Sindoor-AR FF Part.28 New Thd Created - Page 55

(This part is dedicated to my Bacha well yes sweet little Bacha Littleapple aka Ishika wish you a very-very Happy Birthday

And armaan tried to ignored her voice and he keeps on going not waiting for her at all as he did not wants to face her he is all messed up right now and he did not wants to makes her things worsen that they are already been but today as if riddhima has had her enough here she is worried for him like anything and she is controlling herself to not to shout at him at all for his carelessness understanding him but now seeing his behave she does not have control over herself she does not knows when her feet made her way towards him and she stands in front of him and armaan is shocked did not expect this from her at all but there she is but armaan again tried to ignore her and start to pass from her but riddhima now completely blocked his way making armaan shell shocked and he unable to control his anger he gritted his teeth in his anger and

A:''mere saamne se hato riddhima mujhe please pareshan mat karo main pehle se hii bahut pareshan hun mujhe aur mat karoo please''

He said and as this time he start to walk riddhima just shouted on top of his lungs as he is completely on her nerves saying this as

R:''kyoon jaane dun''

She said and armaan looked at her in her green emerald eyes showing different emotions complete rage to him and she just

R:''kyoon armaan kyoon jaane dun aapko main han har baaar sirff main hii aapki kyoon soono han bataiye mujhe kyoon soono sirff main hii aapko pata hain aapko the Dr.Armaan Mallik ko bahut boori aadat hain baat incomplete chodne kii apni sunanae kii par aap dooron kii kyoon nahin soonte bahut shownk hain naa aapko bolne kaa tou let me tell you Dr.Armaan Mallik doosron kii bhi sunane kii aadat daaliye kyunki har baar aap hii nahin ho sakte aapke saath koi aur bhi ho sakta hain iss relation meiin samjhe aap par nahin aap kaise samjhenege kyunki aap tou humesha se sahii hotein hain naa isiliyye doosron kii tou aap sunana pasand nahin karte naa armaan well good going aisee hii akrte rahiye is se chahe aap aur doosra saamne vaala kitna bhi hurt kyoon naa ho par aap kyoon soonege kyunki aapko tou sirff bolna hain naa Dr.Armaan Mallik aap humesha aapni hii kyoon bolte hain kabhie kabhie doosron kii bhi sonani chahiye naa aur aaj main aapko aisee nahin jaane doongi aur aap yeh karenge merii soonege aaj aap armaan aapko merii sunani padegi har haalat meiin binaa merii soone aap yahan se nahin jaa sakte aaj aap chup rahenge aur main bolungi armaan humesha kii tarah main nahin aaj aap soonege merii baat armaan''

She said with lots of frustration and irritation in her voice as if all the emotions pent up inside her from so many days is just coming out today and his trip that too without informing her and without calling her not even a once adds to her fury unknown to her she is adding one beautiful emotion in this too but thats the thing is called upon later on right away armaan is shell shocked hearing her that voice though he watched her angry before too that's on the other day when she called her self maid and all but today as if he is seeing a new riddhima and he knows today maybe be he will just loose but

A:''maine kaha naa riddhima mujhe koi baat nahin karni hain main sach meiin bahut zayada pareshan hun mujhe mat karoo aur pareshan please tum mujhe iss time kisii bhi bare meiin koi baat nahin karni hain aur tumse tou bilkul bhi nahin riddhima so go leave me alone mujhe tumse kisii bhi tarah kii koi bhi baat nahin karni hain not at all so please leave me alone riddhima go tum jaao''

