SR FF (To those eyes i kneel)update dec 21 pg15 - Page 6

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Ridz panics and begins to search the lodge, but couldn't find him anywhere.

Finally defeated she returns to the room and as soon as she does she sees Sid standing there. She runs to him and almost hugs him but stop herself. He turns around and looks questioningly at her.

"WHERE hell did you go? Couldn't you tell me?"-Ridz blasting at Sid

"Calm down Riddhi. Tum so rahi thi aur mein tumhe jaaga nahi chahata tha. Breakfeast"-Sid holding up a bag of food and smiled hoping to lighten the tension. Riddhima pouts and grabs the bag out his hand.

"And its Riddhima"-Ridz snaps out.

Sid

Wow! This girl has a tendency to overreact! Par iss ko meri fikar thi? Nahi, maybe she was just afraid of being left alone, or the fear that she may not have a someone to terrorize. She is one stubborn and confusing girl, but I like her. No! I don't like "like" her, but she's ok! I mean I can't fall for someone like that, a control manic. Meri puri zindage "gi aaq aap ka kya hokum hai" kehte kehte bte jaygei. Don't you dare go falling for her Siddhant Modi!!

Sid sat down in front of Riddhima and watched her as she slowly ate her breakfast.

Sid

Even though she is staring outside the window, she isn't looking. Her eyes won't even move and even though they sparkled from the sun's rays they still managed to look dark and in a way empty. The only time I have even seen those eyes anything but empty were the times she was busy shouting at me. And a moment ago, when she thought I was missing. I don't know if it was fear of being alone, or fear of what might have happened to me? But I know one thing the moment I saw the worry in her eyes, it was like they came back to life and my life just returned to me as well. What's happening to me? Why do I keep catching myself staring at her?

Riddhima finished her break feast and looked at Sid, he looked away.

"Ab kya?"-Riddhima

"We have to set up a tent so we can hold the teaching lessons for the kids. I already have the equipment, we just have to set it up."-Sid

"Okay, I will get ready in 20 minutes"-Riddhima gets up to take a shower.

"Okay, I am going to move the equipment to the location, until then"-Sid begins to leave.

"Sid, wait. I mean um…come back soon"-Riddhima. Sid smiles and leaves.

"Damn it Riddhima. What the hell were you thinking, almost tell him to not leave you. He isn't going to leave you, not like…wait! You aren't with him, so stop thinking about him. Focus Ridz focus!!

Riddhima was out of the shower before Sid returned and she got impatient waiting for Sid. She continuously checked the watch and reminded herself that he had only been gone for half an hour and that he will be back. He has to be!!

Ridz

I don't understand what's happening to me. Why am I worried so much about a guy, that I have just recently met. Why does his absence make me feel more empty? For some reason when I am around him I feel, feel life for the first time in months. Maybe that's the reason that I want him around me. Woh mujhe ehsaas dilta hai ki main zinda hooon, ki zindagi kitni keemti hoti hai. A man that I have just met, made me experience life and emotion for the first time in what seems like a lifetime. How is that possible?

Riddhima sat on the bed, lost in her thoughts so she didn't notice Sid walking into the room. Sid stared at Riddhima, the way she sat like a statue lost in her thoughts. The way the sun's rays hit her faces giving her a golden glow. She didn't seem like the same girl he had met at the airport. At the airport she seemed like a statue and now, even though she sat still as a statue, her eyes reflected life, even if it was just a glimpse.

Sid walked up to her and gently tapped her on the shoulder. As soon as she saw Sid, she broke into a huge smile and jumped of the bed. Sid was taken aback by her smile as it was the first time he saw her genuinely smile. Her smile made him want to smile and take her into his arms.

Sid

Damn it Sid!!! Don't you dare even think about taking her into your arms. Warna thapar toh mara tha iss bar toh tera murder ki kar behtegi. Iss ki jaan lauta ne ke chakar mein kahin tu hi apni jaan na koh behte.

Sid tried to control the urge to take Riddhima into his arms, and returned her smile.

"Tum late kyun hogaye the?"-Riddhima slightly anger and trying to cover her worry with anger.

"Late? Riddhi mein sirf half an hour ke liye gaya tha. Aur wapis toh agaya!"-Sid

"Fine, let's go! And it's RiddhiMA"-Ridz

"Right, Riddhi-MAA"-Sid said teasingly

Before Riddhima could open fire Sid quickly walked out the door waiting. They both finally reached the village and both got to work education the kids. As Riddhima was busy with explaining safety techniques to the woman, Sid had taken charge of the kids.

Finally when Riddhima was finished with her group, she took a break. She anxiously walked back and forth, contemplating whether or not to go see Sid.

Ridz

Why do I want to see him? To make sure that he is still her. Am I starting to feel something for this…this ghada, batameez.

No!! You just want to make sure he isn't doing anything worng. You aren't worried about him, you just want to make sure that he is doing his job properly.

Riddhima walked over to Sid's tent and from outside she could hear laughter coming from inside. She peeked inside the tent and found Sid sitting on the table and talking to the kids. He laughed with the kids, and his laugh made her heart beat rise. She smiled seeing the way he became a kid with the kids.

Ridz

No matter what I call him…he really is one of the few people that knows how to live. The way innocence just glows in his eyes, and the way he embraces every situation. The way he cares for everyone, even a stranger.

