BKP (THREAD 2) part 33-40 - Page 7

Herewa ek thumka derewa ek thumka
dhinka chika...

Part 34

Arnav stood by kushi looking ahead. She looked towards him. Head down.

He whispered.

Arnav: thanks... she nodded her head shyfully. The brothers left. And khushi locked the door.

Arnav helped akash get his stuff ready.

Arnav: akash listen, don't tell anyone about khushi and I. Please. You know how traditional she is. We havent even said anything to each other officially. And if anjali, or anyone else finds out. Phir..

akash: bhai, dont worry. You can trust me.

Arnav: btw. What did you tell khushi when you decided to abruptly hug her.

Akash smiled. A mischevious smile

akash: oh nothing, just that if she ever dumped you, then I was always available.

Aranv had a straight face.

Whack. Again on the back of the head

akash: bhai,

both the brothers hugged and said said fare well. Finally akash was gone. But something good did come out of it. Arnav and khushi did become closer. Because of arnav's jealousy, khushi kissed him. Arnav ate a hand full of chillies for her, and she asked minta to leave them alone. Khushi said whom she loved, she was tricked into it, but said it. And they got another chance to spend a night together. She took care of him. Nursed him. They shared another loving cup of chai. Over which, they finally started to verbally converse with each other. Not just through their eyes. Arnav sighed. Walked into his room and sat on his bed. He took out his phone and looked at her picture. The sunset picture. Her most beautiful picture, it was the most beautiful because it reminded him of their most beautiful weekend together. Alone. As one.

He stared at her picture on his phone and very softly, in his husky voice, whispered. "i love you too". A gently half smile played on his lips. His eyes filled with love and compassion. For the one friend who was truly his entire world. He received a message. It was from khushi.

"i will tell gabriella you are not well. Aj please aram kar ligiyehga."

"agar aonga nahin, tho milaingay kaisay?" arnav was becoming more open about them. Khushi read the message and smiled bit her bottom lip. And closed her eyes. By his mischevious words, she felt a little tickle in her heart. She giggled and said "badmash."

she replied back. "if you come, I will leave. Tho waisay hi nahin mil paingay."

aranv pouted his bottom lip. Like a big baby. " on one condition."

khushi's text: kya

aranv's text: rath ko tum yahan par aogi.

Khushi's text: I cant. :(

arnav's text: kyon. :S

khushi's text: I have an assignment to finish and hand in.

arnav's text: so do I. What if we both work together. Hmm. You work on yours. I work on mine. And we sit together. Bas.

Khushi's text: sochongi. Gtg. Class time.

She put her phone away and went to class. Arnav stayed in his dorm. Readind and working on his assignments. Khushi and minta both informed gabriella. Later in the evening. Before khushi could finish making more soup for arnav, she heard a knock on the door. She picked up her duppata and put it on. She opened it. Arnav was standing there leaning against the side with his back pack hung on his shoulder. He had a bag in his other hand. A plastic bag.

Both smiled at each other. He sighed. He didnt see her for the entire day. He walked in and she closed the door behind her.

Arnav: I figured that you would be busy running around, so I decided to come my self. She looked down and smiled. She walked over to the kitchen area.

Khushi: ap baithiyeh. I made soup, I will bring it for you.

Arnav: but I brought chinese. Your favourite, right. He lifted the bag up. She looked at him. And smiled.

Khushi: how did you know I like chinese. Arnav was caught. She only told aish not him.

Arnav: lucky guess. How about this, you have chinese, and I have soup.

Khushi went over to take out a bowl for him.

Khushi: how are you feeling now?

Arnav: better. Thanks. I didnt realize how high my fever had gotten last night. He sat down at the table. He was about to take the food out of the bag but she stopped him.

Khushi looked down and put the soup in front.

Khushi: hum kar laingay. Don't exert yourself. She smiled and went back to take out a plate for herself. She came and sat down. And and took out some chowmein.

She was about to start eating with a fork but arnav interrupted.