He said and this makes riddhima more furious and she just said

R:''han armaan aapko mujhse kyoon baat karni hogii kyunki main tou aapko choice hun hii nahin main hii hun naa vo jiski vajah se aapke sapne tutte hain no correction no jisne aapke sapne tode hain naa tou aap mujhse kyoon baat karne lage after all jis se aap sabse zayda nafrat karen oos se kyoon baat karen jisne aapki zindagi meiin andhera kiyya ho oose kyoon baat karna chahenge ooskii tou chehra bhi aapke liyye dekhna dushwar (unbearable) hain naa par aapko tou mujhe bardasht karna pad raha hain oos ladki ko din 'rat dekhna pad raha haiin jisnein aapke sapne tode hain main jaanti hun yeh armaan par armaan let me tell you one thing chahe mai jaanti hun aap mujhse nafrat karte hai naraz hai aapne dreams todne kee liyye par insaniyat bhi koi cheez hai Dr.Armaan Mallik. Osi insaniyat kee liyye aap mujhe 1 baar tou bata sakte the naa kii aapko kahin jaana hain kya aapke liyye merii aur nafrat itnii badii hain kii aapko itna bhi mehsoos nahin hua kii main kuch tou bata dun kii main jaa rahaa hun log aapne padosiyon (neighbours) ko bhi bata dete hain jis se vo gharr ka khayal rakh saken par aapne tou mujhe is laayak bhi nahin samjha main jaanti hun aap iss rishte meiin bandhne kee liyye sirff aur sirff mujeh zimevar maante hain main bhi maanti hunk ii yeh mazboori hain mera aur aapka Sindoor kaa rishta jo aapne mujhe diyya hain merii Maang meiin aapke Sindoor aapke nam ka Sindoor saj gayya hain (she said while brushing her hands on her Maang with a small smile tears tou already running all over her face) armaan mujhe pata hain aapko ise dekh kar din raat sirff gussa aata hain aapne tutte khawab dikhte hain aapko mere chehere meiin aur maan liyya maine kii aapko main hii galat lagti hun armaan theek hain aapko yeh baat bhi sar aankhon par maan liyya maine par aaj naa aapko mujhe 1 baat ka zawab dena hii padega kya aap akele pareshan hain iss rishte meiin batayiye mujhe armaan kya maine jaan boojh kar koi aapka faayda ootha kar aapse Shaadi karii hain aapse rishta jodaa hain batayiye mujhe kya mujhe pehle se pata tha kii yeh honein vaala hain batayiye kya merii aapse koi dushmani (enemy) thi jo maine aapse aapki zindagi kharab karke badla liyya hain aapse areey main tou aapko milli bhi pehli baar thi mujhe aapko dukh dekar kya khushi milegi batayiye mujhe aapka dill dukha kar mujhe kyoon koi khushi milege aapke sapne tod kar mujhe kya hurt nahin hoga aapko pata bhi hain jab maine aapko bua ke gharr humari shaadi se pehle oodas dekha tha tou dekh nahin paayi thi aapki khsuhi ke liyye dua maangi thi tou aapko kyoon lagta hain kii mujhe koi khushi milti hain aapko aisee dekhh kar jabki main bhi aapke jaise hii tadap rahii hun armaan ismein aapko dekhh kar aur bora lagta hain fir bhi koshish kar rahii hunk ii jitney pal saath meiin hain oonko aaram se jee len aagar aapke sapne tutte hain armaan mere bhi sapne tutte hain jo kii merii bhi aankhon meiin chubhte hain tutte sheeshe (mirror) kii tarah batayiye mujhe mera kya qasoor hain aagar hum aise bandh gayye batayiye sab ladkiyon kii tarah mere bhi armaan the 1 achii shaadi ke poori rasmon riwaz vaali shaadi ke par mere bhi sapne tutte mujhe tou 1 aakhiri baar aapna gharr jahan main salon se aapni zidnagi ke 23 baras (years) jeeye ose bhi dekhne ka mauqa nahin milla mera bhi sapna tha kii chahe Arrange Marriage his sahii mere aur mere husband meiin pyaar hoga understanding hogii sapne honge maine bhi yeh sab khoya hain armaan 1 bilkul aalag duniya meiin aa gayyi main armaan aagar aapko lagta hain kii yeh ladki jo aapki biwii Mrs.Armaan Mallik ke rup meiin aapke saamne khadi hain aapki choice nahin hain aapki Ms.Perfect kii definition meiin nahin aati hain tou kya aapki yeh duniya armaan mere liyye aalag nahin hain batayiye mujhe kya aapne jana kii main tou aapni mom-papa vaali city chod kar bhi kahin aur Shaadi nahin karna chahti thi aur main seedhe yahan par aap nahin samjhenge aapne dard kea age aapko mera dard kahan dikhega armaan aagar aapne kuch khoya hain tou maine tou bahut kuchh khoya hain aagar aapne aapni zindagi ka 1 baras (year) khoya hain mere saath rehne meiin tou mat bhuliye armaan maine bhi aapni zidnagi ka 1 baras (year) khoya hii hain par maine kabhie bhi aisaa nahin socha maine huemsha yehii koshish karii hain kii hum yeh 1 baras (year) doston kii tarah nikale aur armaan aapke pas tou rahul aur muskaan hain jinke saath aap aapna dard baant sakte hain sapne tuttne ka dard main vo bhi nahin kar sakti mere saare relatives aapke relatives hain merii 1 best friend meri bhabhi bhi hain kaise bataun oosko kyunki vo tou bhaii se nahin chupa payegi aur merii familye kaise jeeyegi aapni laadli kii aankh meiin aanson dekhh kar dekiye armaan maine bahut khoya hain shayad aapse bhi zayada armaan kaise kahun oonse kii main pareshan hun rona chahti hun mere pas tou armaan sirff aap hii the naa jinse main aapna dard baantna chahti thi kyunki mujhe laga tha kii aap hii mera dard samjhenge after all hum 1 hii dard se guzar rahein hain par nahin main vo bhi nahin kar sakii kyunki aapko tou main aapki sabse badii dushman (enemy) nazar ati hun naa armaan merii hii Galati hain armaan aur aapko sirff aapni hii padii hain naa armaan kabhie nahin socha aapnein kii riddhima bhi mere jaise pareshan hain aur 1 main pagal hun har waqt aapnein aapko yehii sochti hun kii armaan pareshan hun thode time baad vo bhi mujhe samjhenge aur oonmein main 1 dost paakar aapna dard baant paungi kyunki vo tou bahut ache hain maine dekha hain oonki kitna khayal rakhte hain vo sabka sabse kitna pyaar karta hain sabke liyye jeete hain par armaan aap yeh kabhie nahin dekh paaye kii aapke saath koi aur bhi hain jo iss dard ko barabar (equal) jee raha haiin aapne kabhie nahin socha naa ooska dard baantne kaa aur aapna oos se kehne kaa kyunki vo tou bekar hain kyunki vo Doctor jo nahin hain naa tou aap kaise ose sweekar (accept) karenge kyunki aapke liyye bas degree matter karti hain saamne vaala insan nahin chahe vo kaisa bhi ho chahe vo aapko samjhne kii kitni bhi koishish kyoon naa karen all just matters for you its just her qualification chahe vo kitni koshish karen sab sahii karne kii chahe vo bhi sab pehli baar kyoon naa karen par ooska Doctor naa hona aapko yeh dikhata hain kii how much she is careless and waste the money just Doctor naa hona ose money kii qadar (value) nahin karne deta naa sirff vo Doctor nahin hain iss liyye aap oos par vishwas nahin kar sakte kii vo bhi sab theek se kar paayegi sab ache se sambhalne kii koshish kar paayegi kyunki vo kisii ke saamne tamasha nahin banana chahti isiliyye vo ghar par aye guests ka apman nahin karti (insult) bas isiliyye vo kisii baat ke laayak nahin hain kyunki aapki Doctor choice tou aisaa nahin karti naa tou main karun armaan kii main Doctor nahin hun ismein merii kya galati hain armaan main aapni marzi se nahin ayi hun aapki zindagi meiin aur armaan aapkoi khawaish jaan kar i swear on my God main kabhie bhi aapki life meiin nahin aati aapki zidnagi kharab karne aur aap khushi khushi kisii Doctor se Shaadi kar paate kyunki aapke liyye kisii insan kii koi value nahin hain naa aap oos par trust nahin kar sakte just because she is not a Doctor but let me tell you Dr.Armaan Mallik jo log doctors nahin hotein vo bhi insan hotein han oonhein bhi dard ho sakta hain vo log bhu hurt ho sakta hain vo bhi shayad ache ho skate hain aap ko nazar ootha kar dekhne kii zarurat hotii hain par shayad vo aapse kabhie bhi nahin hoga aur main nahin chahti kii aap vo karne bhi kyunki aapne against jaakar koi khush nahin reh sakta main bas aaj aapse yeh janana chahti hun kii aapko nahin lagta kii iss Sindoor ke relation meiin main bhi hun jise dard hota hain armaan akele aap hii nahin hain jo pareshan hain jo frustration lekar baithe hain aap tou aapni irriation mujh par nikalte hain par main kahan jaun armaan kis se baat karun kya kahun main kya aapko zara bhi nahin lagta kii main bhi 1 normal life deserve karti hun armaan chahe aapke saath nahin par 1 normal life jismein aap mujhse chahe nafrat karen par mujhe kam se kam insane tou samjhe batayiye naa armaan aab aap kyoon chup hain batayiye mujhe main kya karun kahan jaun kaise main dur ho jaun aapse kii mujhe aapki baatein affect naa karen kya karun main kii aapke sapne fir se jud jaayen aur aap mujhse nafrat naa karen armaan batayiye jo aap keh denge main kar doongi par main aab aur seh nahin sakti mera dam gutta hain armaan aisee reh kar aisee jee kar din raat aapki aankhon meiin aapne liyye gussa dekh kar main nahin dekh paungi armaan i give up armaan mujhse aur nahin hogaa aap hii bata dijiye kya karna hain aab main bas i give up''

