Dreams, Wishes, Promises... How easily they are changed or ruined by destiny.
My fellows used to say Destiny is by our own choice but I always believed in Destiny by Chance and there you go. I'm proved right by the current situation in my life. I have to leave my love, my dreams, my friends...my everything here because of the cruel turns of destiny.
"I guess my love is looking forward for a highly romantic date. Ahaan I see Miss Kriya Ghai wanted to surprise me but wait a second, where is she?"
There she descended down from the staircase, wearing a black knee length dress with silver embalishments on the top right corner of the dress. She was looking as serene as she she could. Her special perfume was spreading a highly addictive pleasent smell which made him go crazy and that's it, he couldn't hold this hotness anymore so he started walking towards her.
He went near her and held her by her waist. She felt a bit awkward on his touch but wrapped her arms around his neck like she used to do.
"Hmmm so what is my angel up to?"
"Just a delicious dinner and some little conversation"
"Is that it?"
"Oh let's proceed towards the dining table my dear, I have made the food by myself".
"Wow, it would surely be a treat to eat the food made by you"
They started the meal but Kriya seemed to be lost in deep thoughts.
"Hey Kriyu jaan why are you not eating?"
"Oh Rey I'm not hungry."
"You are not hungry and you invited me on dinner"
"Rey no actually I invited you because I have something to tell you but promise me you will not react impulsively on this."
"What is it Angel? You are making me afraid"
"Oh don't be!I'll tell you in short that I'm leaving Chicago, you and everything here and I'm going back to India."
"What are you mad? But why? Why all of a sudden?"
"Rey calm down! I never wanted to do this but I guess destiny wants me to do this. Rey I have to do this for my family values and I have made this desicion after thinking a lot about it"
"But Kriya, this step will take you far away from your dreams, your wishes and your friends. Love listen to me your one wrong desicion will make you loose your chance of fulfilling your biggest dream. It will ruin a lot of lives.
"Rey main jaanti hoon. I know that but I know that my desicion is not wrong. I'm doing this for my family values, for my parents and I know that in the future it will result in something good."
"But Kriya tumhi tou kehti thi k humain apne dreams and passions ko kabhi chorna nahi chahiye. Humare khwab parindon ki tarha hote hain jinko cage mei band nahi karna chahiye balke khule aasman mai urne dena chahiye"
Udein, khule aasaman mein khwabon ke parindey
Udein, dil ke jahaan main khaabon ke parinday
Oho, kya pata, jaayenge kahaan
Khule hain jo par, kahe yeh nazar
Lagta hai ab hain jaage hum
Fikrein jo thi, peechhe reh gayi
Nikle unse aage hum
Hawaon mein beh rahi hai zindagi
Yeh hum se keh rahi hai zindagi
Oho.. ab to, jo bhi ho so ho..
"Haan Rey main kehti thi ye aur ab bhi issi baat per believe rakhti hoon but you know what dear, ye khwabon k parindon per humara control nahi hota. Ye tou khud ussi direction mei urna chahtain hain jahan hum unko le jaana chahain magar kabhi humari kismat ki hawa unko kisi aur direction mei urra le jaati hai aur humain lagta hai k iss hawa k zorr per hum kuch nahi kar sakte lekin aaisa nahi hai bus shaed humain apne khwabon ko thora badalna parta hai."
"Kriya, ye khwab koi dressing nahi jo situation k hisab se badal li, inn per humari poori life depend karti hai aur Kriya kia tumhare liye itna easy hai mujhe chor kar jaana?"
Ude, khule aasaman mein khwabon ke parindey
Ude, dil ke jahaan mein khwabon ke parindey
Oho, kya pata, jayenge kahaan
Kisi ne chhua toh yeh hua
Phirte hain mehke mehke hum
Khoye hain kahin baatein nayi
Jab hain aise behke hum
Hua hai yoon ke dil pighal gaye
Bas ek pal mein hum badal gaye
Oho.. ab to, jo bhi ho so ho..