Arnav: you know. Chinese khanay ka maza chop sticks say ziyada ata hai. Main sikhaon. She looked down and tucked her hair behind her ear. He took out a pair of chopsticks from the bag and got out of his chair and stood behind her. He broke the two wooden sticks and put them on the table. She picked them up.

Arnav: ek minute. Aisay. He started to slide his fingers from the back of her wrist to the tips of her fingers. She closed her eyes. And took a deep deep breath. Even when not feeling well, he never gave up an opportunity for them to come close. Her hand was full of exhilarating sensation. He took his other hand from around her. She was now in his arms. To learn how to properly hold two wooden sticks of course. Nothing else. His arm bushed against the side of her neck and he brought it from the front to the other hand that held the sticks. She was breathing heavily. He could feel her heart pounding. He helped her hold the sticks in the correct position. Then she showed her to to move each finger.

Arnav: aisay. You just have to move it this way. She looked at her hand. His hand. He helped her pick it up and brought it to her mouth. She parted her lips and then wrapped them around the sticks and took in the noodles.

He moved his hand down, with hers still in it. And guided her hand, with this on top to take another bite. This time he bent his head down and took it in. she gulped and looked the other. The cool breath from her pushed against his arms. He closed his eyes. And very very slowly, and sultrily wrapped his lips around the sticks as well. And gently started to pull them out. Khushi closed her eyes. He whispered.

Arnav: soup still taste better. She smiled. And he smirked. He was not going to leave a single chance to now flirt with her out in the open. He went and sat down in his chair. And looked down at her plate and continued to eat. He drank his soup. She kept on smiling. And slight giggling.

Arnav: why are you still smiling. She continued to look down. And shook her head negatively,

khushi: nothing.

Arnav: no tell me. She smiled, a open mouth smile.

Khushi: voh. Umm.. your worse than akash. Both started to laugh. He shook his head approvingly. And she blushed. While trying to continue to eat. Arnav cleared his throat.

Arnav: voh. What did akash say this morning when he... umm. When he was leaving.

Khushi started to cough. She dropped the sticks in her plate. And covered her mouth. Arnav looked at her. She wasnt choking. Her eyes widened.

Khushi: kuch nahin. Aisay hi. Bye kar raha tha.

Arnav: tell me. She was turning red. She looked down in her plate and took a big gulp.

Khushi: kuch nahin.

Aranv noticed that she was turning more and more red. He said something to make her feel embaressed. But by seeing the smile play on her pink lips, he knew it was nothing to worry about.

Arnav: fine. Mat batao. He sighed. A loud sigh. Trying to emotionally blackmail her. But it didnt work. They continued to eat.

Arnav: finish your assignment.

Khushi: almost. And you.

Arnav: almost. They finished their dinner. Khushi took his bowl and her plate and washed the dishes. He brought his bag over to the table and took out his stuff. Khushi went to her room and got her books. She went back to the stove and made something. She sat down and placed one cup of chai right in the middle of them. He looked at it and smiled. She didnt meet his gaze, but smiled as well. She knew what he would be looking like right now. A pleasing smile. Yet a bit teasing as well.

They both quietly worked on their assignments while sharing that one cup of tea.

As the night approached they both started to yawn. Aranv packed his bags and hung it on his shoulder. Khushi also stood up and silently walked to the door with him. Before they could say anything they heard a knock. Khushi opened it. Minta came in. she saw arnav

minta: hey arnav. How are you. Coming or going?

Arnav: going. He smiled. He then looked at khushi and in a husky voice said .. bye... she smiled and gently blinked her eyes. He left and she sighed.

Minta: sorry I didnt know he was at the door with you. I would have waited until he left. You know. After your good bye kiss. She stuck her tongue out. Khushi was shocked.

Kushi: humf. No minta. Aisa kuch nahin hai.

Minta: kya

khushi: kya kya

minta: dont tell me you guys still haven't kissed.

Khushi: no. zarori tho nahin hai.

Minta: zarori nahin hai. Are you kidding me.

Khushi looked at her weird.