She said with lots of tears in her eyes and armaan looked at her she is crying her tears were flowing on her cheeks as well his teras were on his cheeks today riddhima makes him show the mirror which he is running from almost past 2 months from the time she and he tied in the bond of Sindoor the truth which he is hiding that she is in pain like him only today her words echoed his heart and bleeds it more as her every word makes sense to him as she is suffering because of him her dreams are too broken like his she is right even more than his and he looked at her who is crying her face is red due to all exaggeration and he wants to engulf her in his arms wants to cry with her to let out his and her pain for once and all but he could not as riddhima looked at him their eyes met withe ach-other showing the immense pain holding both the green emeralds as blue orbs filled with so much tears and riddhima just wants her answers she does not wants to hurt him but she can't hold it in herself either as its too much for her to bear she can not bear the feeling away from him as she knows she missed him terribly and she just wants to be with her though he is always angry but today seeing his cold shoulder she today gives up completely and the result is in front of them she bursted and armaan just tried to speak in voice as

A:''riddhima vo actually main pareshan tumhe bhi pareshan main nahin pareshan bas isiliyye main nahin pareshan chahta tha pareshan hoti tum vo main bas aisee hii pareshan ho''

He stammered his words did not makes any sense to her but hearing the word pareshan from him again riddhima is furious completely and she gives him a glare taht too vety bad glare and very next moment riddhima grabbed his collar in her hands and she pulled herself closer to him that too very much closer as today he is pushing to her edge that too this very bad that she tried to calm herself he is just pushing her more and more and she just wants to slap him hard with complete anger as anger is running her veins and her head aching badly making it worst than ever and she just shouted on him

