his though that he had to know that whole truth…from her.. "why she bare that??why she not run away from here??why??" but on this condition he had to take care of her..nothing was important than her…he put her head on his crock of neck…and slide the sheet from her back ..mark also on back..he as cares them Kumkum gain her consciousness and tried to finger out where she was… then his touch which was full of care..full of concern..full of love..full of warmth ..made her realized where she was..she was in her life's arm…who now care her with all his love…slowly she raised her arm..and hugged her by neck ..he was too busy to take care of her didn't realized..when she hugged her…after he understood ,he also hugged her tight but carefully that not to hurt her…she sobbed like a baby in his arms…pour out all these years pain, fear…to him..here he also understood…his finger went to her hair..and cares it slowly to smooth her…

S: "Vukh lagi hai tujhe..kuch khana hai…"

But she nodded for no…she just wanted to spend some time in his arm…as she knew she is going to starve..this time not came again in her life…

S: "Khalo..tumhe achha lagega…" while caressing her hair…her pain made his eyes blur with tears but he controlled that for her that will give her more pain..how cloud he gave her Kumkum Pain…he wiped that…

He took his bag in their room after laid down Kumkum on bad securely…took out some Biscuit packet and Water bottle from bag…and made them eat Kumkum ..with water…

After some time she felt better…and as Sumit came out from room so Kumkum could change her dress…then she called Sumit for came in the room…after he came in..he made Kumkum sat on bed carefully as there were lots of pain in her body…

K: "Mujhe appko kuch batana hai…par mujhse waada kagiye…app kuch ulta sheedha nehi karoge…."

S: "Pahli baat mujhe app kahna bandh kar sakti hai tu??"

And she nodded for no ..cutely…he almost smiled to see her innocence but his smiled vanished when she winched in pain in her neck…

S: "Sambhalke …"

She had tears in her eyes to see so much love and concern for in his eyes which talked so much…how much he pained to see her pain….he saw that small drop of tear in her eyes and again panicked …and rubbed her neck slowly to smooth her pain…asked

S: "Abhi bhi bohot drad ho raha hai kya??"

She nodded …NO..but he stopped her…

S: "Muh se bol nehi sakti hai tu…bar bar garden hila rahi hai..aur khud ko chot de rahi hai…"

She smiled and…

K: "Main thik hoon…"

S: "Hmmm..dikh raha hai mujhe…kitna thik hai…I..I…am sorry…mujhe maff kar de tu…"

She shocked to react…she didn't know why he said sorry to her again??what he done wrong now??

K: "App mafi..kyu??"

S: "Agar main padne ke liye tujhe yahaan akele chod ke nehi jata to..yea sab nehi hota na…"he chocked …

She didn't know how to answer this one…but she couldn't see him in guilt…

K: "Appne kuch nehi kiya…hai..app kyu asye kar rahe hai…??App ayse mat kijiye..mujhe bohot dard hoti hai…appko ayse dekhke…"

S: "Tujhe pata hai na..main tujhe dard main nehi dekh sakti…"

K: 'To ayse mat kijiye..app ne kuch bhi nehi kiya??App to kuch jante tak nehi hai…"

S: "Agar tujhe bura na nahe to main tujhe kuch puchu…??"

K: "Kab se app mujhse iazzat leke mujhe kuch punchna suru kiya…??"

S: "Yea sab kya jo…tum samjh rahi hai na..main kya kya..bolna cahata hoon…kyase..mere matlab…yea…tu..yea log…??" he said it in great difficulty…

She closed her eyes..as she knew it would be came…but didn't know how to answer this one…if she tell the truth..guilt may eaten him up..if not that also wrong ..what she do now…???

S: "Tu samajh rahi hai na…dekh ma…in..main tujhe chot nehi…nehi dena cahata hoon…tu.."

She cut him in between…

K: "Main janti hoon…"

She looked at him…into his eyes…to say him truth….

