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Episode 44

"Tum?!!" Antara jumped with a huge gasp. She couldn't believe that raghu was standing in front of her with that signature smirk. "haan main!!... chilla kyun rahi hain!!" raghu said in his irritating tone and fixed the bag on the rack on her head. In that process his broad chest came so closer to her face and antara found herself under his broad feature. She felt her heart thudded loudly by his closeness. She gulped and quickly peeped out under his hadn and came out. Raghu saw her flushed face with the corner of eyes and smirked secretly. "ddd... dekhooo..." antara's voice stumbled as she talked, "Dekhoo.. rr.. raghu,, agar tum mujhee yahan rokne ayein hoo... yaa fir... mujhe wapas le jane ayein ho... too main nahin jaungi..." she said the full sentence at last. His cold ignorant look was really giving her hard times. Raghu just ignored her and threw a rucksack on the upper rack. "Yee kiss ka bag hain?!.." antara asked in confusion. "Apun kya collie hain y chor hain ki dusre ka bag utha ke layega?!! Apun laya hain too apun ka hi bag hoga naaa.." raghu said in irritating tone. "par tum... tumhara bag yahan kyun rakh raahe ho?!... aur tum bag kyun le ke ayein ho?!!" she was becoming confused more and more. Raghu sighed as he understood that yedi's question bank could never be empty. "Ms kaul, apun maan ta hain ki teri tarah apun koo pure do baska bhar kapra nahin chahiye..." He said looking towards her and antara pouted angrily, "phir bhi... Kashmir mein jitna din bhi rahena hain..apun ek kapre mein too nahin rahe sakta naa?!" raghu said. "kya?!!!" antara asked loudly with wide eyes. "Yaar tu apna volume kam nahin kar sakti... dimag ka kira hil jata hain jab tu aise chillati hain!!" raghu said jerking his head in dissapointent. "Chup raho!! Maine kahan tha tum Kashmir nahin jaa rahe hoo.. tumhe yaadnahin kya?!!" she asked. "Aur tu kaun hain mere ko rokne wali haan?!" Raghu asked. "TUMHAARI MS KAUL!!" antara said with all her pride holding her waist. Raghu looked at her face,startled, amused for a while. He looked intently to her angry face while his heartbeat became a slight uneven. A small silent moment passed between them and antara understood what just she said. her face flushed a bit and she looked away from his face. raghu kept gazing at her, she didn't even understand what affect her words created on him. She was unable to understand the slightest feeling he had for her. he scratched his head with a slight mild pleasant smile and looked to her face. Antara was looking towards him through the corner of her eyes. "kya kahan tune?!!" he asked with a frown. "kuch nahin!!.." she said louder than expect. "acha par apun ne too suna..." raghu was trying to say something but antara stopped him, "kuch nahin kahan maine.. tumne galat suna... aur... aur woo... tumhe aise mere piche ane ki koi zarurat nahin... Bachi nahin hoon main, joo mujhpe har waqt nazar rakhna parta hain!!... samhal sakti hoon main apne aap ko..." antara said. "acha?!!!" he asked with a light chuckle. "bilkul... main aj ke zamane ki mazboot larki hoon... mujhe kissi ki zarurat nahinnn... Ouch!!..." antara couldn't finish her words as the train caught the motion and her feet stumbled. To regain her balance she caught the nearest thing available to her hand that was none other than raghu's brown leather jaccket's collar. In response raghu's hand also wrapped around her waist. Antara bumped into his chest burring her face there. Both of them felt a huge sensation as their body collided with each other. Both of them became motionless and steal at the moment. The train moved faster and the air came through the window. The wind ruffled antara's hairs and those strand brushed on raghu's face. He breathed her hair's scent digging his face on her black thick beautiful hairs. His hand got tighter around her waist. He gently snuggled through her hairs taking the aroma which filled her heart and soul. Antara suddenly felt something different, a deep soulful feeling she never had. she felt safe when he tightly held her near his broad hard chest, she breathed heavily when he snuggled through her hairs. Her fingers clutched his jacket and smiled mildly closing her eyes. She felt his lips pressing deeply on her top placing a gentle warm kiss. A deep breath escaped from her chest, she could hear his heartbeat which was so loud and violent. Why?!! Why his heart was thudding so loudly. even her own heart seemed a bit uneven than normal. Raghu stood there silently holding her tender feature in his strong unbreakable hold cherishing the moment. He badly wished if he could say that how much he felt for her. But that was not possible. She was not like other's girl. She was such a nave about those things and he had to wait till she started to understand his love for her. Otherwise, it would hurt her, shatter her. She was just like a tender valley flower with whom he had to be extra cautious and patient. And till she understood his feelings he was there for her, as her friend, her well wisher, her protector! Some two or three mins might had passed like that, but it seemed like they were close to each other for eternity. Antara got slight conscious when raghu's deep breath rushed through her hairs giving chill on her nerves. She lifted her face and met two pairs of coal black eyes, deep, intense, oozed with intensity and desire. For some moment she got lost herself to those eyes. While a big whistle of train came into their ears, at