UNANSWERED QUESTIONS
" so u wore this saree to impress me ...u think u can seduce the king of Amerkot this way ?? very nice rani gayatri very nice " ... he clapped, smirked and mocked her ,as soon as she stepped out of the tent wearing the black chiffon saaree , but she was confused yet shocked with his comment , why would he say so .. did her king think so low of her ??
"u ..u gave this saaree and asked me to wear it " .. unable to bear his accusation , she put on her question in words ..
" oh yes !! how obedient of u , my innocent queen ... let me remind u .. I asked u to stay out of my personal space , to not interfere in mine and sona's memories ...still u did .. still u dared to wear her lehenga , her bangle ... u dared to touch her painting ... u dared to enter her room , where was all ur sincerity when u were playing games with me and mocking my pain ?? "
" but , but ... but ... Ur drama wont work now " ... he mercilessly laughed leaving her confused in her own state .. for a minute she cursed herself for trusting this man again ... y didn't she learn a lesson after what he did on their suhagraat .. or the dinner table scenario .. how he blamed her for everything , with no fault of hers .. y she had to act dumb and come to jungle as he asked her to
" I m Not doing any drama rana g !" .. hoping against hope , she tried to defend herself in a slight high tone ..
" I Know u by now , ur highness .. so tell me , how long did u spend with wilkinson ?? u must had a good time right ..."
That was not what she expected , how he know about it ? but more than that his tone disgusted her , now she don't want to explain anything ..dont want to say anything .. he thinks she went to spend time with that funny English officer ?? then let it be ..
"when ur charms didn't work on me , u went to him ?? what did u think rani gayatri ?? I wont know , the king of this state wont know what his queen is doing ??" ..
His words were getting harsher so was his tone and his grip on her shoulder .. but she kept herself strong , not to answer him back .. she wanted to know , how low can he stoop to accuse her ...
" tell me , just tell me .. y the hell u have to go to that man ..didnt u care even once about my prestige , my honor ? don't u know how shameful is it for a king when someone tells him , that his queen have beautiful feet ?? ."
She gulped hard hearing that .. someone surely spiked his mind with all shit ..
" do u know what I felt when he sent me ur anklet as a proof ?? which u innocently pretended to be lost somewhere ??"
He pulled out his whole frustration of few hours ... he was furious when he came to know that gayatri went to meet Wilkinson , and they had a good time .. he felt pain deep down ...
" say something rani gayatri , do u have any answer for all this ?? do a queen have any answers for his king ??"
She realized he is done with all accusations ... so it was her turn now .. she jerked his strong grip from her shoulders off ..
" let me clear it to u rana indravadan singh deo !! ... I m NOT ur queen ... I m the queen of Amerkot "...
" u ..." .. he tried to answer back but it was late ...
" not now ..its my turn ..so have patience .. so what was I saying ... OH yes , I m the queen of Amerkot and JUST to pay the debt of STATE AND MY KING ... I went to meet wilkinson ... I didn't have any other choice as a queen . ?? "
She made it clear with just one sentence ..
" Had I not gone there .. u would have sold ur favorite plane rana g ... and for the sake of those good times " when I loved u " .. I couldn't let that happen ... That's the only reason I went to meet him and gave my jewellary to him ... "
" and about anklet .. I left it there deliberately , coz I knew Wilkinson will use it , and he did the way I wanted .. he spiked ur mind , the way I planned and I got to hear how low rana indravadan thinks about his Half wife ,... and trust me rana g .. it hurts so very badly " ... he felt someone stabbed him with sword , she called herself his half wife .. she stated nothing but truth ,still it pricked him ...
She felt a strong pain in her feet .. may be a thorn dug in her feet ...but it was not more then the words he thrown on her .. She tries to smile , suppressing all the pain, but her eyes betrayed her and a silent tear made its way ..
" I got to know a king could use such words for the queen .. .. u could have said all these bitter words in my chamber rana g !! y u called me in jungle .. y u gave me this saaree to wear if u just wanted to insult me ??"
" I answered all ..tell me ...do indravadan have answers for all these questions .. Do a king have answers to the questions of his queen ??"
He turns his back towards her ..she was right .. he don't have any answer .. he don't have any explanation .. y he did all this ?? he didn't know
" and if u don't consider me ur queen , ur wife .. then y do u care ?? y u have to keep a check on me ?? y u have to worry if I go out to meet a stranger ? answer me ?"
" coz ... coz u r queen ... and I m leaving .. come if u want to ... . " .. he hardly completed the statement .. he dont want to hear her anymore ..
" face me , Rana indravadan .. U have to answer me today ..that too properly .. I know m the queen ... u don't have to remind me .. "
" y do u care if a stranger praise my feet ?? y do u care if my anklet was found with him ?? y do u care if I go out midnight ?
" does it matter to u , if I had a good time with stranger coz my husband don't have time for me ... does it matter to u that ur half wife still dreams about her ideal husband ?? who would love her ??
She felt her head spinning , something was wrong with her she didn't know .. she looked down at her paining feet and it was blue and swallon .. the snake fangs mark visible .. she realized its poison spreading in her body and making her dizzy .. its been long , she felt the pain and poison must have spread in her whole body by now ..
He stepped ahead , without looking back ..hoping that she would follow him ...
" Does it matter if I LIVE OR DIE ?? "
He stood rooted at his place before looking back ... y would she ask such question out of all ?? and when he looked back ,got the shock of his life .. she was holding the tree , shivering badly ... standing on one leg ..her face was pale and lifeless ..
He ran to hold her when she was about to hit the ground ..
" what happened rani ?? ."
" tell .. me ..does ... it matter ..if I die ?? " ... she asked in her dizzy voice ...
He felt someone strained the life out of him .. and he would die before her .
" tell ... Me ..." ... she said one last times , before her eyes fell close .. and her lifeless body loosened in his arms ..
" I don't know ... I don't know ..." he cupped her face
" But, I beg u ... please don't leave me like this ... please ... I don't know the answers myself , but please don't leave ur king like this .. please .."
His tears made way , falling on her cheeks but ... He was right .. he doesn't have the answers .. he doesn't ...
I just wanted to write on upcoming scene and seeing so many segments i couldnt wait till monday ..so here it is ...
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