NeverWhere CC (Invites only) #1 - Page 6

i wrote it as short as i can and as quick as i can..i hope u don't mind...

so here is the reason...i don't know if i will be able to make u understand what the real problem is...

but sorry for wasting ur time...sorry...

we are 3 sisters(including me) and 1 brother(my bro is the elder in the family and i m younger one) 2 years back my elder sister got married her name is abeer..we call her abbi...i was very close to her very very close to her she was like a second mother for me so she got married happily it was a love marriage she was crazy about her fiance..she loved him to the extend..she went against the family just to marry him..she use to talk to me about their relationship she use to share everything with me..and i always use to think that this couple is the best couple in the world and i actually wanted to marry a guy like my sis husband...he was so so caring and loving and supportive then she got married we all were happy of course bcz she was happy she shifted to pakistan and we live in ksa she never complained about anything in her married life mera yakeen aur barh gaya i use to think i use to pray that mujhy bhi aisa hi koi mily jo mujh sy itna pyar kary meri kismat bilkul meri behen jaisi ho...but after just 6 months of her marriage she died..

her cause of death according to her death certificate was swear dehydration..and she was suffering from high fever of temprature 111 when she died..we were in jeddah when we came to know about her sudden death as two days before her death her husband told us that she had a fever normal fever and is sleeping...

okay..so that was the biggest shock of my life..for everyone one of us...for the first time i saw a dead body and that was of my sister and...my mother like sister..i lost her for forever... she was my friend my everything...

but then my after some days my family came back here my brother use to live in newyork that time he went back there and i stayed back in pakistan bcz i wanted to study there...so after many many pleadings they left me with my cousin brother(he is the son of my mom's brother) he is a lawyer...

oh sorry...my sister got married to my uncle's son(son of my father's bro)he is a politian by profession very powerful and aggressive, people love him he is voice of city...

so as i was living there one day i got a call from my mom that i should go to my sis house to collect her things(my sis died before 3 weeks of this incident) so i went there my bro-in-law was not at home so a maid left me with the keys of her room..she never use to take medicines not even when needed..but in her room isaw many many medicines many vitamins different kinda vitamins and calciums and all..so i packed everything and left when a maid came and was talking about my sister she said "humary saab na bibi ka bara khyal rakhty thy un ko itni dawaiyan(med) khud apny hath sy khilaty thy..."i was asking her why but then an other came and she gave me a stupid excuse that night i again checked her medicine bag and some vitamins bottles was same but medicines was different and so damn stinky i thought they were expired but they were not...so i talked about this with my cousin he said we will find out and then a chemist said that these medicines are slow poision and if u eat them with these vitamins they can kill a person in a week...

so...we were confused shocked we both didn't tell this to anyone as my family was already depressed and we were not sure so we start investigating and came to know that it was a murder a planned murder...my sis didn't die a natural or a biological death that was a cold blooded murder...by then we were not sure we didn't tell this to anyone still...and this whole investigation took time as my cousin is lawyer and famous people after his threats start speaking the truth sometime pleads sometime threads but we did it...so we decide to one last time go to the hospital where she died... and u know what they said "jab unhn yahan laya gaya tab un ki adhi jan tu nikal hi chuki thi woh tarap rahi thi magar humn uper sy orders thy ky un ko koi med na di jay" we were shocked as that was the last thing to confirm that it was her husbend who killed her...no one can control hospital athurities so easily

by that time hum sary proves kathy kar chuky thy...hum ye pata karny ky akhir pori baat hoi kya meri sis ny humn btaya kyun nahin...so we left for her house as her husband was not in the city...so we talked to all the maids and after many pleading i plead them in every manner i could after a long time one of them agreed to tell us what happened and she told us that after 1 months of their marriage my sis and her husband use to fight alot he use to hit her reason unknown but then every thing changed her husband started taking extra care of her and he use to give her medicines by his hand and then she use to faint for a long time phir roz jis time meri sis faint hoti thi us time sary maids ko free kar diya jata tha chuti dy dete thy...sary maids ko...phir kya hota tha kisi ko nahin pata but every next day mery sis ki body or face par marks hoty thy...bht bury...in last month he again started betting her badly and he many time infront of all maids physicaly absued her many time in the same month...or jab woh sab kar raha hota tha meri sis faint ho jati thi pain ki waja sy...or phir bhi phir bhi woh nahin rokta tha...or koi kuch nahin kar pata tha...kuch bhi nahin...bas maids ka ye kam tha ky meri sis ko uthana or jahan woh lany ko kahy wahan la kar leta do bus..is ky ilawa unhn ny kuch nahi kiya but then in last week meri sis ko bht teez fever ho gaya bht teez us ky husband ny doc ko nahin any diya in last 2 months us ka milna logon sy kam karva diya balky khtaam kar diya woh din ky zyada time faint rehti jab uthti tu pain sy roti rehti or phir roz wahi hota jo us ka husband roz many many times in a day sometime in front of maids sometime in room he...he actually use to rape her..yeah law call it a rape as if even ur wife don't want any physical relationship and if u force her so its called a rape...last week us ka pani pina band kar diya jis ki waja sy dehydration hoi...that's not all..he did the worst he could have done with her...

meri sis tarap tarap kar mar gai...or koi bhi kuch nahin kar paya...kuch bhi nahin...