R:''pareshan come again armaan pareshan aap pareshan the just go armaan you are such a heartless person merii jagah aayiye aapko pata chalega kii pareshani hotii kya hain mujhe pata hain maine kaise kaate hain yeh din jis din bol kar gaaye the kii sham ko 5 baje taka a jaayenge jab raat ke 9 baje tak nahin aaye maine kaise kaate vo 4 hours aapka intejar karte hue pata bhi hain aapko ose kehte hain pareshani jab aapko pata nahin kii aapka pati hainn kahan aur aapke pas oonka number nahin hain oonke office ka number nahin hain 1 anjan sheher (city) meiin aapko kuch nahin pata kii aap kiske paas jaayen kis se baat karen dimag sun ho gayya tha mera kam nahin kar rahaa tha mera dimag kitne khayal aa rahein the mere man meiin kitni pareshan thi aanson rukne kaa nam nahin le rahein the par aapko is baat se kya matlab hain naa armaan aapko tou bas yeh kehna hain kii aap pareshan hain par aapko merii pareshani se kya chod kar chalein gayye mujhe is anjan sheher (city) meiin akele socha bhi tha kii main skele kaise manage karungi sochna tou dur kii baat aapnein tou mujhe batana bhi zaruri nahin samjha itnii nafrat armaan kii aapnein mujhe batana tak zaruri nahin samjha yeh bhi nahin socha kii main yahan kisii ko nahin jaanti kahan dhundogi aur aap kehte hain kii aap pareshan hain armaan seriously chahe main yahan jeeyun yaa marun aapko iss se kya hain armaan aapko iss se kya hain naa armaan aakhir main hun hii kya''

A:''riddhima''

He cried hearing that words from her death asmore tears makes their way out hearing her and riddhima looked at him for a minute as she heard his painful cry but she never stopped for a minute

R:''kya riddhima armaan aapnein vahan jaakar bhi mujhe inn 5 dinon meiin 1 phone bhi karna jaruri nahin samjha kii main kaisi hun theek tou hun naa iss anjan jagah par mujhe kisii cheej kii zarurat tou nahin kya main theek hun armaan aapko absence meiin armaan main kaise kat rahii hun yeh pal aapke binaa 1-1 pal maine sadiyon jaise kaate hain par aapko iss se kya hain naa armaan main tou shayad hun hii iss laayak tabhie aapne mujhe kuch bhi batana zaruri nahin samjha aur aap kehte hain kii aap pareshan hain armaan aap pareshan seriously armaan aakhir kyoon armaan naa''

She said while putting all her pent up emotions and with that she pulled his collar and she slide down with all teh emotions as she just could not takes this anymore and armaan looked at her with same pain too as she slides on floor crying her heart out completely and armaan jsut did not knows what to do he stands there for sometime with tears running on his cheeks too seeing and feeling her pain too first time in front of her then only his gaze fell on Ganpati Bappa who is smiling at him as then his gaze fell on riddhima who is crying bitterly he once again looked at Ganpati Bappa and next moment he is leaning near riddhima on floor as he holds her from her shoulders as he just sits beside her and riddhima looked at him just they did not knows what happened as riddhima leaned her face immediately closer to his chest and armaan's hands wrapped around her back as he without wasting a minute wrapped his arms around his back and riddhima just hides her face in his chest and cried her heart out and armaan too just cried like that only his head is over head and they both are crying their heart out for first time in their relation ship of Sindoor both armaan and riddhima feels each-other's pain fully as they can today feels both are in pain and now they can feel each-other's pain and basically armaan now admitted from his mind too that his riddhima his wife is in pain too like him only as his heart is yelling from the time they are married in the relationship of Sindoor but his mind did not let him makes understand but today riddhima's words makes him completely feels that he is not alone in this relationship she is with him too equally feeling pains as well broken dreams and then he just hugged closer to himself feeling that how he hurts her and riddhima jsut finding her solace there as how much she is shouting on him she can not deny the facts that she actually is finding a friend in him may be more and his shirt is wet with her tears as well her hairs with his tears and today as if the awakardness and the bitterness in their relations ship is flowing in the form of their tears leaving them without any burden on their hearts and Ganpati Bappa is as usual smiling at them finally he actually completely played the wind of his magic on his children sometimes God gives his children exams and falls to makes them raise very well and God did this with both of them now after falling like this they surely will be raise so high with happiness and Ganpati Bappa smiled and after few minutes letting in each-other's embrace letting ther heart's pain comes out in form of their tears but suddenly as if riddhima wakes up from her dream and she just looked upwards while detanging herself from him and she looked at him as his blue greay orbs were darting on him with so much tears like her his face has imprints of dry tears like her face and she for a second keeps on looking in his eyes completely try to find something and somewhere today she gets it too but then she immediately averted her gaze not wantig to hurt herself again what if its just her illusion and she immediately stood up from the floor wipping her tears and armaan looked at her in shock he wants to talk with her but her actions are opposite and the very next moment he finds her running from there with completele force without even giving him a chance to speak she did gives him a glance but never stopped while armaan just rushed behind her wants to talk as he

A:''riddhima''

He even called her but she never listened and locked her door her room's door while sliding down there inside on the parpet leaving armaan a hurt armaan at outside the door he called her again as he

A:''riddhima please open teh door mujhe tumse baat karni hain''

He cried as he knocked on the door again hearing her cries as he

R:''lekin mujhe aapse koi baat nahin karni hain armaan''

But she replied in no as she is crying badly and armaan once again

A:''riddhima please sirff 1 baar merii baat sun lo please''

He again called her crying for her but riddhima this time no

R:''nahin armaan please jayiye aap yahan se mujhe nahin sunana''