K: "Par..mujhe kahiye..app unse ladne nehi jayenge…"

S: "Pahle tu bol..phir mujhe pe chod…"

K: "Nehii…boliye na…"

S: "Thik hai..main kuch nehi bolunga…"

Then she narrates the whole story…

how they treat her…abuse her..torture her..use her…theses 14 years after his departure…they just raped her..even they invite strangers to stay night with money..every day and night … even she had to force to stay bed with 5-6 men per day..without food…as when she said no to them… they threaten her if she didn't do as they told..they would harm Him(Sumit) or may kill him..and how could she let harm him…for her…also forced her abort her baby more than 7 times..as they were girl in her womb..so they didn't want girl …want boy for their warish….

S: "Kyu…??" only question came out from his brain…so he asked her…

K: "Kyu…??...kyuki mere zindegi suru appse khatam appe..pahli baar koi pyar kiya..koi khyal rakkha…to main kyase…appko chod doon…kyase..jane doon khud se dur…boliye…??Jab app itna se the na..tab se hark am mere sath karna..school main jo shikhna mujhe shikhana…mere liye jalebi,phool lana…sirf mujhe todhi si kushi dekhe kush ho jana…jo mere baap ne mujhe bech diya…aur…aur appne kuch na jante huye..tab jab Pati Patni kya hote hai..phir bhi Pati ka sare farz nibhana..jo bhi kar paye…to main kayse piche hath jau….shadhi waqt akhri wachan than a mout age kade rah ne ka…to wohi kiya…kya galat kiya?? Itna hi ki appne appko pabitra nehi rakh payi…Kuch nehi bachke rakh payi..sab gandha ho gaya..sab.."

She sobbed poorly…He couldn't able to said anything to her…just hugged her..tight as he protect her from all evils…he cried and hide him into her hair…both cried ..for each other's pain...he promised himself to make her smile …to forgot all..to live into her arms..

At night he gave Kumkum his food which he had in his bag…..and made her sleep…then called his guide and friend in Delhi…Yash Thakur,senior student in collage & GS…and narrated him all stuation…Yash confirmed him..he said him that he would made all arrangements and after that informed him…also said that take care of Kumkum..he would take care of rests…

Their destiny gave them only 7 days with those evils..as Sumit knew that Yash would make it..but he had to do something for her …she suffered a lot cause of him..now he had to make it up…

In afternoonwhen Kumkum opened her eyes and watch most beautiful sight …Sumit stared to her without blink…when she opened her eyes ..he bend down to her and kissed her eyes one by one…she felt shy first time..and her cheeks turn pink…he noticed that..ad kissed her cheeks …and...wished her Good Afternoon with most sweetly…and made her day too good..and like starting for a beautifull day…

Kumkum made her way for fresh herself…Sumit called her and gave his dress and ordered her didn't dare to wear those ripped cloths…and Kumkum agreed ..and took the cloths from him…

Other hand Sumit made food..as he went to market very early in morning without disturbing her..and collected all necessary items…as Kumkum came from took a bath..He looked at her…she look like a fresh flower…he smiled at her..then he gave her food..she socked to see that food..which made nicely also smelled good…

K: "App kab se khana banana shikhe??? Aur app kyu banaya..main too.."

Sumit didn't let her complete as put his finger on her rosy lips …

S: "Pahle khake to dekho…baad main sawal puchna…"

She smiled..he gave her milk ,roti and patato curry…

K: "yea to dopaher ka khana lag raha hai…"

S: "Tumhe jaroorat hai samjhi…khao chup chap.."

K: "Ek baat puchu..appko payse kaha se mila…who.."

Sumit again interrupted..

S: "main Dehli main padai ke sath sath..kam bhi karta hoon..woh bhi do..collage din ek jagah aur chutti ke din aur ek…7 saalon se kar rahoon..bohot save ki hai..tumhe woha leke jana hai.."

"Aur agar tumhari sari baat katam ho gayi to..khana khao…"

She smiled through tears…and he wiped and nodded for no…

5 days went away like a blink of an eye …what blissful days for them..as the best days of their lifes..

Every day Sumit made Kumkum dress with his…and made every times meal..gave her medicine every single thing by himself…and love to do this…took care of her…all things by himself…

In these days Kumkum also feel quite good…mentally and mainly physically…as Sumit every time diverted her mind in good way….mostly he successful to make her happy in this days…she was soo happy with him..she always smiled on his silly jokes..his collage stories…his too bad acting..everything he tried..and success full…she back her glow..marks also there but faded..but as she was happy that not matter anymore..also her ache also reduced…she lived in her dreams...