"Nahi Rey, bilkul bhi easy nahi hai aapko chorna. Kia aap jaante ho k woh aap ho jo jis ne mujhe jeene kaa tareeqa sikhaya, apne aap per yakeen karna sikhaya, difficulities se larna sikhaya and on top of all, mujhse itna pyaar kiya jitna zindagi mei kisi ne nahi kiya. Rey aap tou meri life mei aik roshni ki tarha ho jis ne mujhe sub andhero se nikal diya."
Roshni mili
Ab raah mein hai ek dilkashi si barsi
Har khushi mili
Ab zindagi pe hai zindagi si barsi
Ab jeena hum ne seekha hai
Yaad hai kal, aaya tha wo pal
Jisme jaadoo aisa tha
Hum ho gaye jaise naye
Woh kal jaane kaisa tha
Kahe yeh dil ki jaa udhar hi tu
Jahan bhi leke jaaye aarzoo
Oho, ab toh...
Jo bhi ho so ho..
Rey had tears in his eyes now. The attitude king, the rockstar, the guy who could knock wind out of anyone who used to hurt his friends or his Angel was crying with heavy tears. Why wouldn't he cry at this time when the Love of his life was going away from him, forever. Yes he was crying because he was going to loose his Angel but his heart ached more on the fact that the girl who used to call her dreams and passions, neverending had to put a full stop on her passions by herself.
He got up from the dining table and went towards the kitchen tap and splashed water on his face to get rid of the stream of tears from his eyes. Kriya followed, stood behind him and lighlty called out "Rey". He turned around and she instantly hugged him. He wrapped his arms securely around her and she started crying hard. She was venting out all the pain which she was holding in her heart from days.
He rubbed his hand on her back relieving her. "It's okay, Shhh, stop crying" was all he could utter at that time. It seemed like he accepted the way the birds of dreams were flying. He accepted the calm air turning into a sudden blow of wind in their lives.
They slowly parted away from the hug and he cupped her face with his hands. "What about your friends, haan", he asked in a low voice. "Tell them that their Kriyu is not an idiot to make this desicion and also ask them to forgive me if possible and yeah don't forget to tell them that I would have never learned to do 'pagal panti' if they wouldn't have come in my life. They are the ones who taught me how to be positive and crazily happy in every situation", she replied with her voice starting from a low pitch, turning into a chirpy tone. He chuckled on her cuteness and gave a light kiss on her cheek. She held his hand and led him back to the dining table for completing their last date. Probably not the last only if destiny allows them but right now it was a 'Bye' and there was no 'Hi' again.
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Hi Guys, this is my last ever OS on KriYaansh or I should say my last write-up ever on India-Forums. Yes you got it right. I'm leaving I-F and you guys have all rights to think that I'm a retard or scold me or say anything but the fact is that my desicion is not without a logic. I have already been through a highly emotional phase on my own desicion and I do not want to go into that mood again so I guess a positive "Good Bye" will work here.
So I want to mention some names, names of those who have made my journey on I-F a very beautiful one which I cannot describe in words.
Reshu Sweety, Sunil Bhai, Jassy Jaan, Rae Sissy, Anmol Bhai, Pradeep, Madhu Darls, Aroma Baby, Shailu, Nisha, Kuhu, Hetal, Nishi, Tasha, Deetha Dii, Upsana, Snigdha, Kanchi, Geetha Dii, Ramya Dii, Anjali, Cookie, Isha, Abhilasha, Sanju, Deepika, Anky Di, Arya, Aish Didi, Akanksha, Aishu Dii, Anaya, Anjori, Simran, Aanchal, Kinjal, Kriti, Rupanshi, Ayesha, Sania Dii Chetu, Mohina, Manavi, Angel, Divya, Maneet, Alisha, Pooja, Mehak, Neeraj Bhai, Riya, and Yukta.
I love you all guys and I will MISS you all would be an understatement. You all have been my friends in different ways. I'm not in contact with some of you from a long time but you all are very special to me. There is no way in the present time that I can reverse my desicion but all I can say is 'Umeed per dunya qaim hai'.
Love you all,
For a final time- Good Bye!!
-Soha-
