@pp: do come back soon dear.
@bhav di: enjoy :)
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Me having a nice time, wierd to read this,but for how long can anyone be annoyed over ones constant state?
Been 3 days since ive talked to anyone ..verbally.On IF i forget i cant talk.😊
I thank god ..anyone who is supporting and helping me now,everytime.I spent a peaceful day,read books,chatted via google chat with sister(yes,she spent all day with me today,she now understands me,what else do i need?).Those books really lifted my spirits up,there are people 100x stronger than me,i can be that strong too..everyone!.I am happy now,i got to meet everyone i was wishing to meet, daddy especially 🤗…not that i am happy worrying them,no! but i wanted to meet him,somehow.Mom,she is working from hospital, sleeping in hospital, because of me 😔 i dislike this bit alot.
Ive quitted all my XYZ activities post my olympic cultural event,afterall just 2 years left,i want to study peacefully till then..get into nice university, nice job like the ' di's frat here😊…am having a new responsibility as a vice head girl at my school,here i need someone's advice,should i continue or resign and concentrate on my studies? am a bit nervous about it.😕
i want to spend a peaceful life than a complicated one..what do you think i should do? i want to get a normal 9 to 9 job,choice isnt an issue,i get to like whatever i do at some point of time or the other😊…am glad my choice is flexible.
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forgot to mention,forgot to add my IFing time here😆
ofcorse i spend a lot of time here,some 1-2 hrs! cant stay away, ive spent a lot of my time here when lone n awake.I have given IF an unhealthy priority in my daily life..i feel so.I remember,when i came back to my senses after 3-4 days nice sleep (not using the word unconscious, sounds serious),after a day of slight confusion,logged into IF,struggled remembering stuff like who is who for few hrs,still i remember leaving something incomplete, somehow managed getting done with it.😆
its a wierd feeling..feeling of going,n coming back.
Edited by Mini.S - 12 years ago