Part 9
Its been twenty minutes Since Raagav started begging her to come out and hear him.. But Kalpi neither open the door nor reply to him..
Kalpi please baahra aajao please ,i am sorry Kalpi said Raagav for the hundrenth time in the past twenty minutes..
But as usual there was no reply from Kalpi.. If there was no occasional sniffing and sobbing sound from inside he would ve thought he is talking to the empty room..
Kalpi if you don't want to come out,its okay but please listen to me, please... Kalpi you know everything about me from my childhood,you know how much i hate my mom,jis din mujhe pata chala tha ki meri mom tumhaari ghar mein hei,mujhe bahut gussa aagaya tha,mujhe pata hi nahi ki main kya kar rahi thi... i felt betrayed Kalpi,I felt helpless.. maine poori chawl ko destroy karna chaata tha... Kyun ki aap logon ne uss aurat ko wahaan rakha tha. lekin uss chawl meri papa un logon ko diya tha issiliye choda tha, i was angry at your mom for hidiing this news from me.. I turned that anger towards you ... Mujhe sach me nahi pata tha ki main gusse me tumhe kya bola tha..i was wrong Kalpi .. very wrong.. Jab meri Galti ka ehsaas hogaya,tum mujhe chodukar chaligai..
I love you Kalpi.. I really love you,main tumhari bina nahi reh sakthi.. mujhe maaf kardo .. Maine tumhe bahot hurt kiya lekin please give me a chance.. main baahar se strong dikthi hoon lekin andar itni strong nahi hoon Kalpi.. you are my strength Kalpi...I can't live you Kalpi not anymore...
Tumhari bine iss char mahino kaise guzar gayi sirf main hi jaanthi hoon... I am sorry Kalpi.. Main tumhe kabhi hurt nahi karoonga... tumhari bina jeenahi paunga Kalpi.. Mujhse wapas aajao ... Please...
Jab meri maa mujhe chodukar chali gayi tab meri papa mere saath thi.. Tab papa bhi mujhe chodukar chali gayi.. I lost hope on my life.. I thought only lonliness is written in my destiny... Jab tum meri zindagi se chali gayi na ,now i am feeling lonliness again in my life... lekin Kalpi iss baar main jee nahi paunga...
I know ,i behaved like a monster... I hurt you.. My mistakes are not capable for second chance... But I need a second chance Kalpi..I know iam selfish.. But when it comes to you i am very very selfish Kalpi...
I want to spend my life with you... I ll spend my whole life repenting for my mistakes... Please Kalpi mujhe maaf kardo...please...
Raagav cried and begged for her forgiveness... But there was no response...
Kalpi was crying her heart out by hugging her pillow... The pillow absorbed her tears and her cries... She is afraid... She is scared...
She wants to forgive him but She don't want to get hurt again...
She wants to believe him but she doesn't want to go through pain...
She doesn't know when she slept.. She felt disoriented ... She saw the time it was 6o clock..
She didnt hear any sound from outside..She wants to go out and check.. When she came outside her room.. She didn't see anyone.. She felt disappointed... Tears again brimmed in her eyes...
When she heard the some sound from her back. She immediately turned back..She saw him coming out from Kitchen...
He saw her coming out after hours... When she turned he saw her eyes filled with tears... Her eyes were swollen due to the crying...
She immedietly turn to run into the room but this time Raagav was too fast for her...
He pulled her towards himself...His grip was not too tight but it was not easy for her to run...
Please stop running from me Kalpi... Mujhe pata hei ki tumhe waqt chaaye... Take your time...
But please stop running... Mujhse dur mat hona...Mujhe aur bardaash nahi hota... Hum baat kar sakte hein... Agar tumhare jawab naa bhi toh i ll be alright ... But please don't take any decision in haste... You are not me Kalpi... Meri tara galti mat karna...please Baby think ... And then take your decision..
He gradually reduced his hold on her and kissed her forehead and went away...
All the while Kalpi was standing in the same place he left her...
After a long while she saw his face... He has worry lines on his forehead.. His eyes were red due to tears or sleepless night ,she don't know... But she hoped for the first one.. He is having a
stuble.. He is looking tired...
He walked towards his car.. He doesn't know how he managed to talk with her being soo close to him... When he pulled her to him all he wanted was to hug her and keep her with himself away from the world...
But he doesn't want to scare her... He knew she needs time.. But he is really worried about her decision...
What will be Kalpi's decision?
What has destiny has stored for them.?
He wondered.. Little did he know someone has already planned the second step...
After all A friend in need is a friend in deed...