AN : Things which i want to clear out on every one, the place, or Cafe mentioned in this OS is purly fiction, the character of the designer is from a fiction as well,
Only character's like Karan Grover and Shilpa Anand are from real characters. . . . . . . so if any one have any issue then just PM me, as far as its story concern, as a writer i know i write this in limits, and as a writer i have right to write what i like. so if you like it thats great, if you dn't then plz stay away.
She was sitting at her specific favorite corner in the KaSh caf, and was enjoying her 3rd cup of hot chocolate,
She was about to finish her last sip when she saw him entering from the mirror door of caf, seeing him in his French looks her heart skips its beat as it use to do every time she saw him.
Its been 6 days he was coming here regularly just for her. He knew that where she will be seating, so without looking around he glanced direct at her corner and a smile formed on his face, a pure genuine smile which use to occupy his dimpled face whenever he saw her.
He made his way towards her and took a seat across her. She smiled welcomely seeing him taking seat.
He : Hey, what's up ?
She : hi, , umm nothing was just making some designs.
He : that's great can I have a look at them ?
She : Sure
He while taking papers from her : Coffee ?
She : ummm'..Yeah
He order his Black coffee with one table spoon sugar and for her he ordered Hot chocolate as he knew she definitely will take only this. . . . . . . . . . . . .
He was busy in looking at designs when she start observing him briefly unknowingly.
She start remembering their FIRST Meeting here in New York at KaSh Caf after when they PART AWAY a year before AGAIN after 2 years.
She was living here in New York from 1 year and was studying Fashion & Designs as her favorite time pass, she use to work with Kash Hussain the famous Pak-Indian Designer in New York, as her theme was on traditional designs so she was appointed to prepare designs with him. She use to work with him all the day at his boutique, while to finalize or to think more brighter she use to come at KaSh caf every evening to take a cup of hot chocolate. . . . . [ the caf was add joint to the boutique and Kash Hussain was owner.]
FLASH BACK START :
But one day It was the same cold day of February here in New York when she was busy same as in making her designs, when she felt someone was standing beside her table she looked above and her breaths forgot to come out from her throat. She was seeing him after whole bloody year, she was feeling again the same sensation which use to occupy her 4 years back when ever he came close to her when ever he touched her.
He was smiling at her nervously , he was not sure about her reaction on seeing him after what ever happened last year was not easy to forget after all. He spoke weakly.
He : h'. Hi Shilpa.
Shilpa still her breaths were struck in her throat tried to speak try to control the situation : Hey '. Karan. You are here ?
Karan : hmmm, yeah actually I came here on vacation for a relief.
Still nervously pointing towards other chair across the table : aan can I join you ?
She was still not sure what she is saying, she was still recovering from her shocked state of mind, yeah man she was shocked after all she wasn't expecting that KARAN SINGH GROVER will came across SHILPA ANAND here in KaSh Caf in New York after a year.
Shilpa came back to her senses : uuaam yeah sure, have a seat.
Karan smiled on her nervous act and take a seat across her.
Shilpa : Coffee ? ( She was sure of his answer )
Karan : yeah, black coffee with one table spoon sugar
Unknowingly she smiled so widely on his answer that her chin dimpled appeared for a second which made his heart to stop for a moment and then to jump with the urge to touch that side chin's dimple.
Controlling his inner desires he clenched his teeth and his eyes start feeling damp to him, NO WAY man was he going to cry, NAAA
He is KSG, he can't cry, Hunk's don't use to cry, for God Sake stop it.
The reason of this dampness was the whole bloody last year. On which He regretted now. He still remember when circumstances were out of control how much he tried to stop her but some thing stopped him for doing that, and he let go her AGAIN, he knew that he was going to miss her like he missed her in those two years but that day he wasn't listening to his heart he was using his brain that lead them again to be Parted away, and he even didn't wish her a final GOOD BYE, neither did she come to meet him.
