Hey i am new to this forum and thought of writing this os...
Kyu phoolon ke khile khile rang udd gaye,
Kyu phoolon ke khile khile rang udd gaye
Kria ws sittin in her wheelchair lookin out ven she sw a bouquet of orchids in front of her..she looks up to see who d person ws n sw swayam...she took the orchids but kept them aside...as this made her remember the bouquet which rey had given her on pre valentines night...
Kyu in dino khud se rehti hu main khafa khafa,
Khafa khafa..
She remembered the day when she met with that accident...the way how rey had insulted her...
Kyu phoolon ke udde udde rang khil gaye,
Kyu phoolon ke udde udde rang khil gaye,
Kyu in dino hosh mein hai mere nasha nasha,
Nasha nasha..Hooo'kyu phoolon ke khile khile rang udd gaye..
Swaron were trying to encourage her walk again but she ws sitting their life less her mind was just revoling around d pre valentine's night and the day when she lost her reason to live..."KRIA CANNOT WALK OR DANCE ANYMORE"...these words revolved in her mind...
Teri meri taqraaro se bana dil ka yeh rishta hai,
Aaina jo main dekhu to tera chehra hi dikhta hai,
Jab se mujhe tu mili'
She was remembering all the cute little nok-jhoks they used to have...she remembered how she danced imagining him the day she confessed that he ws more than a friend to her...
Jaane kaisi mulaqaaton mein,
Yuhi aisi waisi baaton mein,
Kare jhoothe moote vaade the, kisi chote se bahane se,
Paake tujhe kho diya,
She remembered the first time they had met in dehradun...the days when they were friends...the day when they had decided to write the do's n dont's in their relationship and then remembered d day when he walked away from her room and she couldnt stop him...
Meri hi hai khata, meri hi hai saza,
Phir bhi dil kahe yeh kyu hua,
Kyu in dino khud se rehti hu main khafa khafa,
Khafa khafa..
She remembered her conversation with sharon...*
purple for sharon and blue for kria*...kria why are you punishing urself for the mistake you dint do..nahhi sharon this is what i deserve...maine unka dil toda tha...unhone mujhse itna pyaar kia tha aur maine unhe yun hi chod dia..voh tumse kabhi pyaar karta hi nahi tha kria agar karta toh tumhare jhut ko jaan paata and taani ke pyaar mein nahi phasta...mujhe kuch nahi pata sharon lekin i hate myself for what i did...
Kyu phoolon ke udde udde rang khil gaye'
Aaj se mere jo kal honge,
Teri aankhon mein wo dikhte hai,
Teri baaton ke jo akshar hai,
Meri daastaan wo likhte hai, aisa mujhe kyu hua?
She was sleeping imaginig rey with her n close to her...she could just see darkness in his eyes and that was what her future was...she remembered what rey had told her...
"TUM APNA DREAM KABHI PURA NAHI KAR PAAOGI KRIA KYUNKI TUM JAISI LADKIYON KE LIYE UNKE SAPNE TUTE VAHI BEHTAR HAIN"...she woke up n burst out crying...n hugged sharon who gv her an injection...
Dhua dhua si kahan hai, tabhi aankhon mein bhi paani hai,
Gaalon se yeh jo guzarti hai, tere gum ki nishani hai,
Mit si gayi har dua,
She ws crying remembering how badly she had hurted him she cried remembering his tears...she dint have any hopes left to come back in his heart because she thought she dint deserve his love...
Meri hi hai khata, meri hi hai saza,
Phir bhi dil kahe yeh kyu hua,
Kyu in dino khud se rehti hu main khafa khafa,
Khafa khafa..
Kyu phoolon ke khile khile rang udd gaye,
Kyu phoolon ke udde udde rang khil gaye'
Her mind blamed herself for what she was today and she deserved this but her heart said that it wasnt her fault and she dint deserve this...she finally concluded that she would gv a new chance to her life and without rey...and she went to the garden just to see rey standin there lookin at her with a hope that she would gave him another chance...
Hope u all liked it...😊