I have not written my full experience till now....sorry to bore you all, but here goes.
I will mention some people here, but please don't take offence. I am not angry with you. You all added to my emotional roller coaster ride, and now when I look back, I really enjoyed the whole thing. But please, please...don't put me or anyone else through it again.
It started on Tuesday - much before the promo was out. Someone sent me a PM saying that this Friday Abhijeet is going to land in the hospital. I was shocked, because I have always opposed people on this forum who write stories sending him to hospital and I felt like - the CID team likes the idea. My tension started building up. I knew that if I even mentioned anything about this, it'll be a spolier.
Normally I don't bother to see the promo first thing on Wednesday morning. I read it here on the forum and then watch it during the re-runs. But this week, for the first time, I was glued to serials like Godh Bharai on Wednesday 9AM, just to see the promo before anyone else. And I saw it before anyone else - that horrible shooting scene and Abhijeet collapsing. I had the shock of my life and posted it here before anyone else with my hands shivering like crazy!!!
Then the same person sent me an 'I told you so...' PM and added that s/he knows more....and told me the rest of it....that he is going to be in coma and all this is a naatak like one earlier episode.
(about which I will not mention as I have promised some people like Sunny and Shagnika here) The way the person told me, it was like even the shooting was nakli, like the earlier one.
This totally shattered me. Then when I started seeing that promo and Daya's teary eyes telling us to 'pray for his friend' I was fuming at his hypocrisy. I hated Daya, I hated Abhijeet, I hated ACP, I hated myself for hating them ' in short, everything for a few hours. I couldn't bear it at all. I was sitting and crying in front of my computer, reading all your posts about how good the episode would be and angry at how the CID team is playing with our emotions.
One person here started pestering me and I ended up telling her part of it. And her mood was upset too. I was cursing myself for having spoilt her mood. I lost my sleep ' everything till Friday morning. And YAY!!! There were a couple of spoilers here too. And that eased out my mind. After that, i started enjoying myself here. I started looking for the positives here ' like Abhijeet's expressions and Daya's shirt etc.
And the episode started at 10PM. My heart was pounding like hell. I was praying that what I heard shouldn't be true and I was actually praying that Abhijeet should get shot by a real bullet and not nakli. (How SICK of me). And that's what happened. Abhijeet's pained expression was real!!! THANK GOD. Daya's and ACP's tears were real. I couldn't have asked for anything more.
And yeah...I heard something special ' maybe my ears played tricks on me ' in the scene where Abhijeet was shot, I heard Daya say 'Baat Karte rehna, ABHI', not Abhijeet. For the first time, i heard Daya call him that. WOW...my heart soared. I enjoyed myself thoroughly. Shraddha's not-so-good acting couldn't prevent me from liking Tarika - the character, no matter what you all say. I loved the scene where Abhijeet wrote those letters on her hand.
From Tuesday I was saving some tears for the scene where Abhijeet would recover...and when Abhijeet got out of the hospital bed, I let those tears flow ' tears of happiness. I am extremely happy they were not wasted.
This whole thing left me totally drained out. I was too exhausted to go thru all this again. It took me 24 hours to recover. And I decided that it's time to tell someone about it.
Thanks Fireworks for a lovely episode. And thanks to all of you for patiently reading this bakwaas.
Edited by visrom - 15 years ago
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