Part 2 : As Usual
I had a tearful night yesterday..Whenever I thought of him and the sacrifice he did, sleep evaded me..Whether I loved him or I was thankful to him..I dint know..He was meant to be mine..But as unlucky as I am it dint happen..I was guilty of having dragged him into my hopeless life..2 years has gone by yes..He might have remarried yes..He might a father to some child..But I cannot ever forgot or even think of forgetting his greatness to me..I was unwanted and he made me feel wanted once in my life..The time I woke up to life after my so called marriage..Of course, he might never even remember me..I might be just another person his noble soul helped..If so I would never meet him..And the thought hurt me badly..I wanted to meet him at least once before I breathe my last..It may be 20 years from now, 20 seconds from now or even 2 seconds before my death..I wanted to know who he was..Why did he leave without meeting me once??Why he risked his life for me???Who was I to him???Why did he have sacrifice so much for me??I needed to know all this..and I have every right to and till then my sindoor shall be my company..
NEXT DAY
Today starting off on a good note..Mr.Mallik's assistant had called me to let me know I was appointed for the job..Bua was very happy for me..and Muskaan, my bestest friend was literally jumping and bringing the roof down..I was very happy but deep down I felt a little sad on the thought that maybe I got this job because he felt bad for me..But as soon as it had go it disappeared for I knew feeling bad for me wasn't something I could control..I had to join tomorrow and this put me in a tight schedule..I had a lot of shopping to do..I needed new clothes for the new job..I did have many..But a girl always feels good wearing new clothes..I asked if she could join me and help me chose..She was more than just eager to do so..
The breakfast bell rang by our beloved cook Aunty, Pammi Aunty..She had the best hands..I mean in terms of cooking..Her food just makes your mouth melt away..She always made sure that whatever she cooked felt like homemade..She joined us when I was 7..She had lost her children and she had no family apart from them..She had a love marriage with her husband and her family left her soon after she married him..After his death her children were her life..But God took them also away from her..She wanted a place where she could have many other children..Which is when she joined us..She now has no much sorrows..Why will she have??..She has 26 children here..
The breakfast as usual was a chatty affair..26 people of different ages..Some working young ladies..Some college going students..and some school going children..An amazing place to be if you want to go crazy..Hehe..We loved each other so much..We were like one big family..Each of our sadness was everyones sadness and each of our happiness was such a huge thing..Out orphanage was our little world..Our little piece of land..Our Paradise on Earth..But secretly I knew my Paradise would be my man's touch.
The newspaper man, Ramu Kaka, came at the correct time..We would all just pounce on him, scaring the poor thing off..Everyone would scan checking out the cricket updates and all the happenings..I had an obsession with newspapers..I needed to know everything that happened in this world..I needed something to keep talking with people at the bus stand..those familiar faces whose names I dint know..But those with whom you had a connection with..I always felt that relationships are weird..You just don't know when something happens or when something breaks..
I grabbed today's newspaper from Muskaan as she played with it, refusing to give it to me..She was such a natkhat..And I always ask her for naughty advises..:)
Mumbai, a tremendously growing spot for international smuggling
Recent raids has indicated that Mumbai has now become a spot for international smuggling..All sorts of smuggling including diamonds, non licensed guns and many other valuable products..The police suspects one major gang behind all the happenings..Chief Investigative Officer, Mr.Vivek Gupta has assured that the Police are on the chase and that people must be alert for any information that is valuable..He says that the gangs leader has been found to be a certain 'Amihdir'..Since the name sounds foreign, all tourists are thoroughly checked..
For more information turn to page 4..
I dint like reading all these violent stuff..And so turned to the sports pages..IPL sounds so much better than smuggling to me..
"Ridz, shopping ke liye nahi jaana kya??"
"Oops sorry Muski..I will just get ready now"
I was ready in minutes and we went out for a perfect shopping day..
As promised guyss I updated on Friday..Do leave your comments..I know its a boring part but not all parts can be with twists..PMs later on after i update all the FFs..
<3
Amal
Edited by arluver4life - 14 years ago
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