I respect your feeling and I understand you are deeply hurt. But you are so much better than this. No matter how much Alia will win she will never be satisfied and that is the truth that I saw during her kwk episode with Kareena. I truly believe when you hurt someone it always and always come back to you. And I hope you always stay in good side and I see how hurt you are. But the truth is rani did amazing job in her movies. She is choosing women focused roles which improves her as an actress. As for Karan’s work and him lobbying for Alia, let him do it. Rani still going to get more amazing work. And you know what? Everyone sees it and saying rani should had won so in this case rani has already won. I am sure her focus is not getting the award but the reward where people say Rani was more deserving. We all know Kajol did not deserved it in MNIK.
Stay safe.
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