The boy who was in submission to his unsaid love for her is conflicted about his emotions for her in the present?
'Hisaab Barabar' she says , and he stands there , silent , still .
How can it ever be 'Hisaab Barabar' ? Can she return the love? Can she?
Yes her indifference had hurt then , the way she dumped him did hurt him then , but he loved her all the same , how could she possibly say 'it's over' of sorts.
He looked at her waiting , wanting like he had been for years , and she said 'it's over'
It hit him hard then, he felt vulnerable , he felt weak .
As he opened the bag that held her mother's jewelry, how could she even think he would...
Did she not acknowledge his love , his care?
Did she not remember , what he had done for her , been through for her? Did she not remember how important every word of hers was to him?
Did he not matter to her?