At the End of 5^th day Yash called Sumit..and informed him that..he made all things ready and booked ticket of bus to Delhi as it was on day after..so he had to ready and also Kumkum ..he assured him..he would do it…

He didn't tell her about as next day there was a big Mela in temple side…so he was so existed.. about it…as she liked Mela so much..as well he knew in those years she never able to go there again after her marriage..so he had to do it as that was easy this as the evils also not in home..he was also happy with this things..and also after tomorrow Kumkum didn't has to face them ever again..in her life…her life would be changed fully…

That day was of Mela,Sumit brought a new dress for her and asked to wear that and like always she wore that one the red Salwer Kameez and Sumit wore white Kurta Pajama….they both went to temple in morning...for puja and and Kumkum was so exited like a little kid …he noticed her every gesture…also sad about that she was far ways from her happiness for him…to save him..but other side he happy that he able to give her back her happiness..her life…

After back to Home..

When they both came back from Mela..rain started and heavy poured…Kumkum run towards garden backwards of house…and enjoyed rain…Sumit called her .. "Kumkum bheego mat bimar pad jaoge …"

K: "Nehi………..ajj itne saal baad mouka mila hai..kyase jane doon…"

S: "Matlab??"

K: "Yaad hai ..app ke jane se pahle…bus wohi akhiri baar…"said in all excitement

S: "Iska matlab..tum???" he left that in middle…

She felt his unsaid words…how he felt…she slapped herself mentally…but decided to distract him..so she drugged him into rain ..told him to enjoy..both enjoyed that rain…when she dance in rain then almost slipped into mud but He caught her before fall…in that situation both came so close without their acknowledge …and here rain pouring on them..to make them uncontrolled in their desires…her wet and trembling lips pocked him…he could not control himself more..he took hers into his…pour out his all love to her…as well she also respond ..but he felt some wetness on her cheeks ..that not rain drops..her tears… "Is she hurt..??" that question came ito his mind first ..he left her lips right then..and looked at her towards her eyes to point out about her tears…still holding her into his arms..

Here...Kumkum's happiness was no bound..first time in her life…first time someone loved her..there was no lust..only pure love….the happy tears came out from her eyes…after sometime she felt ...at the sudden loss of warmth she opened her eyes and looked in his eyes ..that were search something into her eyes…she understood..he may misunderstood her tears …though that may hurt her but that was…she became dare and asked him…

K: "Kya ajj app mujhe pyar karenge….sab kuch bhoolagen..sab kuch..appke pyar ke agosh main kya mujhe bhar lenge…kya mujhe pyar denge…??"

He looked at her…he was so socked to answer anything..in his dreams ,he never thought that she may the 1^st one who said that…but she may feel insecure in surrounds…

Now she mistook his silence …she though he may heisted about her..tears came out from her eyes…

K: " Mu..mujhe pata hai…main..woh main….app kyase?? Main to…who…"

She chocked when she talked about her…he understood her station…her voice was that spoke of endless suffering… defeated soul that was his Kumkum..he slammed his lips to her to shut her up..he couldn't bare that she felt low about her…for him ..she is most purest soul ..most beautiful…most selfless person..how could she think about that how…he just shut her by kissing her senseless…she made her grip more tight around his nape…and he clutched her more on her wrist …as she lost balance her fingers slipping from his as her arm stretched… but his grip only tightened….his fingers curled hungrily around her hand. ..there was too much position..her legs turned to jelly to carry her weight..his arms immediately wrapped around her… . she collided against his chest..then carried her into home….placed her on bed…in very daylight….he came close to her… slowly removed her all wet clothes from her…and then his…as she felt cared and loved in his touch . . his touch was soothing her bruised body, soul & mind...she closed her eyes to feel him…then he joined her.. his eyes traveled down…to watch her all over to her face to her shoulder where the previous wounds were there ..he couldn't stop his gaze from moving to the sight of her whole body bruised with scars, blue & burn marks..in every square inch… would have been her body if there had been flesh attached to it. …bone could almost be seen…her hands that was nothing but bone. How she was able to move the fingers with no muscles attached to them he did not know. so white she was. ..it had been the hand that had touched him.. he flinched in pain with the thought…how couldn't noticed this earlier..