She said and armaan cried while standing there for some more minutes and here riddhima is too crying feeling the pain she does not know why she does not wants to hear him suddenly she start feeling more insecure she is messed right now that too completely and armaan now as he understands her did not wants to waste a single moment he wants to apologize from her but she did not let him do so he knows she is hurt badly and now he wants to make up and just he wants only one chance if nothng more he wants to becomes her friend and wants to bring the original armaan original riddhima which they are used to be and then he moved outside thinking not to disturb her now with heavy heart and riddhima heard his foot steps cried more knowing this times she too hurts him but she can not help him and armaan reaching outside sitting in front of Ganpati Bappa tears flowed from his eyes as he remembered her each words which hurts him the most how she meant that he does ot valued her becase she is not Doctor and she is right he did not appericiate her efforts though she is not aware of these things how she meant the incidence of other day when the ladies insulted her she did not say even a word because of his reputation all she did everything only for him and what he just did only hurt her more and more and he hates himself for this how she meant he mistrust her about the money issues because she is not Doctor he cursed himself because he is jerk completely and then only he just wants to go and embraced her in his arms whispering sorry to her and kissed her teras away and soothen all her pains which he gives her how he can forgets that she is suffering more than him she comes here a new world which off course she desired for and not helping her he just blamed her for which he is equally involved he is such a jerk and he hates himself more and more as suddenly he heard her voice which is full of pain completely giving the full view of her broken heart how she is apining because of him and she till now is not at all showing to him but now he just cried

R:''tuttne lage hain sapne aab tou sheeshe kii tarah

Dill meiin chbhne lage hain aab tou kaanto kii tarah

Sanam aab tou aa jao na kitna mujhe tadpaoge

Armaan listened her painful voice and as if his heart wants to replied to her hearing her painful voice which makes him cried even more realizing still she sowmehere waiting for him only as well

A:''zakham itnein mille hain hum gine bhi tou kaise

Dill ke tukde hue hain hum chune bhi tou kaise

Dard taaza bhi hain zakham mera hara hain''

He replied as riddhima listened to him as if he is conveying her that her hurt is hurting him and his wound is still fresh and hunting him like her and he just wants to caress that wounds of theirs

R:''bujh gayye saare diyye aapnein palkon ke taale''

A:''saari ummedien payasi''

And they cried their hearts out with so much pains in their hearts

R:''tujh par aitebar kiyya tha oh mere humrahi''

A:''tera intejar kiyya tha oh mere humrahi''

And this pain is making their hearts echoed with lots of pain.

Armaaan suddenly finds something shining and he finds one anklet and seeing it as if armaan has answers of his question from Ganpati Bappa finally naa.

And armaan finally he himself did not knows when he slept like that only in front of Ganpati Bappa and riddhima who just comes outside with her swollen eyes seeing armaan sleeping without covers her heart cried more and she after putting Ghee in Jyot covered him properly she finds his hand is holding something very tightly but as his grip is on much tighter she never knows what is there and she left after tucking him properly and giving Ganpati Bappa a look who is smiling at her as always and after closing her room's door she slide down on floor and cried as she shouted on armaan like anything as she never did this with anyone before at all and she like armaan did not knows when she sleeps like that on parpet only with all her eyes swollen due to crying and head is aching badly. Next morning riddhima's eyes opened with the door bell and she first was little bit disoriented because of lack of sleep but then only her senses comes back and she brings back to reality and she instantly runs from there knowing it will be Ramdin Kaka for milk and as she runs towards the door she finds armaan is also awake with his hands rubbing his eyes and riddhima sighed she ran so fast because that she does not wants him to awkae up and as soon she opened the door she finds Ramdin Kaka with a smile on her face and seeing him riddhima gives him a small fake smile and till then armaan also comes and seeing him Ramdin kaka is one just

Rk:''areey jai siya ram jii kii armaan bhayiya aap kab aayen kaise hain sab khariyat naa jis kam se gayye the vo ho gayya na aapka?''

He said seeing him and armaan gives him a smile and then only

A:''jai siya ram jii kii aap kaise hain aur sab badhiya hain ''

He said and gives him a smile and then he looked at riddhima who is standing there he does not why she did not moved to kitchen still for taking the utensil for taking the milk and then armaan is cofused but then only he finds her in yesterday's clothes only and then he understands as she have not her bath till now that's why she did not went to takes utensil from kitchen and seeing his gaze on herself she looked at him then their eyes met with each-other and she averted

Rk:''chaliye achii baat hain bhayiya bhabhi jii bartan le aayiye naa''

A:''aap aisaa kijiye kitchen meiin aakar hii milk dal dijiye aap naa''

He said before riddhima could even answer and riddhima looked at him as he just do that for her as their eyes met their swollen eyes met and their trance breaks with his voice

Rk:''jii bhayiya yeh bhi koi kehne kii baat haiin''

He said and then armaan smiled and went as milkman went behind him and riddhima just start walking towards the room and as she is thinking to takes bath as soon as possible and she is in her room and here armaan is having tough time finding the utensil in the kitchen what a joke he can't find the utensil in his own kitchen well its not his mistake his kitchen is completely changed because of his wifey dear and