But now he was feeling a bit relax may be he didn't wish her good bye cz he was going to meet her after a year. And now he was sure what he have to do now. Finally making up his mind he took a deep breath and felt relax after whole 1 year. He touched his back with chair and start looking at her with same care, affection and love which he holds 4 years back.
She was sure of his gaze, that's why she downed her face on her papers to avoid his intense gaze.
Hardly she looked above at him for a moment their eyes met and a spark appear b/w them, to avoid that she said ;
Shilpa : if you dn't mind, can you wait for sometime so that I can complete my design in the mean time you can wait for coffee too.
He was having his arms across his well built chest while his back was touching chair, his broad shoulders took her attention for a moment and then she saw him nodding in an approve-ment.
He didn't get what she said, he just nodded without hearing her in actual he was preparing him self for what he was going to say her.
Seeing him agreeing on her statement she relieved a breath of relaxation, she wasn't in a mood to work on her designs now, she knew that if he is sitting in front of her she'll not be able to concentrate on her work, so she ask for sometime just to gather her courage, to control her running heart beat, to give her lungs the proper amount of oxygen which wasn't possible from last 5 minutes when from when he came to her.
Basically she was having her gaze on her papers while her mind was back in the memory of last year.
How circumstances made them part away again, he was her very good friend , may be he is still her good friend'. But what ever happened last year wasn't easy to forgettable. Yes it was a kind of hard to forget his strange behavior while still living in Mumbai, so she made a decision and came here in New York to give her mind some time to relax, to live her life like she wanted to live. How much she wished for once he stop her but no, all hopes go in drain, when he even stop talking to her while working at same place. She had left no choice other then to leave again. So she left, without a word.
She left her work place, She left her home, She left Mumbai, She left HIM, and came here to get some peace of mind.
Now what he was doing in-front of her ? its been 15 minutes he didn't say any word after she asked for sometime. . . .She wasn't sure what to ask him, how to break that silence which she created on asking to complete her designs''..Finally she looked above, he was still sitting in same position and his gaze was as intense as it was before. A gush of blood came and leave her cheeks in Nano seconds.
Shilpa while controlling her heart rate again : Sorry, actually I can't left my work hanging in middle.
he didn't miss that red gush on her face and he enjoyed that. He was still sitting in same position now he was quite confident
Karan : Really ? but you do. . . . . . .
Leaving his sentence in middle, she knew what he was referring to,
She felt the same anger and hurt built inside her, but she her self was a polite person who believes in being patient with people So controlling her inner situation she said ;
Shilpa : Sometimes you left with no other option. . . . . any how, how you doing ?
Karan understands her each and every word very clearly and he felt a bit guilty on making her say this trying to make atmosphere again normal he said : I'm good. & You ?
Shilpa : well I'm also fine.
Karan : so what's going on ?
Shilpa : nothing just doing some fashion designs courses and working with Kash Hussain here on traditional collection.
Karan with a smile : sounds interesting.
Shilpa smilingly : hmmm and what you doing now a days ?
Karan : I'm free now a days, enjoying my holidays.
In the mean time they had their coffee and hot chocolate while talking on various topics, somehow the atmosphere was quite normal now, both tried to ignore to talk about last year.
When they finished their drink, Shilpa start gathering her things form table. Karan noticed that and he was sure she is going to left soon, his heart beat goes erratic on the thought of her leaving plan. He gather his all courage to make words in his mind, when she smiled finally and told him that she have to go as she is getting late for something, he knew that she was lying now it was the right time to act on his plans.
After bidding him Good Bye she was passing near from him when he gripped her hand, a chill wave ran through her body on his touch which made her heart to change sides. Then she heard him.
Karan : Please Don't Go.
He heart punched her hard, how badly she wanted to hear those words last year, but alaas. Now he was saying those words, when she was deliberately trying to avoid to spent time with him. When she wanted to hear those words that time he didn't utter those words in past and now she was waiting whats in store for her in her present or may be coming future. she was in no mood for such emotional situation he was asking her not to go.
while still holding her hand he stands up from seat and made his way in-front of her , face to face : I'm Sorry Shilpa.
