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This is neither my story nor my writing ! It belongs to a very near & dear friend of mine who had once asked me to rewrite this story in my way ...I did as well !! But it seemed fake & unreal & something really baaaddd ...& that's when I realized that the best way to present the story was this , hope you like it Ittu !! šš³
Phir le aaya dil...
While going towards her home, waiting for the traffic jam to get clear, Paridhi noticed a handsome oldman in his black Armaani, talking over the phone while crossing the road, with an attitude of a king as if he is the owner of the road !! She was observing him from the last few minutes as she was looking out side to get the view coz she was new in the city,that old man caught her attention, she was observing him from few minutes, he was arguing with someone over the phone from last fifteen minutes, hanging up his phone frustratingly he was about to move towards his car before he felt some dizziness and about to fall but two strong masculine body counterpoised him and saves him from fall but that old man was out of his senses by that time..
After long three hours he opens his eyes in a lavishly decorated room, roaming his eyes throughout the room to know where he was and what happened with him and found Paridhi sitting on a huge king sized side chair, asks her, who is she and how he came here, after she told him what happened with him and what doctor said to her , "to take good care of him and don't let him take any stress " !!
She asked him if he wants to inform his family or any friend or someone else, he nodded negatively, says.." his family is out of town so none is here so that's fine I don't want to call anyone!!"
"Thanks BETA !! For helping a stranger like me !! Your parents are indeed proud parents!! God bless beta !!"
He said to her.
"by the way I'm Raghav Singhaniya !" and you..?? He asked
Well uncle ,I'm Paridhi...Paridhi Rai..before she could complete ..tring Tring,Tring Tring... Her phone rings, with name flashing " Superrheroo"
She picks up the phone ..hello ..I'm not talking to you , you are mean... You don't love me anymore...not fair...umm ..haa...nooo..but...you promised me...okk...have fun there ..and still I'm not talking to you ..I'm angry ..okk..tell your darling that you love me the most.!! Hahaha..okk love you ..see you later ..!!
Before he could ask anything , she told him about her superhero,that's her father's call they were about to be here but Coz of bad weather conditions their flight got cancelled, and one more day I have to be alone in this stupid house!! With lots of stupid security!!
"ohhh..sorry Mr.Singhaaniya please take rest as doctor said but I'm not letting you okk now I'll take your leave..!! " saying so she made her way out from his room.
Leaving behind Raghav thinking about her and Paridhi... " how on earth she can resemble with her ?? How on earth that's possible?? No it can't be true...her eyes.., her laughter...her smlie...!! No...!! Damn that's not possible at all..but her name is Paridhi as well !! How it could be..??
Nooo...she is only mine ...she can't do this to me...a whirl of questions was moving in his mind...suddenly a voice came from inside and said don't blame her Raghav Singhaniya!! You only did this!! Only you ...because of you she is not with you...you don't deserve her !! Because of you she suffered alot !! And don't forget you are the same person who left her not she ..!!
Listening to his innermost voice ..he cried silently as every word is as true as she loved him once was a truth, with that he is living his life...after breaking her and her heart brutally.
" I'M SORRY KALPANA!! PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR ONCE I'M SUFFERING LIKE HELL FORM LAST 25 YRS, PLEASE COME BACK SO I CAN APOLOGIZE TO YOU FOR BREAKING YOUR HEART AND I LOVE YOU AS I USED TO DO TWENTY FIVE YEARS BACK !!"
Few hours later as morning came, they both were shouting their lungs out !! Paridhi .., pari...look ...come jaan ...okk we are sorry...yaar ...now please come downstairs and have a look what we have brought to our princess...he was shouting while she was making her way towards her room to wake her up..but couldn't find Paridhi in her room...she made her way towards downstairs, towards her family, her daughter and her husband who were hugging each other with a fake anger on her face..
" ohh , you are teasing me with your daddy now...that's not fair sweetie!! Ohhkk..you are 21 yrs old Pari and should behave like one !! Aur haa if you are not hugging me within ten seconds...I'm not going to give you aur show you the gifts which I brought for your orphanage!! And your chocolates as well and Yes my dear and loving husband and my daughter both don't need me..!! " with a pouting sad face , sits on the couch with a huff !!