Rk:''bhayiya jii aapko nahin milega aap bhabhi jii ko boola lijiye naa''

Even the milkman said this to him as he is finding the things from so long and armaan has no other choice but he nodded and moved outside from the kitchen as he knows he will not able to finds up

A:''jii main abhie riddhima ko boola kar laata hun aap rukiye sorry''

He said and left whiel the milkman stands there knowing husand can never finds anything on there place without their wives around what if the thing is directly placed in front of their eyes he smiled and here armaan is reached near her room and he knocked at her room door but he does not have answers and then he finds her room door is opened and he peeped inside the room with saying just as

A:''riddhima''

And as soon he entered in the room he didn't finds her but then as he entered inside the room slowly walked inside the room he finds her sitting on the parpet in the corner he is shocked seeing her sitting near something he pbserved and guessed she is fnding something as he walked more closer to her then his heart gasped as seeing her sitting in front of her suitcase that means she did not unpacked her things and are just using like that only and he feels much more bad because of this and then he cleared his thoat just because he has lump in his throat and riddhima is baffled feeling a presence near herself as she is so much with herself that she does not knows what is going there and seeing him in her room she startled and just hit her floor and then she just

R:''aap yahan main''

A:''han vo mujhe milk ke liyye kuch nahin mill rahaa hain tum zara aakar dekh logi please i mean Ramdin Kaka is also waiting naa''

R:''han main ayi''

She said as she stood up from the floor and armaan nodded

R:''han chaliye please''

And as she moved out from the room armaan is left there for some minutes and then his gaze fells on her open suit case and he saw a beautiful saree pink colour and he did not knows when his heart makes him imagine in that saree she will definitely looks beautiful in that pink saree and he just wants to see on her armaan does not knows why he feels that and giving a one more glance to pink saree leaves from there and as soon he reached near kitchen he finds riddhima has already taken the milk and the utensil contained milk is just laid in front of his eyes but he did not finds it and then she immediately moved towards her room for taking bath so that she can do her chores and in between she crossed armaan even and armaan wants to talk to her but he can not actually do that as riddhima just rushed from there basically from him as she is avoiding to talk to him he sighed and then he moved to the lounge to sit there as he feels when riddhima will be back then only he will be go and ready and he is just thinking about teh yesterday's incidence and riddhima's words start ringing in his mind and his heart cried more remembering all that and he is just hating himself more and tears again made their way out from his eyes remembering their pain and now his heart understands her pain he knows she is also bleeing like him only and now armaan just wants to ask forgiveness from her for hurting her that badly and he just now wants to makes everything perfect for each-other he does not knows anything now he too wants to live his life peacefully not knows for how much time but he wants to makes perfect and with this determination in his heart he wiped his tears he will talk with her today only and after few minutes he opened his eyes with the voice of jiggling sound and he knows she will be surely coming as its only her bangles voice as he now can recoganize them from past two months and as soon as he opened his eyes he is shocked gets a happy shocked and he looked at her as he can see only her back as she is standing in front of Ganpati Bappa maybe praying and as he only saw her back he smiled seeing her wearing the same saree he looked in her room and wished to see in the same and only then riddhima turned and he finds Ganpati Bappa smiling is it another sign but that though he left for a second looking at Ganpati Bappa smiling and riddhima he is right she is looking so beautiful in that pink net saree with a blue border a heavy saree completely going for the occasion with a matching a blue blouse which was till her elbows its a heavy blouse and he smiled seeing her both wrists filled with blue bangles and beautiful danglers adoring her both ears beautifully and he smiled seeing her long hairs tied in making a plait well to be frank he loved her long hairs to be open but he knows she tied them so that it wont disturb him and a little Bindi that too crystal Bindi adoring in between her forhead and her Maang adoring with Sindoor of His Name Only that makes his face breaks into a very Big Smile making His Smile Wider and then riddhima looked at him as she feels his gaze upon her she is surprised seeing him still sitting there but as their eyes met with for a minute she averted her gaze and moved inside the kitchen to do her chores and all and then armaan sighed and he left for his room for redaying as its Pooja Time in some more minutes and before Pooja Time he has to ask sorry from her so that he has not that burden on his heart and he also wants to see that smile on her face which he saw in Mumbai at Mallik Mansion before Pooja Time.

After half and hour or so armaan reached downstairs wearing a casual blue kurta pajama and as he comes closer to Ganpati Bappa and he paryed as usual and then only he opened his eyes and he find her stnding in front of him as she handled him the glass of milk to offer for the Bhog and he knows what she meant so he silently takes the glass from her and he offered the Bhog to Ganpati Bappa with her in his side and then as riddhima strated walking towards the kitchen armaan wants to talk with her as soon as possible as he wants her forgiveness before they do today's Pooja as he does not wants any burden on his heart while doing the Pooja so after joining his hands once again he makes hiw way towards the kitchen determined to talk with her and as soon he reached at th door of kitchen he gulped his saliva as seeing her bare back with a dorir at the top and the simple cloth down just that nothing else to cover it as she put all her hairs in a bun maybe they are disturbing her but now he just averted his gaze as he cant think like that seeing her like this it makes him realize how he kissed her without knowing her and he feels more guily and unaware of armaan's presence at the door and the emotional turmoil he is going through riddhima is much emerged in her work that too completely doing all the preprations of today as she knows she has lots of to do today and then only as she turned to takes something from the another shelf she literally jumped in shock as she finds armaan standing on the door of kitchen she never seen him there so she is shocked beyond her wits so much that her heart is pounding so fast and armaan see her shocked exprssions and he knows why is that because he is not at all expected there so her shockes can be understandable and then only their eyes met with each-other both green emerald ones and blue greaysis ones wants to say something especially the blue ones and green emerald ones can see that nervousness in those blue ones she herself was going through the same from past two monthes whenever she feels to spoke to him and so she is completely right reading those emotions in his eyes moreover she knew very well how he gets nervoused when he has to say something his face is that readeable and his eyes is so expressive she mentally pulled herself back from his eyes in which they are drowned as fully and then whiel averting her gaze from him seh speaks in slow voice