Minta grabbed her hand, pulled her and they sat on the sofa.

Minta: let me explain something to you about dating.

Khushi: we are not dating. We have feelings for each other bas.

Minta: acha. Not dating. What does a date mean.

Khushi: umm. Movie dinner I think. What else

minta: no. dating means spending time with each other. Quality time.

Khushi: friends can spend quality time together as well minta.

Minta: friends dont share more feelings for each other than friends should.

Khushi: minta stop arguing.

Minta: tell me this. Just one question. Okay.

Khushi: do I have to answer it. She tried to get up but minta stopped her.

Minta: did arnav ever try to come near you. Physically. He is a guy. And all guys have a one track mind. Doesnt matter how nice or unique they are. Aranv is different I agree. But he is a guy. He must have tried to come close to you. Khushi remembered the first night at the cottage. She gulped. And looked down. She was in deep thought. Arnav did try to come close to her that night. Their lips almost touched. The way that he kept on touching her, his fingers, his flirting style, everything. Maybe he was trying to give her the hint. She then remembered what he had said that first night at the cottage. "we wont do anything that will not allow us to look at ourselves in the mirror. Until" . He stopped at until. She got up and went to her room. She locked it.

She didnt want to lost arnav, but she couldnt do what minta suggested. She just couldnt. Her conscious would not allow it. Maybe her and arnav were taking things too fast. She looked worried. Breathing heavily. Confused. Scared. Acknowledging her feelings for him was a big step with no harm. But taking it further. She couldnt do that. And according to minta. Arnav wanted to. He a guy. A mature man. He had desires, needs. And khushi couldn't. As much as she wanted to keep things the way they were, even this was a bit too much for her now. She gulped. Regretting taking the decision of realizing their new unofficial relationship. A tear came down from her eyes. She lay on the bed. Hugged her quilt tightly. The next morning khushi was about to go and do her yoga. But stopped. No she can't go. Arnav will be there. And they will come close. Physically. She stopped and went back to her room. Aranv had gone to do yoga. He didnt jog, because he was still feeling a bit weak. He sat there. In their spot and waited for her. He kept on drinking water from his bottle and constantly checked his watch. She was never this late. Was she ok. Was she sick. He took out his phone and called her.

Khushi saw arnavs number and rejected it. He stood up and started to walk back. He called again. Again she rejected it. The third time he called she answered. Her voice was shaking. Her mind filled with doubt. Questions.

Aranv: hello. Khushi.

Khushi: h.. hh.. hello.

Arnav: are you ok.

Khushi: gee. Hum theek hain.

Arnav: whats wrong. I am coming over.

Khushi: no.

aranv stopped. Why did she just say no abruptly. He gulped. Something was not right. He could feel it in his heart.

Arnav: khushi. He said in a stern but concerned manner. What is wrong.

Khushi: kuch nahin. I have to. I am getting a bit late. She hung up the phone. He looked at his phone. All confused. He went back and showered. Changed and went to class. He was going to see her in the lab after wards. He would talk to her then. He went to the lab, but didnt find khushi there. Only minta was there. He went over and asked minta if khushi was ok. Where she was. Minta said she was fine and that she was not coming in today. She knew nothing more. Aranv was worried now. He finished his work there, but told gabriella that he was not feeling that well and was leaving. She approved and he left. He saw khushi walking down he hall from a far. Many students were there. He tried to call out her name. She turned and saw him. She turned back and left. Where did she go. Where did she disappear. He didnt know. There were too many students to allow him to follow her. He was now more confused than before. She was ignoring him. But why. He tried calling her, but she had shut her phone off. He even went over in the evening, minta answered the door. He went over to khushi's room and knocked. No answer. He wanted to open it, but he didnt.

Arnav: minta. Can you please check if she is in there.

Minta: why aren't you checking.

Arnav: um. Because. I'm a guy. And I cant just walk into a girls room like that. Minta sighed. And smiled. Arnav moved back and minta peeked in. she saw khushi sleeping. Or pretending to sleep.

Minta: she is sleeping.