"Now we have to pataaofy your aai..and my heart !! With out my heart how can I be able to live yaar !!" Samar said with a naughty smile on playing on his lips..while Paridhi went to hug her aai from behind and kisses her on her cheeks and said " you are the best aai in this world and the worst actor as well who doesn't know how to act angry!! But I love you and missed you aai , you are the best !!while her aai's eyes were shining with her smile and Samar who was on his knees keeps his head in her lap and before saying "thankyou" to her for giving a beautiful family to him and to make him a complete man..a family man.
But unknown to them a pair of eyes was witnesses all this "happy family time " but he was glued to the place as if, the time is stopped... As if all the oxygen of his share has been taken away from him..as he has found his best friend ok..but once his best friend !! And his love..okk his love ..his Kalpana Vitthal Jaadhav, his childhood friend with whom he had a relation of Pain !!
now is a mother to a 21 yrs old girl !!
And is a wife to his best friend !!
the irony of his (Raghav) life is with whose (Samar) help once he got the love (Kalpana) of his life , now is the love of the same person's life !!
He smiles painfully at this thought .
hearing the voices of their laughter's he gets out from his thought and I'm getting jealous from my best friend Sammy !! Nooo I can't as I knew the repercussions at that time but I was so blinded with my revange with kapoors...how could I ? Remembering his dreadful past ..
PHIR LE AAYA DIL.. MAJBOOR KYA KIJE.
Raas na aaya rahna dur kya kije ...
Dil kaha raha hai ..use mukaamal ker bhi aao..woh jo adhuri si baat baaki hai...
Several minutes later after talking and teasing each other spending a quality time with each other Paridhi informed her parents about yesterday's incident. That some Raghav Singhaniya is in their house !!
As if time has stopped for both of them as well but with each others support they can face any hardship or problem with a smile but he was her past a deardfull past ..!! She holds Samar's hand as tight as she can, gliding her nails in his hands but before she could react, an assuring and supporting hand wrapped around her shoulders hugging her closely as possible..few minutes later both were standing in front of him..
Having several emotions in their eyes like anger, guilt, frustration, fear, selfpity...
Hello Raghav !! Paridhi told us about you, how you ended up in MYY HOUSE!! holding Kalpana close to him...waise how are you feeling now better or much better ?? And how your REVENGE'S GOING ?? ohh forget all this and let me introduce you to my wife KALPANA SAMAR RAIZADAA..!!
While Raghav was staring at them with lamented eyes heavy with the burden of his shattered hope to get her back in his life ...
PHIR LE AAYA DIL... MAJBOOR KYA KIJE...
RAAS NA AAYA RAHNA DUR KYA KIJE...
"Hii,..Sammy !! How are you ?.. You didn't change at all...as smart as you used to be 25 yrs back .."
"well may be.. ..but time has changed alot..!!"
"You left me, Sammy just like that !! "
"You yourself pushed me to..remember..don't you??"
"I tried to find you both a lot " said Raghav. "for what Raghav ? To hurt her again ? Like you did ...on her wedding day by getting married to that KapoorPrincess Paakhi with the help of non other then the great Kamla Maa "!!
"Sammy please!! Stop this all " Raghav said, Grabbing his hair in frustration.
"Why, why should I ?" " you know the truth is always bitter !! " said Sammy..
Kalpi please...excuse me Mr. Singhaniya ..its Mrs. Raizadaa for you!! Kalpi snapped interrupting him in between.
"Kalpana please listen to me once " he pleaded before them," you loved me once and I know deep down you love me...also "I know you kalpi... You can't change for anything!!
Enough Raghavvv..shouted Sammy.
"You are talking to my wife that too in my house and in my presence ...!! So please stay in your limits !!You can't change Raghav ..people like you don't deserve any relations..!!"
Don't make me cross my limits Raghav, you were once my best friend Raghav that's why I'm allowing you to take rest and leave as soon as possible" .
