'Aur jab tak yeh case chalega hum dono ek dusre ki behenein nahi hai!!!'
I am sorry Di,main janti hoon ke main aap ke sath bohath bura behave kar rahi hoon.aap ko bohat chot pohcha rahi hoon.lekin main janti hoon ke aap ko bhi pata hai ke main kyun yeh sab kar rahi hoon!agar aap meri jagah hoti toh aap bhi yehi karti Di!main kaise aapki itni badi khushi ko aapke sab se bade dukh mein badal doon?ek maa ka aapne bachche ko kho dena kitna bhayanak hota hain,main samajhti hoon Di,lekin aap,meri Di,phir bhi yeh karna chchti ho…kyun ki aap aapne aap se zyada,aapne baby se bhi zyada mujh se pyar karti ho,par Di main bhi aapni chhutki se bohat zyada pyar karti hoon,uske sath main aisa kabhi nahi hone dungi.uska kya kasoor Di?ussne toh abhi tak duniya dekhi bhi nahi,uske liye toh uski duniya aap ki kok mein hi simti hain aur aap usse waha se hi maar dalna chahti ho?uss choti si jaan ko mar ne ka paap main aap ko nahi karne dungi!!! …aapne mujhse kaha ke maa aapne strong bachche ko phir bhi chod sakti hai,par aapne kamzor bachche ko nahi,bilkul sahi kaha aapne!…lekin main ab bhi bohat strong hoon Di,at least main itni bhi kamzor nahi hoon ke meri chhutki ki sansein rok ke aapni sansein loon!
Di aap kyun nahi samajh rahi ho ke aise agar main jee bhi payi,phir bhi sari zindagi yeh guilt mere andar reh jayega,mere wajah se meri chhutki nahi jee payi,main kabhi bhi khush nahi reh payungi!uss zindgai ko jeene se achcha main abhi mar jayun!main janti hoon Di agar aap ki jagah par main hoti toh main bhi aap ke lakh mana kar ne se nahi manti,aap ko bachane ke liye kuch bhi karti.par Di plz mujhe aisi zindagi aap se nahi chahiye!kya pata yeh bone marrow transplant kam karega bhi ya nahi.kyun ki main khud aapni jeene ki chah kho dungi,agar meri chhutki ke sath yeh nainsafi huyi toh!...ek baat hai Di,aap kya janti hoon ke main itni sure kyun hoon ke aapko chhutki hi hogi,chhutku nahi!kyun ki Di woh chutki nahi hai,woh main hi hoon,aapki Mannu,jo ek bar phir iss duniya mein aana chahti hai,lekin aapki kok se janam le kar!mujhe ek baar phir se yeh zindgai jeeni hai jis mein main humesha aapke sath reh payungi,meri chutki ke roop mein,uski ankhon se main aap ko phir se dekh payungi,aap ko mehsoos kar payungi!aapki Mannu phir se aap ke pas aana chahti hai aapni chutki ke roop mein,usse maat rook….usse plz anne do Di!
PS: guys hope I didn't come up with something lame,I m very new with JeeMan posts.😳so hope it was acceptable 😊