Originally posted by: mythical
thank u for replying to me. i guess cant connect to monia, maybe that is why my pov about monia is quite severe. i see too much stupidity there. as for monia's love for murari, she doesn't remember him much. i dont see her say look baba i am a rajkumari. we see her say akash i wont change. that is what sickens me. if she made murari her anchor and threw everyone else out i could understand but some boy that my friends tell me i am suposedly in love with, i dont think so. my friends have tried and my answer was i dont do peer pressure. i take history as my teacher, those who do not change with the times are the first to be destroyed.
No problem, I enjoy replying back to everyone's post! 😛 It's okay if you can't connect to Moniya, I'm sure there are individuals out there who don't. I don't think in dialogue she is going to say she is doing it for Murari because he, in the end, was a kidnapper so her trust is gone in him. If she said she was doing it for him, I feel like she would be taking revenge on the Royal family, na?? It would illogical for her to say Im doing this for Murari...I think one can love someone, but feel betrayed at the same time and be able to not think about them like that but still have those feelings.
Plus I think I didn't articulate properly when I was trying to convey that she was brought up by him, he was her center...he betrayed her and left her world in a disaster. She lost her trust in him, but that didn't stop her from still loving him even if he was wrong. Akash just happened to be that person out there in HER world who loved her for who she was JUST like Murari and someone she could also TRUST. She lost Murari so she is trying to cling to the last person who loved her from the world SHE understands. It's not JUST love, it's that Akash is the familiar, he is a part of a world she KNOWS. We as human beings cling to the familiar because we are scared of CHange.
I think today's episode is a perfect example that reiterates what I am saying when M tells UV that first she was scared of the realities of her dreams coming true and UV asked if she was scared now and said no, I have become use to it now...See I see Akash representing a symbol for M. Not just a character in the show. He represents her past, in terms of her world, herself, all the things that made her Moniya. UV represents her future, her future self, a different world. For her to transition from one world to the other is quite difficult and she did what ANY human being would do when faced with such a 180 degree change in her world: run away from it...I think the dialogues she would say at the beginning and her actions represented that in she would always say main bhaag ne main maahir hoon...she has run away a lot from her future destiny, but now she is not. Which is why I feel sorry for her because growing up is hard, there are many things about growing up in which you have to let go of, and it's scary because the future is out there waiting impatiently and so many things to look forward to, but it's unknown, so it is scary because facing the unknown is hard for anyone. Her old world was predictable, but not her new one!😉