Saying so both left the room leaving behind completely shattered Raghav Sunghaaniya !!
Raas na aaya rahna durr..
Kya kije...
Dil kaha raha hai ...use mukaamal ker bhi aao ..
Woh jo adhuri si baat baaki hai...
Woh jo adhuri si yaad baaki hai..
Remembering the day when he saw her first on her 21st birthday, outside the maindoors of the Kapoor's building,talking to herself and making a promise to her self to prove her worth to the world with determination in her doe shaped eyes and confidence on face , he might have fallen for her at that moment only and that was enough for him but everything was changed during and after that Pune trip!!
Why did you make me fall for you ??
the accidental confession day , then Holi day ..why did you let me put red colour of your face , on your palms , why did you let me show my right on you ? Why didn't you stop me harder even hardest?? When I was chasing you to except my love to you and then our real confession where I had my "ek mutthi aasmaan " but ... Its all my fault..!!" thought in his mind..
Karte hai hum..aaj Kabull kya kije..
Ho gayi thi... Humse jo bhul..
Kya kije..
Dil kaha raha hai...
use mayassar ker bhi aao ..
Woh jo dabi si aah baaki hai..
Woh jo dabi si aanch baaki hai..
Woh jo dabi sii aanch baaki hai...
Haain.haaann..hmm.hmmmhmm..
Tears were flowing freely from their eyes when they remember that fateful night ,her wedding day...
Few moments back everything was very much normal but now happy and light environment has changed into an uncomfortable one in a moment!! Just like that !!
" How could I be so cheap ? How can I face her and even tell her that I hate tears in her eyes when the reason behind her tears was me and only me...i took her everything...everything...how could I be so lost.. How can I claim her that I loved her once ..when I was the soul reason for her destruction!! I'm sorry Kalpana...what had you felt that time when I came with Pakhi after getting married to her, now I get it !!" with tears in his eyes ..!!
But no not anymore... I know she loves me and Sammy is just a friend of her... I'll set the things right for everyone .. But before that I have to talk to her... Thought Raghav in his mind.
"how easily you said that Raghav..
In other room...
That you love me.!! How could you ? But tell me one thing Mr.singhaniya where was your so called love had gone when you left me at my wedding day"
More over you involved Your Kamla Maa in your cheap tricks of taking revenge !! How could you ?? And you told me that you had to get married coz of your revenge that was very lame excuse I have heard in my life... Whatever reasons you had, you ruined my life completely and you are enjoying your life, married life with your so called Revenge wife !!
you were so damn involved with your revenge that you forget about anything and especially about me and our relationship,our the soul Reason of this situation is You !! Only you..and what you did you blamed me for coming in between you and your revenge !!
What all I wanted was us Raghav !! But you..destroyed everything!! What if we had get married and take your revenge with kapoors .. What if..??
But now what ..why are you here ?? To set things rightly in places...what if he asks me to leave my home and my husband..and Paridhi..." nooo... Came the instant reply...!!
Thought Kalpana in her mind..
In the living room ..
I know they both loved each other madly once and I was the third wheel...but what if Kalpana loves him...will she left me for him...what if she wants to go with him forever and wants me to go away from her life ...how I will be able to survive without her and I know its not a hard task for him to convenes her ..!! Ohhh...noo..god please help !! She can't leave me like this !!
But what if she finds her true happiness in him and wants to start a fresh with him..after all he is her first love and me bas having the label of friends since marriage..!!
Calming the rage inside him Sammar made his way towards his room ...
In Raghav's room
"Raghav when are you leaving??" Came a blunt question, looking towards him," Sammy, don't worry I'm not here to take away your wife with me..it was just an accident, but if you don't like my presence here I'm leaving right now !"
No don't, you are weak , take rest and then leave and I'm not a monster or a heartless person who doesn't care about anyones emotions or hurt them by their actions !!" said Sammy in a taunting way .