last they came out of their trance. Antara quickly bend down her eyelids and felt hell embarrassed about her position. She slowly backed off from him feeling un comfortable. Her eyes were moving abruptly from everywhere to avoid raghu's piercing gaze which was still fixed on her. At last when she was in moderate distance from him and standing properly in her feet, antara got the guts to look back to him. still she was feeling a bit uncomfortable in front of his eyes, seemed like he could look through her soul with that deep gaze. She gulped a bit, "woo main!!..." she said uncomfortably tucking her hairs behind her ears. "Haan tuu kya?!!..." his voice was a bit taunting. "kuch nahin... jaon tum yahan se..." antara said in irritation. "oye... mera seat idharhich hain.. tere bagal mein.. kahin aur jaunga naa too apun ko solid parega..." raghu said. god!! he even managed the seat beside her. It was no way for her to escape. she understood that at last she had to spend the whole trip with raghu. God!! Why her plan always backfires upon her own when it came to raghu?! "soch kya rahi thi tu?! Tu yun chup chap ghar se nikal jayegi aur aoun ko kuch pata naii chalega haan?!" he asked with a frown. "dekho tum..." antara was about to say something when she heard sheetal's mom's voice from the side coach. "antara ek baar yahan anna beta!". Antara controlled her temper, "ayii aunty!!" she said and shot an angry glare towards raghu. she was about to move towards shettal's mom's coach when the train again gave another jerk. Antara again lost her balance and automatically raghu's hand approached to help her. But that time antara herself managed to regain her balance holding the side of the seat cushion. She breathed deeply and heard raghu's taunting hard voice from back. "kya kahe rahi thi tuu kuch der pahele haan?!! aaj ki zamane ki majboot larki, kissi ki madat ki zarorat nahin... kyun?!! Hain naa?!". Antara took a deep breath and twitched her neck behind shoting another angry glance to him. he just chuckled without bothering about her angry glance a bit. "Ek min bhi sidhi nahin chal sakti... har pal kahin naa kahin girti raheti hain... khud koo kaise samhalegi tuu... kaise chor de apun tere ko bata?!" his voice suddenly became concerned. Antara looked towards him for a while trying to detect what's actually going in his head. "Antara!!" shettal's mom called her again. "jii aa rahi hoon.." antara said and moved at the other side. she saw sheetal's mom was having trouble with a heavy bag. "antara beta... zara iss bag ko upar utha ne mein meri madad kar doo.." sheetal's mom asked. "jii aap rahene dijiye main kar deti hoon..." antara said and was about to caught the bag's handle when another hand approached and almost snached it from her. "idhar de!!" she heard his dominating voice. Antara again felt irritated and lifted her eyes to meet raghu's frowning face. "Tum yahan kya kar rahe hoo?!!" she asked out of her breath. Her slow voice was full of anger. "eee yedi apna mode thora thanda kar aur iss saru si sakal pee thora smile laga.." he blabbered in his irritating voice again. "huh?!!" antara asked in hell confused voice. "joo kaam tere se nahin hota woo kyun kaarne jati hain?!!" he said and with an yank he threw the bag above. Shetal's mom was standing there confused looking at them. Raghu looked towards sheetal's mom with a huge grin. "ho gaya aunty... ap ka bag upar chala gaya..." he said. "arey sukriya beta!!" sheetal's mom said, "paar beta tum kaahan se ayein?! Maine too tumhe pahele nahin dekha." Sheetal's mom asked. "Aunty woo apun iske sath ayya.." raghu directly said pointing towards antara and antara was feeling like banging her head on the wall. "Antara ke sath hoo... ohhh matlab tum antara ka husband ho..." shetal's mom said with a huge grin. "Kyaa?!!!!" antara's jaw drooped and she felt her head spin heavily in shock. At first it was shock, then her face reddened in hell embarrassment. She looked towards raghu with hard gaze and raghu was looking towards her with a bit sheepish and naughty mixed expression. His eyes were gleaming utter joy and mischief. "acha huya beta ki tumne apne husband ko bula liya.. warna main to dar rahi thi... itna lamba rasta hain aur hum doo akeli larki.. pata nhin aaj kaal kya ho jata hain... humesha ek mard ka sath rahena bahut zaarrori hain..." sheetal's mom said. "arey aunty..." raghu almost jumped, "sau taka sahi bola aap ne... yahich to apu n kab se samjahne ki kousis kar raha tha iss yedi ko... kahee raha tha ki akele mat jaa.. mat ja.. par yee yedi nahin maanti... akeli jana hain issey... To apun koo hi iske piche anna para..." raghu said in one breath and antara's head was again boiling up. "bilkul sahi kiya tumne beta..." shetaal's mom said. "aunty... actually aap jaisa soch rahi hain aisa kuch nahin hain!!..." antara tried to say. "arey samajh mein aa gaya mujhe... nayi nayi shadi hain... iss mein door rahena bahut mushkil hain... acha huya naa, tum log ek sath Kashmir bhi ghum loge.." she said. antara was literally want to hide herself at a corner while raghu was containing that huge naughty grin and stealing her glance. "bahut achi jori hain.. tum logon ki... khus raho... dudo nahao puto faloon!!" palak's mom blessed. "KYYAAA?!!!" antara screamed flushed heavily. Raghu hid his smile and looked towards antara's face with a naughty frown. With those deep red chicks she looked so cute. "Aunty, sorry mujhe jana hain!!..." antara said and rushed towards her seat. Raghu smirked and followed her.

