hiii guys!!!
i have written this tiny shot for our lovable virman ^^^^
so do enjoy!!!!
adult stuff (18+) so read at ur own risk...
Manvi pov:
The tears poured down my cheek noiselessly, I sniffed and quickly wiped them of my cheek. The air was bitingly cold and it stung my cheeks where the tears had glided down. I pulled my coat tighter as I tried to contain my remaining body heat. My heart was racing and it felt like I would die any moment. No I corrected myself, I was already dead my heart was torn out of my chest harshly leaving a gaping hole. It was a bright, blinking neon sign that drew my attention as I walked down the sidewalk. A bar, perfect I could drown my sorrows. I walked in, ignoring the storm brewing outside, and sat down at the bar ordering a drink.
No walls, can keep me protected
No sleep, nothing in between me and the rain
I looked outside at the coming storm and the light rain pattering against the window.
And you can't save me now,
I'm in the grip of a hurricane
I'm gonna blow myself away
It felt like I was in a hurricane, my thoughts whirling inside my head like an angry wind. I wish I could just blow away the pain I felt.
I'm going out, I'm gonna drink myself to death.
The bartender put the drink in front of me and I downed it, immediately asking for another one. The bartender looked at me in surprise but started with another drink. That's when I saw him.
And in the crowd, I see you with someone else
I looked at him, he was laughing and his beautiful grey eyes were sparkling, he wiped a stray lock of his unusual yet enchanting black hair off his forehead. My best friend'
I brace myself, cause I know it's going to hurt
A lone tear ran down my cheek and I grasped my side as the pain hit. I downed the drink the bartender set in front of me, its strength warmed me and lessened the pain.
But I'd like to think at least things can't get any worse
Nothing could be worse than this pain. I sighed and shook my head, this is what happens when you fall in love with your best friend.
No hope, I don't want shelter
No calm, nothing to keep me from the storm
And you can't hold me down, cause I belong to the hurricane
It's gonna blow this all away
I wished I could just walk outside into the rising storm, I wished it could blow me away from everything especially from him.
I'm going out, I'm gonna drink myself to death
And in the crowd I see you with someone else
I looked over at him again'
I braced myself, cause I know it's gonna hurt
But I'd like to think, at least things can't get any worse
I hope that you see me, cause I'm staring at you
But when you look over, you look right through
Then you lean and kiss her on the head
I bit my lip, he looked right through me. It was as though he did it to spite me. I turned around asking for another drink, I was sobbing lightly now.
And I never felt so alive and so dead
I was dead' a Zombie.
I'm going out, I'm gonna drink myself to death
And in the crowd I see you with someone else
I brace myself, cause I know it's gonna hurt
I'm going out
I'm going out, I'm gonna drink myself to death
And in the crowd I see you with someone else
I brace myself, cause I know it's gonna hurt
I'm going out
I'm going out
I jumped up giving him one last look as I fled out of the bar. The storm hit me full force when I walked out. I almost turned around but the image of him kissing her stopped me. I continued down the street hardly even seeing my own feet. I was freezing and sad, the combination making me downright depressed. I could've sworn I heard someone calling my name but continued on, grateful for choosing a bar near my house. I finally arrived at my apartment block almost getting run over by a car in the process. I walked into the lobby but stopped as I heard my name again. "manvi!" I recognized the voice immediately but didn't want to believe who it belonged to. "manvi" the voice was softer, nearer and it echoed relieve. I turned around and was met by his piercing green eyes. "What do you want virat?" I asked a little harshly, angry with myself for the little thrill that reverberated through me at saying his name. His eyes widened and then narrowed "What's your problem, manvi?" the words were said just as harshly. It was a good question, what was my problem, all of this was my fault. I mean I could've just told him how I felt and he'd run away screaming and I'd mope for a few days and I could get on with my life. I looked at him and the image of him kissing her came to mind, fuelling my anger. "I'm not in the mood virat go back to your gal." I glared at him and he looked surprised at my choice of words. "diya's not my'" I interrupted "Oh come on virat, whatever." I fumed. He looked at me for a few seconds and then, to my surprise, he burst out laughing. I smiled timidly as he chuckled. "Yeah, like always you're right manvi." I looked at him in surprise. "Well I don't actually like her." He seemed nervous now. "But'" he crushed his lips to mine, to say I was surprised would be the understatement of the century. His lips moulded perfectly with mine, but I was still frozen with surprise. He pulled away and I saw the disappointment in his eyes, I grabbed his shirt pulling him down and latched my lips to his. This kiss was passionate, hot and heavy and I loved it. His tongue stroked my bottom lip. I moaned opening up, kissing virat was probably the best feeling ever and I didn't want to stop unfortunately we had to breatheđł. He pulled away gasping but his smile was blinding. "manvi" he breathing was shallow "Would you like to go out with me Friday night." He was nervous and absolutely adorable. I smiled "I would love to." My smiled dropped "But what about diya." He coughed shuffling his feet "I just went out with her to make you jealous." I looked at him I surprise and laughed. "Well you succeeded." He laughed "Want some coffee" I pointed to my apartment. "Sure" he said smiling.
I'm going out' with virat singh vadhera.
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