and when i heard all this mera nervous break down ho gaya...i was weak to bear all that...so that shock cause me nervous breakdown and immediately my cousin took me to hospital and i was admitted there for 3 weeks unconsious...i was dead was living on machines those 3 weeks i was like a dead body but was breathing only my family the very next day came to pakistan but they didn't came to know any thing as the same day when i got admitted my same cousin died in a car accident he was coming with his wife and a kid to see me...they all died on the spot...

and when i came back in senses they told me everything about my cousin that he died bcz i wanted to talk to him only...then gotta news too that bcz of short circut my cousin's house was on fire...and destroyed...so all the proves was gone it was only me left alive who know the truth...and then he came my sis husband he threaten me that he will destroy my family as he did with my cousin he killed him too...he said he got married to my sister bcz he always wanted to have her...and she was fool she actually loved her and the last words left her mouth was that "i still love u" he told me and he was laughing on me that i can't do anything and i can't i am weak...i still remember what he said each and every word loud and clear..he said if i said something he will kill my family and will keep me alive as his next target...and there i was siting looking at him...i wanted to kill him that day i wanted to destroy him i wanted to smash his face...that smile that laugh i wanted to kill him the way he killed my sister...but i...i fainted...kya koi aur hota meri jaga tu woh us insaan ki jaan na ky leta magar ,main or meri ye weakness...mujhy life main hamesha guilty bana deti hain...

meri family mujhy apny sath wapis ly ai or meri zaban hamesha ky liye band ho gai...meri family aur doctors ko laga mera nervous breakdowm meri sis ki death ki waja sy hoa...sahi laga but sach pata nahin laga...

lizzy now u will say i should tell this to my family but i can't...my mother will die...and that monster will kill my family will destroy them...he can do anything no police no law will go against him...he is so powerful and in pakistan money and power is everything...

all this is bcz of me my weakness that my sis didn't get justice...its bcz of me my cousin and his family died its all bcz of me that my family's life is at risk...

i am the one who destoyed everything...everything...

i hate myself i know u will hate me too everyone will hate me when they will came to know the truth that i am guilty as charged i am a murderer of 4 people's faith their lives..its all bcz of me

my sister loved that man..even her last words was only for him that she still love him...and she died...and what he did...he used her,and killed her...and still free..

pata hai jab jab main rey ky pas hoti hon jab jab rey mujhy touch karta hai mera andar mera wajood hasta hai mujh py...i always here that laugh of that man...laugh of of myself on me that look he is saying he love u one day he will leave u like the way that monster did...once he will had u..will marry u then he will get bored and will leave u...

lizzy i am scared bcz there is nothing left in me...two years...i slept with a guilt of many lives ruined and finished bcz of me...with a guilt that my sis didn't get justice bcz of me...i can't forgive my self...

and my mind is not letting me believe rey...

my heart knows he loves me he will never do this with me but my mind is not letting me accept it...not letting me accept him...my mind is saying again and again that he will do the same he is a man too what if after sometime he too get bored of me what if main us ki needs na pori kar pai...tab kya hoga...woh bhi chor dy ga na mujhy woh bhi yahi kary ga...woh yahi kary ga...i love him but my sis love that man too and he use to say that he love her as rey is saying but he never did...never...i don't know about rey...i don't know...main jab us ky pass hoti hn...mera heart kehta ky main usy apna sab kuch dy dn...he have all rights on me but then my mind start saying that don't do this he will leave u..he will use u only...i will go mad someday...i will kill myself...i can never love anyone...i can only destroy people...i can only destroy them...

i can't tell all this to rey...no i can't...woh chup nahin rahy ga...aur main us ki life ruin nahin kar sakti...i can't tell this to rey...i can't...he is the only child in his family he have his responsibilities i know he don't care of anyone but still his parents need him...and i can't ruin one more life...and that monster will kill him..he can do anything...

what should i tell him...what...that my mind is comparing him with a man who killed my sis...or this, that i love u but can't accept u i can't give that respect to ur love i can't give u all what u deserve what u want bcz i don't have any any control on me...main apny mind ko control nahin kar pa rahi...bcz i m scared that i will destroy u...

i can't do anything...

and u know what chalo aik aur btati hn...my father doesn't live with us he lives with his second wife..he left my mom...and that's why my bro came back...and now we are living with him...i never talked to u about my father as he is not with us...he never called my mom...

tell me two relationship infront of am eyes...to people sooo close to me and look at their results...in sab ka asar kab khtam ho ga mujhy nahin pata...

now i can't believe anyone...any man...main thak gai hn khud sy larty larty...

when ever rey try to come close to me whenever he kiss me i feel like he is completing me but then my mind start struggling...what can i do...mera control nahin hai phir ya tu main usy push kar deti hn ya marti hn ya shout karti hn...i don't deserve him i don't deserve his love...

my heart says he will wait for me bcz he loves me but my mind says he will not wait for long...no one wait for other they crush the weak ones under their feet and move ahead...and he is a man too he will do the same...as i myself don't know if i will ever come out of this thing this guilt this weakness...

btao lizzy main kya karn...bas do kam nahin kar sakti na kisi ko bata sakti hn na apny ap ko mar sakti hn...bas har roz andar hi andar mar sakti hn...

i feel like screaming its so suffocating...scream at the top of my voice that i am weak yeah i am...i want forgiveness from my sis my abbi that i can't fight for her...i can cry only and that's what i am doing...

after two years...two years these things are not just in my mind but i am telling this to someone...sharing my dark secret...i can't see now...

witing for ur reply...sorry i think sorry bht kum hai...but still i m sorry...

sorry..plz don't hate me...plz...plz...



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