The whole time antara just tried to ignore raghu while raghu always tried to gain her attention. Each and every time she just answered with an angry glance in answer of his huge naughty grin. What just he think of himself. How could he think that... husband?!!!! And also that...'dudo nahao puto falon?!!!'... NO WAY!!! at last the night came. Antara arranged her beddings on the lower birth. "oye.. ms kaul!!..." raghu said from the seat above. "KYA HAIN?" Antara asked angrily looking towards him. "saaf dikhayi de raha hain... kaan ke parde fatne wale hain apun kaa bahut jald..." raghu said pocking in his ear. "bakwas mat karo aur mujhe shanty se sone doo.. please!!" antara said angrily. "arey ussi liye kahe raha hoon... upar aa ke so jaa apun ke seat pe aur apun niche chala jata hain.. kya hain naa... niche kahin sare log chalte rahengey...tere ko disturb hoga..." Ragu said. "NO THANKS!!! ISS KI KOI ZARYRAT NAHIN.." antara said loudly. "oye volume thora kam kar... nahin too aunty ko lage gat u apne husband ke sath jhagra kar rahi hain..." raghu said teasing. "shut up!!" antara said aand moved under the quilt with angry eyes. raghu tossed on the seat nd ruffled his hairs. Soon antara dozed into sleep.