Riddhima walked back to her station, smiling at the image of Sid with the kids, still fresh in her mind. After a hard day of work, both Sid and Riddhima drove to the lodge. There was a comfortable silence between them, as they both understood that they were both too tired to fight.

The Next day

The glare from the sun in Riddhima's eyes woke her up. She sleepily sat on the bed and for some reason she found herself staring at the person that lay on the sofa, beside her and smiling a quite smile. As she recalled the events of yesterday, her smile grew bigger and so did her confusion.

Ridz

Why am I so happy? Why am I smiling for no reason? Yesterday wasn't anything special it was just an ordinary day. If anything I should be tired but I feel refreshed and feel like smiling. He always looks so at peace with himself. I remember when I first met him at the airport, that was the only time I saw him look sad. It wasn't because I slapped, but I know that sadness, it was due to a loss of a love. I have also gone through that, but I wasn't able to smile and still continue to live. He is the only one I have met that seems to embrace every moment of life, and that draws me towards him. In the hopes that maybe he could bring me back to life. That he could return the color in my eyes. Maybe he could…

Riddhima came out of her thoughts, but still continued to look at Sid. She got up and got ready. As she came out of the shower, she noticed that Sid was still asleep. She walked over to him and gently tried to shake him awake. But he continued to be in deep slumber, and had a peaceful smile. Riddhima, lost in the image of innocence, places her hand on his lips. She began to trace his smile and as she did, a smile began to form on her own lips. Suddenly she realizes what she was doing and backed off.

Ridz

Control yourself, Ridz. Yeh kya kar rahi tu? You can't fall again. He may not be like Armaan, but you can't take the chance because this time you may not survive.

Riddhima sighed and she left the room to clear her thoughts.

Sid woke up right after Riddhima had walked out. He touched his lips as if he felt a presence on them, as if someone's fragrance had been left on them.

Sid

Riddhima's fragrance!! No it couldn't be!! Sid you are losing it. First you can't seem to control yourself from being drawn to her, then the desire to bring light to those dark eyes keeps becoming more uncontrollable and more like a need. If that wasn't enough, now you can't even stop dreaming about her and now…now you are actually imagining her when you aren't even a sleep!!! Dude, iss pagal ne tujhe pagal kar diya. Fark sirf itna hai ki tu pagal khane me admit ho jayega aur yeh duniya pagal karne ka mission continue karegi. Snap out of it, before it is too late. Maybe…it already is!!

Sid looks towards the bed expecting to find Riddhima, but to his great disappointment all he saw was an empty bed. He quickly got up and rushed outside in him pajamas to search for Riddhima. Thankfully he found her right outside the door, holding a bag.

"Riddhi, tum khan gaye thi? Bhaata nahi sakti thi!!! Tumhe kuch sense of responsibility nahi hai, kya?"-Sid scolding Riddhima

"HEY!!! Phele bhaat jab tum gaye the toh mujhe bhaata keg aye the kiya? Aur main tumse se zaada responsible hoon!!!! Aur tumhe meri kabse se fikar hone lagi?"-Riddhima

Sid became silent as he didn't know how to respond to her question.

"Mujhe khud nahi pata kab aur kyun"-Sid whispered as he walked over to the bathroom to shower.

Riddhima wasn't sure if she heard right or imagined the last part.

Riddhima

So he is worried about me? He is worried about me!!! Wait, that doesn't necessarily mean he likes me. It might be because who the type of person he is. He cares for everyone around him, even a stranger. And why do I feel happy as I look at his worry for me? Why do I feel happy with him being around?

"Kyun ki"-a voice from behind comes

Riddhima startled turns around to find Sid standing behind her. He walks up to her and stops right in front of her and smiles.

"Kyun ki mein hi hoon jisne tumhare dil mein sama kar uss phir se zinda kiya. Aur ab tumhara dil chahata hai ki tumbhi mere dil mein sama jao"-Sid

Riddhima eyes begin to fill as she realizes there might be some truth to what Sid was saying.

"Shyaad tum sach mein mere dil mein dheere se bas rahe ho. Par mein tumhe rokongi!! Kyun mein phir se girna nahi chahati"-Riddhima says looking into Sid's eyes.

Sid chuckles "Tum mujhe nahi rok sakogi, kyun tumhare dil pe tumhara rok nahi, us mein meri mahek chaa jukhi hai. Aur ab woh meri taraf keeche ta chala aayega"-Sid

"Shaayad"-Riddhima says more to herself then as a response to Sid. She raises her hands to touch the beautiful face before her, but as soon as she gets close he disappears.

It dawns on Riddhima that she was imagining Sid.

"Shayaad!"-Riddhima whisperers into the silence as she gets lost in her thoughts.

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Great update dear
So dey hav started falling 4 each other
Loved d scene where Ridz traces his lips haiyeeee
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Hi dear wonderful wonderful written !! enjoy reading it !! you have beautiful flow of writing !!

lovely update 👏
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i dnt know wat should i say........its just brilliant yaar... 👍🏼...i luv it........
awww they feel for each other n tried to control themselvs ..........gud gud......bt kab tak dilki baatn chupa rakogi............
i luv this sententence..................meri puri zindagi'gi aaq aap ka kya hukom hain..khete khete bte jaegi'............ his mind already hukom manne ki lyaa ready hain..............

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Awesome update!

Aww I loved the way you showed them both having feelings for each other!

I can't wait to see what happens next!

Cont soon!

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