SS : I Deserve This?! Part 5 Conclusion - Page 8

awesome !!! kshushi doesnt bt arnav deserves dis

Very well written.

Wow... pls do continue on dis... Its superb... :)

Plz do continue... i loved it!

Part 2

Anjali and Payal came running in hearing Khushi's screams...

"Khushi! Khushi what happened?! Calm down..."

Payal raced over ..."Shhh...please come sit...you shouldn't be standing..." she reached out to hold Khushi's hand...

Arnav quickly tried to warn her..."No Payal...Her hand...her hand is injured..."

Khushi's Fire filled eyes shot up and burnt Arnav with their flames...

Anjali walked up to Khushi, gently holding her shoulder..."Khushiji...please try to relax..."

She looked back at Arnav..."Chote, why did you let her get up!? You know she shouldn't be stressing...please can you carry Khushiji up to your room so she can rest..."

Arnav walked forwards but stopped the instant he heard Khushi's voice...

"NO!...No please Di, Jiji...please can i stay down here with you both...please..." Khushi's voice was frightened and pleading...

Arnav's felt like his soul was dying...

His thoughts were consuming him..."She was the victim...all this time...ALL THIS BLOODY TIME! Everything i said to her...everything i did to her...everything i made her do...I...I...Oh my God What have i done?" ...

Payal tried to reassure Khushi..."It's okay...I'll be up to see you soon...You'll be more comfortable in your room... Arnavji will look after you, he was very very worried..."

"Jiji...p...please..."

Her pained voice was killing him...He remembered all the times she'd cried since he forcefully married her...

She was now too scared to be around him...

He felt sharp pains coarse through him...her pain, her trauma...the guilt was starting engulf him...

"Khushiji...we will both come up to see you soon...please take some rest...chote is your husband...he will look after you...Chote?" Anjali motioned for Arnav to come over...

Arnav looked at Khushi...her defeated eyes just looked down...

She clasped her hands tightly together as he carefully put his arm around her waist and the other under her knees...

Khushi clenched her eyes when she felt pain spiral through her...

Arnav held her close...His heart was thundering as his arms carried her effortlessly...

As soon as they were in their room he heard her take a deep breath ...he looked at her...her eyes were squeezed shut tight...

Feeling worried, he whispered..."Khushi?... Khushi? ...What's wrong?"

Khushi ground out her words..."Just throw me down like you usually do and leave me alone..."

Arnav felt like the life was being suctioned out of him...

He walked to the bed and placed her down with extreme care...

Khushi glanced at him with nervous eyes...

As Arnav reached out to rearrange pillows behind her, she gasped and briskly turned her head away ...

His hand froze.

His eyes crashed closed, his nerves twisted with grief...

She only expected hurt from him...only expected pain...

"Khushi...I...I'm not going to hurt you..."

"Please..." Her words were infected with pain and despair..."please leave me alone...I won't say anything, I will do what you say...just please...please leave me alone..."

His heart bled...The will to keep breathing was gone...He backed away...

He reached the poolside and slumped into one of the chairs...

He looked back at her...

She lay there crying quietly...

He detested himself...

He cursed himself for having such little faith he had in her...

He thought back to everything he said to her only minutes ago...

*flashback*

"Don't think that your fake tears will weaken my resolve...you sicken me with your vile attitude and talks..."

"What have i done!? What have i ever done to you to make you hate me so!?"

"I know everything...and YOU will NEVER get what you want...EVER!"

*end of flashback*

His head fell to his hands..."oh God...What...have...I...done...?"

He looked back up at her...all he wanted to do was hold her...apologize to her...plead with her to forgive him...but that still, wouldn't be enough...

"I love you Khushi..." He breathed...

Part 3 https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/fan-fictions/2904075/ss-i-deserve-this-part-5-conclusion?pn=33

Part 4 https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/fan-fictions/2904075/ss-i-deserve-this-part-5-conclusion

Part 5 https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/fan-fictions/2904075/ss-i-deserve-this-part-5-conclusion

A Heart Touching update! poor Khushi👏

this is one of the best writings in this forum so far!! loved loved loved it!! amazing! :)

Wow...this is amazin...sumat lyk dis shud happen in da serial...thanx foh da pm nd cont soon

beautifully written...especially aranv's guilt..that was very touching..