Saying so lowered his eyes, while she closed her eyes to absorbed his words. Was he really saying what she heard ? she opened her eyes and found his face still down, sensing her gaze on himself he looked above and his eyes spoke to her, yes he was really saying those words to her. His eyes were showing the truth of his words.
To avoid any more emotional talk she said : Karan I have to go, Please.
He holds her hand more tightly on hearing her words. And said ;
Karan : Shilpa please . . . . . . for once listen to me, I know you are trying to avoid thats coming next.
Please for once, let me have a talk with you. Today I got a chance to fix my mistake let me please.
I want to talk to you right now. Please.
This time he emphasis on please word more. She looked in his greyish blue eyes and take a deep breath.
Slowly taking her hand out of his grip she again sat back on her previous seat. Where as he sat back on his place. After a moment of silence Karan started the conversation.
Karan : I know you dn't wanna talk about last year, and I'll not talk about that. But the things which I'm gonna say you today are'.. I mean I want to apologize'..about'.about last year.
I mean'..look'..Shilpa I'm sorry, I'm really sorry on behaving so stupidly last year. I know I was selfish I didn't support you when you were badly in need of your friend.
I'm sorry for that' I did realize this after when I got everything but still something was missing, and that something was you Shilpa, I got everything but I lose you that day again, so I take a break from everything and start roaming around the world to get some solace but I failed. And believe me I still feel that missing thing inside me. I tried to call you but you changed your number, you left your house, you left from country, You left ME Shilpa.
On hearing his last sentence she looked above at him and his eyes were giving guarantee of his words.
Shilpa with a li'l hurted voice : I didn't left Y'(cutting [you] )''' Everything. Those were circumstances who made me left everything.
Karan : I know but I was the one who could have change the situation, but I didn't. and I'm asking apology for that. Please forgive me.
Shilpa : Karan I'm not angry or mad at you. . . .
He : stop lying Shilpa
Shilpa : no I'm not '''
she was cut in b/w by him, : yes you are.
He again : I'm asking again, please forgive me.
This time he used his tactic he holds his ears and made a puppy Dog face while asking for forgiveness, which made her smile a li'l.
He again : pleaseee
Shilpa while smiling lightly : its okay, let it go, that was past. Let's not talk about that more.
Karan happily offering her his hand : Friends ?
Shilpa seemed as if thinking for a while.
Karan with puppy Dog face : please, I promise not to leave your side this time.
Hearing him she curved her lips into a sweet smile and accepted his offer. Both shook their hands and throw genuine smiles towards eachother.
FLASH BACK ENDS
Both talked for hours after becoming friends again, they talked about each and every thing expect that tense last year.
They use to meet here now daily, Karan was staying here at his relatives but all the day he use to spent time to wait for evening, he was adamant not to lose her again, he can't. he knew why. But for the time being he wanted to suppress this WHY. He was acting a very good friend in those whole 6 days, he helped her in many designs. Even she use to take his suggestion, both use to have their coffee and hot chocolate in eveing. Seems like they were developing a New bond now. And it was obvious both were use to be so close to each other in past, it was just time who create distances b/w them but now, both were adamant to defeat time.
She was still lost in her thoughts, when she noticed his looks, he was a bit change, same manly perfect physic but this time he was having French on his face. And he was looking deadly. She was aware of the female eyes on him right now and she felt a fear, fear of losing him again. But she just ignored it, she didn't want to grow those feelings which may lead towards distances b/w them. They were friends and now they should behave as friends. So she give herself a mental kick and divert her attention towards her hot chocolate.
Karan was aware of her gaze but he didn't dare to look above, he knew there is something running inside her mind but he didn't dare to ask, he knew the subject was he him self so he refrained himself for asking about anything.