I am strong, but still I cry

If my friends backstab me, call me wrong infront of others, show me my aukad, spill venom on my character.. I can expect anything bt nt this type of behavior for me from my so called friwnd...Yes I will cry, I will burst out, feel hurt...And again if I am further humiliated tht I am fake, I cry for sympathy, all these coming again from my friend, I will cry more, burst out, shout...And then people will call me Animal, indecent, shouting at all, etc etc...