Sammy please..stop...it's hurting you know that and I'm sorry yaar for letting you down and for trusting Paakhi over you, and sorry to blame you for forgery... But...when I got to know the truth .. It was all Paakhi's plan to keep me away from you as you helped me in getting love of my life.. My Kal...! anyway what you did , you left just like that !!..
And what you did Raghav , "insulted me our friendship, we knew each other since our school days back in USA ", said Sammy
I'm sorry for that yaar and this pain is not letting me peace for a second !! For not trusting you..Please forgive me, just for once ,..for gods sake yaar please ,..i know i don't deserve any relation but still I'm sorry and can we start a fresh?? please..dropping himself on the bed and lamenting over the his luck ... For the hope to bring them back in his life to make everything normal...Feeling his hand on his shoulder he looked up only to find his best friend by his side as always he used to do in past.
But there was fear in his eyes and on his face but a fear for what..? Thought in his mind..
After few minutes of reliving of their friendship, "how you both ended up un this marriage?" , asked Raghav.
Well, when Kalpana came to office for giving her resignation letter to you, and you guys had a talk , I don't know about what !! I saw her when she came out from the office, she was disturbed and I followed her ,she was walking aimlessly on the road, I followed her and saw her feeling dizzy and about to fall on the road some how I saved her and took her to my home and called the doctor..and doctor told me..listening to doctor she cried her heart out..now what..
That's why we had that argument in your office .. Because of you and your one stupid step ruined her life and a stronghead, stubborn girl changed into a meek girl coz you ditched her on her wedding day...few days later Vitthal uncle and her brother came to my house to talk to me and my parents about our marriage considering my proposal for her ...but before anything could've happened Kalpana asked me to fulfil her two conditions, first no one will inform you about our marriage and that she is... Pause.. and second is marriage will be a simplest affair.
So I agreed to marry her but before that i tried to put some sense in your crap mind which was filled with only revenge...
Wait a minute , what that doctor said..? Please Sammy..tell me..!!
No I can't...!! With a fear of loosing his daughter , Sammy said.
Kismat ko hai yeh mnjoor...
Kya kije...
Kismat ko hai yeh manjoor ...
Kya kije...
Raghav was listening all this and lamenting over his act , he just took her for granted ...now the most precious thing in his life who changed him only for good , has gone now ..but..what if she...
"Does she love you ??", Asked Raghav...
"do you love her?"
Sammy was shocked but stay mum.
Look Sammy I won't hurt her again but for this its necessary to know please answer...and if only you allow me to ... I want to live rest of my life with my love , my kalpi.. Please !! And my daughter...
I know I'm talking about your wife but she can't love you !! And I'm regretting for my actions and I'll do any thing to make up !! Please Sammy let her go..!! Raghav said pleading. While Sammy was looking at him with a blank expression...and left the room...
kismat ko hai yeh manjoor ...
Kya kije...
Kismat ko hai yeh manjoor ..
Kya kije...
Milte rahe baadastoor kya kije..
Milte rahe baadastoor kya kije...
His words were ringing in his ears as he , as he is finding the answers for himself...but Kalpana didn't confess her love for me..may be Raghav is right... I do love her .. I have fallen for her instantly when she hugged me at the cliff when I got to know about Paridhi's existence!! She showed her trust towards me when her father didn't know about it !
Well now I know what I have to do..
About an hour later Sammy enters in Raghav's room and called Kalpana...
Kalpana sit here and listen to me very carefully...look you are my priority and you always be...but...your and Paridhi's happiness is mine ...and always be...!! And you know that ...hai naa.., and I'm there for you what may come..and you know that ..and also I can do any thing ..can go to any extent to make my family..you and Paridhi are my only family I have !!", Samar... What are you saying ...please don't play with words...you are scaring me...please tell me what is happening here...!! Said Kalpana with tears in her eyes, interrupting Samar.
Before answering her, Samar keeps some legal documents in her lap and moves aside as swiftly as I can before meeting her eyes , hiding his tears in his eyes ...but stopped when he feels something tugged his hand, he knows what the thing is "her hand", but didn't turn to face her, she read those papers, in which her fate was decided by him..those papers were their divorce papers, but the thing is he didn't sign them and asks her to sign if she wants to and if she wants to go with him and start a new life filled with love but only if she wants to ...
kismat ko hai yeh manjoor kya kije...