alive!!.was she??this question came out from his mind…every part of hers cried out loud in pain longing craving for his touch only his…to be loved only loved…his hand that had moved over her flesh ever so lovingly..once tears welled.. kissed her all over to feel her..to remove all dirty touches from her body…to make her feel special…to smooth her pains..to love her…he unable to catch herself in time fell to the bed… he cradled her in his arms instantly…he looked at her before took final step…both eyes of their spoke of rage pain, passion, care, warmth, love to heal…she felt the ground under her move as he came upon her ever so softly..as soon both were floating in heaven and shudder in pleasure...in their desire….in their love...also after something both panting as reached they goal soon..he almost collapsed on her but hold her like she is feather in his arms…he looked at her with heavy breathing noticed in closed her eyes but her lips smiling shyly to be in hold his arms still securely..finally she was loved by her love, her husband…and he marked her as his…she was most happiest person of the world …she looked at a world gone beautiful yet again…his hand reached out to gentle touch her face. .. a smile touched her lips…and finally she said to him…

K: "Main appse bohot pyar karti hoon…mujhe pyar karne ke liye sukriya…aur who.."

He again shut her by kissing on her lips…they again repeated till they satisfied each other with their love.. It was later in the afternoon…they dosed of finally giving in to the nerves tiredness .. he cuddled her against his side. ..she curled deep into his strong body with love and care…he opened his eyes..and his hand stroked her hair… smoothing her face…then kissed her eyes…and got up from bed and doing their packing….

Then he made breakfast and wake up Kumkum as he knew she need that now…after their long love making season surly made her weak…and gave her food…then asked her to get ready…as the bus stand was quite far...if they didn't go now..they must missed the bus…as usual Kumkum nodded with any question…they both went for bus stand as soon as they both got ready…

Within few hours they reached bus stand…on the way of bus stand as long walk..many times Kumkum flinched in pain as the old injuries were not fully recovered as there was any jerk on the way…then she tried to control but he noticed that…then one question stacked in his brain..and thought ..how much delicate she was…??how much she had to bare…?? How he didn't punish those who gave her this unbearable pain…used her as sex object .his life ..his love..how dare they???…he had to do it…he had punished those evils… he couldn't let them go…he had to deal with them…

His though was broke when Kumkum called him as the bus came…he again though some time then went to bus..and made sit Kumkum…said her to go Delhi along…Kumkum just shivered in fear…that though again along…

S: "Kuch nehi mujhe thoda kam hai…."

K: " Nehi main appke sath hi jaungi…"

S: "Tum samjha karo….ajj agar tum yea se nehi nikli…khabhi nehi kar paugi…who log…"

K: "Wohi to main kah rahi hoon..woh log appko…"

S: "Mujhe kuch nehi kar sakte…tum jao…main Yash Bhaiya ko call kae deta hoon.. who tumhe pick karlenge…who bohot ache hai..aur Arti Bhabhi bhi hai..main kal ke bus se agunga…tum chinta mat karo…Tujhe meri Kasam..tu jaa..iha se.."

That's it...made her stop..here her eyes became moist…in her hearth there was fear to loss him…as she knew..his family members were only Saitan…they could only harm him…

But here he did not understand that… stay in his words…as bus conductor said Now bus had to start …Sumit got up from sit…and kissed her eyes and cheeks one by one…and gave her a small pick on her lips without anyone noticed…then slowly removed her grip from his arms…and came to door of bus…and again looked at her…with blink of his eyes ensure her..that he would be fine..not to worry…and then got out from bus…and from the bus window..bid her bye…

And she only watch him to go away from her again…her hearth feared that this would be last time ..she might seen him…she put out her head from window .. watched him turning smaller and smaller…until wiped out from her view…in this dark….she feared may her life …dark like this night…she only prayed God..he might safe & sound…

Is there love will be lost in the darkness of that night…or there was any ray of hope …also stay there…????

me know there is less dialog..as me wanted to gave detail of story..so just ignore spelling n gramatical mistakes ok dears...just feel it...but plzzz ..hope that u guys like this part..

lov,❤️

Tama