Arnav: sleeping. Now? Is she ok. I mean does she have a fever or anything. Cold. Flu. Anything. Please go check. Please.

Minta: arnav she is fine.

Arnav: just check please. He seemed worried. Minta went in and checked if she was ok. Khushi noticed minta coming in and wiped her tears from underneath. So minta could not notice. Minta checked her forehead. She was fine.

Minta came out and closed the door. Arnav was pacing back and forth outside.

Minta: she is fine arnav. Probably really tired. She hasn't been getting enough rest. She placed her hand on his shoulder.

Minta: she is fine. Hmm. Arnav gave a faint smile and left. He was not able to sleep that night. Something was not right.

The next morning khushi was not there doing yoga. Arnav was now getting very very worried. It had been over 24 hours since he last properly saw her. Or properly spoke to her. Its ok he thought. They had the lab first thing in the morning. He texted minta to make sure that khushi came there today. Minta received and was confused. She stexted back: you will never give up a chance to do your lovely dovey things right. :P .

aranv just ignored her teasing. He wished there was emotionally romantic stuff going on.

After a while minta texted arnav saying that khushi is not coming.

Aranv replied. "tell her that I am not going there today"

minta did as told and khushi agreed to go. Minta knew something had happened. Something bad. For sure. Was khushi ignoring arnav. No, she couldnt live if she did that. Khushi and minta made their way to the lab. After a while arnav walked in. khushi was shocked. Minta raised her eye brow.

Minta: I thought you were not coming today.

Arnav: I changed my mind. He walked towards khushi. She looked down and side to side. She wanted to stay as far away from him as possible. And now he had cornered her. She licked her lips and prayed to devi maiyya to help her. Gabriella walked in. khushi sighed of relief. Devi maiiya saved her. For the time being though. Aranv seemed annoyed. Disheartened. He walked over to his desk and saw khushi's phone there. He picked it up and put it in his pocket. He left her a note.

"if you want your phone back, you will have to talk to me. Please. Just tell me why you are ignoring me. What did I do wrong?" he told gabriella that he was going to go and start writing up his thesis and left. Without saying bye to khushi. He looked down and went straight out the door. Khushi was felt bad. She knew her behaviour for the past few two days was hurting him. As her and minta finished their work she went to her desk and saw the note. She gulped. And a worried expression was seen all over her face.

Gabriella: whats wrong khushi. You seem worried

khushi: no. I just remembered something. I have a midterm next week.

Gabreilla laughed.

Gabreilla: khushi, its reading week next week. I hope you enjoy it. You are not coming in tom. Right. See you after wards. Khushi smiled and picked up her bag and left. They reached the dorm. She asked minta to go and get her phone from him, while she changed. Minta went over and asked arnav what was wrong and for khushis phone. He didnt say anything. All he told minta was "if I had your phone I would give it to you. Ask khushi to get it herself,." he was now angry. Minta left and told khushi. Khushi just sat down on the sofa holding her head. Minta received a text from arnav.

" tell khushi that her mom keeps calling. One more time, and I answer it for her." minta told khushi and she jumped up. He wouldnt do that. Would he.

She started to panic. She got her duppata and ran out the door. She ran over to his dorm. Knocked on the door. Tom opened it.

Tom: good luck. He seems angry. He refuses to talk to anyone. He is not coming out of his room either.

Khushi looked down. She quietly went and sat on the sofa. She folded her hands in her lap. And looked down.

Tom: I guess i'll call him. He went over and knocked on arnav's door.

Tom: arnav, khushi is here. Aranv immidiealty opened the door. He was angry. Jaws clenched. He looked directly at her. She didnt look at him. She kept looking down or the other way.

Tom: I am.. yeah. He pointed towards the door and rushed out. Khushi knew he would not stay. Arnav walked over to her and bend down in front of her. He then kneeled down on both knees. Khushi was looking down. She was scared. What was she to say to him.