Near midnight she had an odd feeling and opened her eyes. she gasped in fear as she saw a very nasty looking man was standing at her head with his wide grin. Must be one of the the cleaners of train! But what was he doing there?!! antara understood looking at her lust full eyes that his intention was not good. She was about to scream but that man clasped her mouth tightly. Antara wiggled in her arms and tried to remove her hands from her face. At that moment another hand came from the upper seat and gripped that man's hair tightly. That man looked up and experienced the most dangerous cold eyes in the world. "CHOR USSEY..." raghu said in his slow dominating killer voice. that man's knees was already shaking and he quickly left antara. antara jumped on the seat and looked towards the scene with horrified eyes. Raghu just pushed him and that man dropped on the floor with a huge thud. Some of the people were bothered as there dream was broken by that sound. "arey kya huya?!!" someone asked from side peeping through the seat. That man had aallready ran out of the coach. "arey kuch nahin chacha bas ek gandha sa kira ghus gaya andar ussey hatha diya..." raghu said. "kira?!!.. kya yaar... nind tor diya., kire ki awaz itni zyada.. khir choro..." that old man yank and again dozed off. Raghu jumped down and saw antara seating there with pale face lowering her gaze. raghu sat at her side keeping his gaze on her. antara felt him but didn't looked at him. "Ab chup kyun hain?!!" he asked trying to make conversation with her, a deep breath escaped from antara's chest but she didn't said anything. she didnlt even looked at him and remained in her position. "iss liye kahe raha tha ki upar so jaa... dekh liya naa.. kya kar deta woo agar apun ne..." his voice drenched in disgust towards that man. he was going to search for that man surely next day. he was not going ti leave him. raghu composed himself with a deep breath and looked towards antara. She was still in that frozen state. "Ab samjhi tu.. kiss liye akeli nahin chorana chahta tha tujhe...dekha woo lya karne jaa raha that ere sath?!!" Raghu said with a bit hard voice. Antara looked towards the window. The silent night breeze ruffled her hairs, she closed her eyes. "Haan... sayad sahi kahe rahe ho tum.. bewakoof thi main..." she said in slow voice. Raghu looked towards her. she kept on telling, "Par main too bas apne ek dost koo musibat se bachana chahti thi... Wohi dost jisne meri itni madad ki... bas ussey bachane ke liye maine yee sari bewakoofi ki..." her chocked voice indicated that she was crying. Raghu smiled and chuckled, "apun ko pata hain... par ek baat soch... uss dost ko pareshani nahin hota kya tujhe akele chor kar..." he said with tender voice. Antara slowly looked towards her with swollen eyes. "Tujhe pata naii kya Ms kaul?!!... jab tu akeli Mumbai mein nikalti hain tab hi apun yahich sochke pareshan ho jata hain ki tuu thik hain ki naii... too itne door tere ko akele kaise chor deta bata?!!" He asked looking towards her with intense eyes. Antara smiled a little and said, "kyun?!! Kyun itna socch te hoo mere barein mein?!!" she asked the question at last which was bothering her for so long. Raghu just smirked and said, "jab taime ayega naa.. tab tu khud samajh jayegi..." antara frowned a little on her word. "Raghu.. sorry... maine woo tumpe chillaya.." she said coyly. "arey ab too apun koo adat ho chukka hain... teere chillam chilli naa sunu too naa khana hajam hoti hain naa nind ati hain..." he said. Antara giggled slightly. Raghu kept on gazing her smile which looked divine in moonlight. "And btw thank you!!" antara said. "ab thank you kiss liye?!!" he asked. "meri baat naa sun ke mere pichee ane ke liye.. sach mein tum nahin hote too bahut bari problem ho jati..." she said sweetly. "wooo... my pressure!!..." he said lifting his collar. Antara giggled again. "cha lab upar jaa ke soo jaa...apun idhar so jata hain!!" he said. "nahin!!... ab too sayad nind bhi nahin ayegi..." she said looking towards the outside. The silent crop fields looked so beautiful in moonlight. It really mesmerized antara. "arey ab kya huya?!!" he asked with a frown. "dekhon naa.. bahar kitna sundar lag raha hain...bhala aise nazare dekh ke kissi ko nind aa sakti hain!!" she said with a chirpy innocent voice. "arey!!... tu.. ab chal nazara dekh na chor... aur so jaa..." he said. "nahin!!..." antara said and continued to look outside admiring the beauty. "yedi!!" raghu said gently and smiled widely scratching his head. Antara keep on admiring the scenic beauty while raghu kept on gazing to her face shinning in moonlight. After some moment to raghu's surprise he saw antara leaning towards her. Antara kept her head on raghu's shoulder. raghu understood that she was already sleeping. Raghu smiled and placed an warm kiss on her top. Although she was sleeping a small smile crept on antara's face. looking at her face he didn't know when he also dozed off.

The morning light fell on antara's face and she squeezed her eyes. The whistle of train brought her back from drowsy state. She opened her eyes and suddenly flushed finding herself lying on raghu's chest. she flushed and quickly tried to get up but couldn't. She felt raghu's hand wrapping around her in his embrace, under his protection. With so much difficulty, at last she could get out of his hold and for a whole min she sat their flushing. Slowly she looked up and saw towards raghu's sleeping face. his shabby hairs were fallen on his forehead and waving slowly in wind. He looked so innocent. Antara couldn't afford to smile looking at his sleeping face.

Soon they reached at jammu station. Bidding adieu to sheetal's mom they moved towards bus station to set journey for Shreenagar. At some distance a man who was standing near a tea stall looking towards raghu with hard eyes. as soon as that man looked towards raghu, a scene flashed in front of his eyes. his aman bhaijaan getting shoot by his men. He quickly followed raghu and antara keeping some distance between them.

written by ria.

sorry guyss i was so late in finishing this so couldn;t semd for review... if you think of some blooper or something wrong.. let me know i will change that