Milte rahe baadastoor kya kije...
Dil kaha raha hai...usse muasalsal ker bhi aaoo...
Woh jo ruki si raah baaki hai..
Woh jo Dabi si aah baaki hai...
Woh jo dabi si aah baaki hai...
DIVORCE... she has to leave Samar , his pillar of strength, her daughter's father in every true sense...Paridhi 's father ... If Paridhi is their circumference of their life around whom she can spend her entire life even without any luxury but with her husband, her Samar...as if Samar is the point central point of her circumference!!
Coming out of her thoughts , she said, "Samar do you want me to leave you and this house ? If you want then I won't ask any further question and sign those papers and leave this house forever without our daughter but if you want me to go to him , pointing towards Raghav who was watching interaction between husband and wife, then forget it rather I would like to die..!! Said with tears flowing her eyes..
Samar, I will leave you but you have to sign first these papers then I'll leave you without saying any word !!"
Kalpana listen, we are not leaving eachother but I'm making things simple between us.. I know he loved you, he loves you and he will love you till his last breath !
And I can't love you like he does ...but I can do anything for your happiness you know that, you know what is the beauty of our relationship?..hmm umm.. Its our trust , and this will always be there , it doesn't matter that we are together or not !! And I do you know that !!" you will be happy with him as you used to once...
Samar," I don't want him back in my life but if it will give you happiness then I'll go but not with him you won't see me again if my leaving gives you happiness than I'll give you I'll sign these papers !"
Samar , aap nahi samjhoge ...agar mene kabhi kuch bola nahi...to aapne samjhaa hi nahi...aap sunte ho meri khamoshi ki zubaan...to aapne ye kyun nahi suna...kyun Samar..?
You are indeed his best friend who always keeps him, his priority and today also you are trying to play cupid but ..what if I say that I don't love him anymore, I love the man who was ready to marry me knowing about Paridhi's existence at that time...
I'm in love with the man who says that I'm his priority and will be always !!
I'm In love with the man who says that he loves his Paridhi the most and she is his queen, instead of me !!
But aap nahi samjhoge...bas ek aur baat "thankyou Samar" for asking me to leave you and for giving me these papers !!
Saying so she moves towards the door only to stop by her Husband...but you never said those words... Samar ...sab kuch kahne ki zarurat nahi hoti hain...kabhi kabhi ye baate aakhon se bhi kahi jaati hain ...but you ..
And only you told me that " my love is more then enough for both of us to live our life happily!" so I only followed your words, she said teasingly !! Kalp yaar ...
Before letting him complete his sentence, I LOVE YOU SAMAR WITH ALL I HAVE AND WILL LOVE YOU TILL MY LAST BREATH IF YOU WANT TO SHARE YOUR SORROWS, YOUR FEARS, YOUR LOVE WITH ME... THEN I'M ALL YOURS !!" she said in one go without taking breath but a smile is playing on her lips which is reaching to her eyes...
Samar I love you !! With this she hugged her husband who hugged her back with equal love and passion . Feeling bliss purely bliss in that moment he tightly hugged her and keeping her close to his heart possessively...looks towards Raghav and says, "Thankyou" !
Which he accepts with a sad smile and a node..
I love you too Kalpana!!
While Raghav left the room with the feeling of dejection ...envious but happy for his best friend as he got his ek mutthi aasmaan ..which he had lost few years ago ... His child, his love, his best friend..and this is the punishment for him..moves forward to not to come back in their lives !!
thinking about Paridhi ...truly she is the circumference of their lives and the centre point of their lives!! With this thought he starts his car to move forward never to come back ...!!
- Itika
So that was it ! I myself was crying by the time I'd reached the end ...and that really really lacked in my version of it ! Maybe coz it was never my brainchild. And isiliye i kept it as it is ..unedited !
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