Dear Swayum
2 words swayum. just two words. and it took me so long to say them. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for every pain that I have given you. I'm Sorry for my ego which gets in the way every time before I get a chance to say these words...I know that you will probably never forgive me but I'm really sorry. I just thought that how can someone love me as much as you do? You don't even know me but every time I look into your eyes I feel like you understand me and know me more than anyone has ever. Will I ever be able to love you as much? I don't know. I don't know what I feel at the moment. I'm just so confused! I just wish that you weren't my secret admirer because I thought that you were just trying to get close to me because I never let you come close to me before so you used this method. But I should have known that you just wanted to make me understand how you felt about me in a different way. I didn't mean to hurt you in this way that you have become so emotionless, and it's all my fault.. Every time I see you with someone else I feel so angry but what is this feeling? I tell myself again and again I should not like you! I Cant Like you! We are so different. But yet somehow I feel like I wish we could try us together. But no we are two different dance teams. We are too different. And more than that, you are too nice. Yes swayum I know you are probably thinking how can someone be too nice but you are. You are too good for me and I know it. I feel like we could never be equal because you love me too much and for hurting you I'm sorry but we can never be together. I hope you will understand.
Sharon- the diva
CID