R:''umm aapko kuch chahiye tha kya aap yahan i mean''

She asked and armaan looked at her he knows she is nervous

A:''umm nahin actually main vo nahin bas kuch nahin''

He said more stammering as he is nervous and riddhima nodded

R:''kamal hain''

She spoke to herself while turning to do her work while armaan is

A:''kya ho gayya hain mujhe''

R:''jab kuch kehna nahin tha tou aisee kyoon khade the''

A:''aisee kaise bolege tuu armaan go mafi maangni hain armaan''

R:''par mujeh aisee kyoon lagta hain kuch kehna chahte hain vo''

A:''armaan kehne tou padega hii already she is so hurt''

R:''han bas shayad aur kuch chillane aye honge mujhe''

A:''you are hurt too armaan aisee nahin chalega naa''

R:''1 baar meiin finish kyoon nahin kar dete vo''

A:''chal armaan try''

And finally he cleared his throat catching her attention and she is shocked seeing him still standing there as armaan finds her looking at him then

A:''mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hain riddhima may i please''

And riddhima looked at him well she knows he wants to say something his eyes telling her that and she just thinking what to say and then only

A:''vo kal raat kee bare meiin riddhima may i please''

And as soon as armaans said these the colour drowned from riddhima's face and she looked as she saw the ghost and armaan sighed he knows this can be happened as she is off course not able to talk about that matter likes this again and he too same wanted this so he just wants to let go of this matter one and for all so he knows this talk is needed much more needed and he really wants to do this as soon as possible and riddhima is looking at him with blankness on her face seeing her face armaan's heart too sank but he knows this conversation will gives them positive results so he as

A:''riddhima please sirff ek baar baat karni hain raat may i please''

He said riddhima just does not wants to talk about that matter not atleast now she she immediately speaks while turning her back as

R:''mujhe abhie bahut kam hain sab log ane vale hain saare guests so main abhie aapse baat nahin kar sakti aap jayiye please na so''

She said and armaan knows he is she is avoiding him and this talk

A:''riddhima please riddhima''

He said and riddhima just did not say anything to him well she does not even look at him once and armaan sighed and he just holds her wrist in his hand making her shock and she looked at him as not expected this and she looked at him just shocked not even in the state to react to him so armaan just made his way towards the lounge and riddhima all the time is just in shock and as they reached there and armaan looked at her well she seems to be still in shock and he knows why well off course who can expect the gentle behave when you behaved so harshly and then he just softly says as

A:''baitho riddhima please''

And armaan's words brings riddhima back to reality and she looked at him their eyes locked for a second and riddhima finds him as he is saying to her to sit pointing to the couch and then riddhima just

R:''armaan please nahin''

She does not have to hear the harsh words more in morning itself she is so frightened of being hearing not capable of doing anything and not being his choice so she did not wants to hear him but he

A:''no riddhima please''

And as if he is too adamant and he sighed and then just makes her sit on the couch in front him by his own riddhima tried to gets up but armaan did not wants to let go so he holds her hands firmly as

R:''armaan please main''

And armaan just kneeled on his knees sat in front of her making her shocked with his actions with each passing second and then only as

A:''just once riddhima''

And riddhima looked at him seeing that intensity in his voice and she can see determination and honesty in his blue eyes she just looked at Ganpati Bappa who is smiling at her as always and she just nodded while after giving glance to Ganpati thinking and as

A:''thank you riddhima''

And riddhima just nodded with acknowldgement and then armaan looked at her with intensity he is thinking how to start but as he feel her looking at him as their eyes got locked armaan just starts as he

A:''riddhima main jaanta hun from past 2 monthes mera behave tumhare liyye bilkul bhi acha nahin hain i know that kii oos ke liyye tumhe hurt karne ke liyye main kitna bhi 'sorry' bolun tumhari pain ke aage vo humesha small hii rahega aur sach kahun tumhe itnaa dard dene ke baad main sirff 'sorry' bolna bhi nahin chahta tumhre dard jo maine tumhe diyya hain ooske aage yeh 'sorry' tumhe aur hurt hii karega aur main sach meiin aisii galati fir se nahin karna chahta hun 'sorry' bolkar main tumhe aur dard nahin den sakta 'sorry' sirff 'sorry' keh kar riddhima main tumse yeh keh raha''

But he is cut short by riddhima who just speaks in between as

R:''armaan yeh aap''

