Aditya- Dayanand Discussions, Comments and Pics-VI - Page 97

Originally posted by: deepiika

😆..I had written this even in my Adi bday essay entry and won as well..I simply poured out my heart...☺️..here is that excerpt

The most bizarre fact is that I realized that I have a crush on Abhijeet was after a case where I feared that the fondness that I had slowly begun to harbor for him may turn to dislike. The case that I am talking about is none other than, "ACP Pradyuman Giraftaar". After watching "Zeherily laashe" which was a drab and dull case but with an explosive last scene I found anger rising within me towards Abhijeet for his unfathomably churlish and ferocious conduct towards the ACP. I was very fond of ACP and still am as he reminded me of my grandfather whom I had lost recently. I was like, "How could Abhijeet do this!" He respects him so much. My mother declared to me that she won't watch the next case as she could not bear Abhijeet behaving so cruelly with ACP, I however was ready to sit through this ordeal. For me it was a double one, one one side was the patriarch whom I respected and on the other side the man who moved something inside me and had helped to become free from the shackles of the pall of gloom that had descended upon me. On the fateful day, I watched the feared case and to my surprise when I saw Abhijeet ranting at the ACP and sneering at him rudely and vehemently, though I felt angry and sad but also found myself getting lost in those fire spewing eyes which with anger had an expression of utter grief because of registering the fact that his biggest idol had fallen in front of eyes. My head was spinning, my mouth was dry and my heart beats were on an overdrive. How does this man do this. One is trapped between abhorrence and yet feels his agony. After the case got over, a feeling of guilt stole over me. How could I be angry with him. What a man, what expressions, why had I not seen him earlier. I acknowledged to myself that night that I now harboured something akin to a passionate regard for him. He had awakened both positive thoughts and inherent feminine thoughts of accepting someone of the opposite gender as an idol inside me

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