He looked right at her. And she tried to ignore looking into his eyes. He was getting impatient, but he had to take it slowly. Something was wrong. Very wrong. The way she was behaving. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He opened them and looked at her. He raised his hands and gently cupped her face. She turned her head slightly addressing his hands around her face. While keeping her gaze lowered, she looked at his hands from the cornor of her eyes. He noticed this. He turned her face up.

Arnav: please look at me. Nazar mat churao. She gulped. Very slowly she raised her eyes and looked at him. He saw fear. Uneasiness. Awkwardness. He had never seen that in her eyes before. Ever. He knew everything about her from those eyes. And for the first time, he saw those feelings for him. His eye brow furrowed. What was she scared of. What made her feel so awkward around him that she was ignoring him now.

Arnav: kya howa khushi? Hmm. He tilted his head. His eyes filled with compassion and care. He was genuinely concerned for her. She gulped. She looked down again and started to fiddle with her duppatta in her lap. He looked down at her hands. He was nervous. But why. He moved his hands from her face and placed them on top of hers. She looked up at him. And pulled her hands away. He was shocked. Was she uncomfortable by his touch. The same touch that use to give both of them peace was now bothering her. He tried to look into her eyes. But she was not looking at him. He moved his hands away.

His heart was starting to beat faster. His world was about to shatter into a million pieces any moment now.

Arnav: khushi. He softly said. His voice had a worrisome sound in it. She gulped.

Arnav: khushi please look at me. '. please. She raised her eyes and looked at him. Her eyes were moist. His eyes were filled with fear. She closed her eyes while keeping her face facing him. A tear escaped her eyes. He fell back a bit. He raised one hand and with his finger wiped her tear.

Arnav: please don't cry. Tum jaan thi hoon. Hum bardasth nahin kar sak thay hain. Please. He moved his finger away. She opened her eyes. And looked at him. She could see his heart being torn apart from inside.

She took a deep deep breath and finally broke her silence.

Khushi: may I ask you a question.

Aranv: hmmm...

khushi: hamaray kya rishta hai? Ap usko kya naam daingay? He looked at her in confusion. She still didnt know what they meant to each other. They had come so far, and yet she needed a name for it.

He looked down. And thought. If I say we are more than friends, then she will not like it. Everyone knew what they felt for each other. And yet she was hessitant in the rapid fire round game. She cried because of it. She was not comfortable acknowledging it in front of anyone else. But was she ok with giving it a name. What could he call their relationship. What name could he give it. If he gave it the name of lovers, sathi, hum safar, then she would run away. If he said friends, he would be lying. He looked at her. She was waiting for her answer.

Arnav: kuch rishton ko naam day kar, un rishton ki bezati nahin kar na chahey yeh hai. Rishta dil say ban thay hain. Kisi naam say nahin.

Khushi: arnav ji...

arnav's eyes widened. She never called him arnav JI. Whatever was bothering her was about to come out. He prepared himself for the worst.

They looked into each others eyes. Deep deep inside. He saw fear in hers. And she saw fear in his.

She took a deep breath before she continued. She looked down and started to fiddle with her duppata again.

He put both of his hands on her and picked her hands up. And joined them. His palms caressed the back of her hands. And he held it close to him. She looked up.

Arnav: bolo khushi. Jo bhi dil main hai. Keh do.

Khushi looked down.

Khushi: har rishtay main, chahey voh ma aur aulad ka ho, doston ka ho, bhai behn ka ho, ya phir koi gumnaam rishta ho, har rishtay main dono loog ek dosray say ek umeed rakh thay hain. There is always an expectation. Apko humsay kya umeed hai is... gumnaam rishtay main...she looked up at him. Her eyes about to tear again. He sighed. He placed her hands back in her lap and gently cupped her face. He was no longer worried. He knew what worried her. And he knew what he had to do. He slowly moved closer. And closer. And closer. His face was merely inches away from hers. Her heart was beating faster and faster. She gulped. She should not have asked him that question. Minta was right. He did expect something from her. Physically. sHe closed her eyes in fear. Tightly closed her eyes. He smiled. He came closer. Just a bit closer.

