Originally posted by: XOXOgossipgirl
Kamya Gau Kush and Ajaz I think cleared out everything. I am SO glad. This was much much much needed.
Kamya said the reason she has been so distant all through today after the wishing wall was because she thought she wanted to ask BB to make her talk to Bunty. But then she stayed quiet cause she didn't know what to talk in front of everyone. She said when Salman said that Bunty misses you, it hit me so hard.
She kept crying and Gau hugged her and then even Kush came and hugged her peeche se and Ajaz was trying to make her laugh.
Then Ajaz went in the store room and Kush went to smoke and Kamya and Gau were talking and Kamya said mujhe aap se kuch nahi tha. Mujhe sirf Ajaz se tha. Woh Sangram ko continuously bol raha tha guilt hain guilt hain guilt hain guilt hain. Kyunki USKI wajah se sab nominate hue. Aur woh Sangram ko aankh nahi mila paaya.
They all clear it for now at least. Gau tells her don't you ever think you are alone in this house? Are you bloody dumb? When the 3 of us (Gau Kush and AJaz) were talking, we ALL said hum Kamya ke dost hain aur rahenge NO MATTER WHAT. And gusse main sab baatein bol dete hain. But it's over then. Cause it's our friendship. We know how it is.
Kamya repeatedly kept on saying that even when the 2 of you'll weren't in this house, I have stood up for you'll in front of everyone. I don't need to prove that. And I always will. Kush said maine aapko aake pehli cheez yahi boli na? And she kept saying app 3 mere nominations ke naam mein KABHI nahi honge. I have always stood by you'll even in your absence. And I don't need to prove it to anyone. She said the other 3 also never say anytihng about you all in front of me cause they know you'll are my friends.
She tells Gau mujhe aapse jo bhi kehna tha mooh pe kaha pehle aur baaki saari cheeze abhi bol di.
Gau says let's let it go. We are friends and will always be.
See, I don't really know what you all think here, but for me, I know I love the bond they share. I have ALWAYS said Kamya will never do full palti. And for my peace of mind and sanity, I will believe that. The bond these 4 share is real. And it is going to be. And probably I may be dumb in believing whatever Kamya said, but she is not one who will say she doesn't want to clear it and then still clear it for the game. She is a woman of words, no matter what. She cleared it with them after repeatedly saying she won't get into it BECAUSE she knows who her real friends are. Maybe it's for the game, maybe it's not. We'll know only later. But I would want to believe that this is real. My belief is real.
I'm not saying she WON'T mingle with the rest. She will. She WILL be friends with them all. But she WILL NOT let go of these 3. And I will believe that till it ACTUALLY happens in front of my eyes. I'm not going to assume that she WILL. I'm not saying she won't back talk, she may, but at then end of the day, I like to believe her loyalties and friendships are with these 3.