But armaan shushed her by holding her hand so tightly and as

A:''nahin riddhima please kehne do mujhe aaj mujhe kehna hain''

He said and riddhima looked at him as and seeing her quite as

A:''han riddhima i know i hurt you more i always knows that i am hurting you in my anger and frustration but riddhima i was just not in my control riddhima honestly i am not very much keen to gets married as you yourself knows that mom and choti maa are the ones who is forcing me i am not ready for the marriage kind of thing, i did not given a single serious thought about the issue actually, though i knows my choice of my life partner and that too i just set as out of blue thinking my life and work, and that's the reason as i am so much busy person and never thinks of these things i was always with the idea of arrange marriage and when this time all were pestring me so much i had to agree, but then our (he cleared his throat and riddhima knows what he is wanting to say as she can see him hesitating maybe feels more hurt and so she thinks to help him and she just whispered with small and soft voice and then she just as)

R:''humari shaadi hui''

She said and armaan looked at her as she speakes this how easily she can see that three words and as their eyes locked with each-other thye showed so much feelings and then finally armaan as he

A:''han our wedding happened and riddhima trust me it comes like a shock to me as i never expected this i know you can understand thinks just one day before i agreed to gets married and the very next married i got married and that too in such circumstances and you knows i am just out of my mind all the time when the moment i saw your Maang Filled With Sindoor Of My Name On The day Of Pooja and then when all the peope start blaming you and me together i gets much more furious as how they can believe both of US for something which we never did actually and i am so messed up i wants to shout on them that there is nothinge between us and we did not do that deliberately as they are thinking, you knows it was so frustrating at the moment actually i never heard a single question against my character all my life and then tou you are too involved and i am so frustrated that One Girl's Reputation Is On Stake Just Because Of Me the reason is that but being an stupid , idiot i denied to admitted that truth and when everyone started saying I Am The One Who Spoiled Your Life That Was Just The End Blow For Me Really riddhima how can i never in my life i do anything like this and when everyone start thinking about Only Your Life i just lost all my control and thinks no one cared for no one thinks about me and even My Own Family like outsiders believes that its me who spoiled your life that's why i just let all my frustration on you thinking that you are the soul reason but riddhima swear on God my heart always knows i am just doung wrong and messing in all my anger my heart my soul everytime says that riddhima is not at all fault she is suffering like you armaan but being that stubborn i am just denied to this and just hurting you more without gving one chance to my heart to go and went and sat just to listen your side i was so stupid and was messed up in my pain that though i recoganized your pain yet did not recognaized and denied to see you pain you know riddhima i am big messed up and big fool when i se your tears it hurts me but i am unable to wipe them away from your eyes instead i was becoming more and more reason of your tears and this is just in my aggression riddhima and in my all angry i refused to see your side when i feels your pain as i never do anything wrong with anyone in my life when i did that with you in my aggression and frustration it just went out of my control i start hating myself more and more and seeing you only in my life here i was just agitated more and the result is in all my guilt of hurting you i keeps on hurting you more and more with each and every passing second and i will never forgives myself for that i just turned into a jerk int such a bad beast who can just giving pain to everyone, my parents, your parents dadi everyone did so much trust on me while sending you with me and what i did instead of giving happiness let it go i don't even behaved wih you like a human and i just do all the things with you without even accepting the fact that riddhima is going through the same pain which i am going through instead i turned into a beast who makes your life hell filling it with more tears that you already going through i never knew riddhima my mind when makes me turned into that a big beast for you though my heart keeps on warning me that i am doing wrong but being armaan who just listened to his mind as he lived the life as always the way how he planned only but what i forgets that sometimes its not in our hands we had to agree what is destined for us like we too the complete strangers tied in the sacred bond of Sindoor but i just denied that decision and i start hating the feeling but i am fool to put this all blame only one you when i am much more at blame to be i am just turned into a beast to hurt a person who is already hurt whose heart is bleeding like mine only i am just a big beast riddhima who spoiled your life with each passing second i don't knows riddhima what to say how i will say that i am so wrong i am at fault i am a big beast''

And this time riddhima speaks as she feels his hot tears falling on her palms as he was holding them in his hands as now though his grip gets not much stronger but he is holding them and then she as

R:''please armaan bas kijiye aap aisaa kuch bhi nahin kahenge mujhe yeh sab please aab nahin sunana hain armaan mat boliye aap aisaa i am not feeling good armaan feeling and hearing this all thing''

A:''nahin riddhima you are right par i am but now i want to rectify mine mistake can you please help me riddhima can you now be my friend riddhima i wants really to be your friends so please riddhima can we now become friends''

R:''armaan''

Precap- Ganesh Utsav In Armaan's House.

Kya Ganpati Bappa 11 din ke liyye hain humare gharr meiin?

Ganpati Bappa's Magic.

Will Armaan And Riddhima become Closer In This Ganesh Utsav.

11 Din Ke Ganpati?

What Will Happened Now?

How could u do this?

Matlab Voo Aab Bhi Aapna Ateet Nahin Bhulli Hai.

Mai Kya Karun.

Now what is this who is telling this and to whom and what happened that everyone was reacting like this?

To know answers stay tuned

With SINDOOR-AR FF

Next Update -On Wednesday Hopefully

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With lots of love

Nikita