Arnav: tum jaan na cha thi hoo, kay mujhe tumsay, hamaray rishtay say kya umeed hai. Hmm

she very slightly nodded her head.

Arnav: kay ' tum khush raho. Nothing else. Bas.. she opened her eyes. A small but loving smile was on his face. All he wanted was her to be happy. That is all.

Arnav: khushi. We dont have a name for the relationship that we share. But it is... special. She saw sincerity in his eyes.

Arnav: all I want from this, from us, from my life, is for you to be happy. For me, nothing else matters. And never will. May I ask you a question. She nodded her head.

Arnav: kya tumhay mujhe say koi umeed hai? Humaray is rishtay say koi umeed hai.

She shook her head negatively.

Arnav: phir yeh umeed wali baat kahan say ai? He moved his hands to her hands again.

Khushi looked down. In embaressment. And whispered: minta.

Arnav chuckled.

Arnav: let me guess. The whole. Umm. Physical bonding issue right. She looked side to side. She was getting a bit uncomfortable with the way this was going.

Arnav: tom spoke to me as well. She looked up at him in amazement.

Arnav: yes he did. A few of days back. I just let him talk. Ignored him actually. Kept on nodding my head. She smiled. He smiled as well. Khushi we are friends right. She nodded.

Arnav: I know we are more than friends. Her smile decreased a bit.

Arnav: but we are not at the stage that we can call it anything else. Is liye, hum apnay rishtay ko koi naam nahin daingay. It doesnt matter if someone else understands our relation. We need to understand it. And that is enough. Plus, sab say ziyada zarori baat. Our up-bringing is different. Our traditions are different. Our customs are different. We can never expect anyone else to understand that. We will never do anything that will make our parents feel shame. Trust me. Trust us.

Without thinking for another second khushi wrapped both of her arms around his neck. Tightly hugging him. Arnav wrapped his arms around her as well. They have hugged each other before, but never this tightly.

Khushi: thank you arnav.. thank you..

he smiled. : your welcome. After a few minutes khushi let go and moved back. She was embarresed. Did she just... she looked down and fixed her hair. She was turning red. He moved his hands and stood up. He put his hand out in front of her. She held on to it and stood up.

Khushi: I should go... she was about to let go of his hand and walk away. He pulled her close. She crashed against his chest.

With a straight face he said no.

she was shocked.

Kushi: pardon me

arnav: you heard me. NO.

khushi looked down. Shy fully.

Arnav: two things, well three. First of all.. he put his hand in his pocket and took out her phone.

Arnav: your phone. She took it.

Khushi: dosri cheez...

arnav: you have to be punished. She looked up at him. He moved his face closer. She gulped. He came closer. Their noses still apart.

Arnav: you ignored me. So you will be punished for that. Be ready tomarrow morning. She smiled. He smirked and raised his eye brow.

Arnav: lastly. And most importantly. He said in a husky voice. He moved his face closer to hers. She closed her eyes. Heart beating rapidly. Lips parted. Chest heaving. Arnav slid his nose along hers. But did not touch her lips. Just close enough. For her to be able sense his lips moving in front of hers. Not touch. no. but close enough to be able to feel the are moving

he whispered. : abhi koi umeed nahin hai. Magar shadi kay baad sari umeedain rakhonga. Us waqt tho koi ehtiraaz nahin hoga na. She smiled. Huge smile. Pushed him back and ran out. He grinned. She ran to her dorm smiling. And biting her bottom lip. Minta saw and asked her. Khushi just shook her head and laughed. She went to bed. Minta's phone rang. It was arnav

arnav: minta. Next time you decide to advise anything to khushi. Dont. Hehe. You owe me. Well khushi and I both.

Minta: what are you talking about. Wait was she ignoring you because of what I told her.

Arnav: yes. Okay listen, I am willing to forgive you on one condition. I need a favour. And only you can do this. Arnav told her what to do. And she agreed.

Minta: consider it done.

Arnav: thanks minta. Bye

precap: akash's plan in the next update. Promise. Hehe.

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