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EACH NIGHT I PUT MY HEAD ON THE PILLOW..I TRY TO TELL MYSELF THAT I'M STRONG..BECAUSE I'VE GONE ONE MORE DAY WITHOUT YOU..SOMETIMES I JUST WISH I HADN'T MET YOU THEN PROBABLY THE PAIN WOULD'VE BEEN LESS.I WISH YOU DID NOT HAVE LEAVE ME WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST,I WISH I COULD TURN BACK TIME -THEN WE COULD BE HAPPY ONCE AGAIN..WE COULD ONCE AGAIN BE ZAYA AND NOT JUST ZAIN AND AALIYA...I WISH I COULD SAVE US FROM THIS CATASTROPHE..I WISH I HADN'T UTTERED THOSE WORDS...I WISH YOU KNEW HOW MUCH I AM HURTING.HOW MUCH IT PAIN I HAVE TO ENDURE EVERYDAY REMEMBERING THAT LIFE TOOK AWAY TWO PEOPLE WHO MATTERED TO ME THE MOST..CAN YOU HEAR ME AALIYA..CAN YOU FEEL THE PAIN I'M GOING THROUGH..THAT I'M SORRY FOR BREAKING MY PROMISES,THAT I COULD NEVER LIVE UPTO THEM..I'M SORRY FOR BREAKINH YOUR HEART..I HATE MYSELF AND NOT YOU.WHEN I SAY THAT I HATE YOU,ITS NOT THAT I REALLY DO,ITS BECAUSE I HATE MYSELF FOR LOSING YOU.YOU DESERVE BETTER..I'M NO GOOD..I AM LEAVING YOU,THROWING YOU OUT OF MY LIFE BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO TAKE YOU DOWN THE ABYSS OD DARKNESS ALONG WITH ME..I LOVE YOU MAMU KI BHANJI...I HOPE THAT YOU DO TOO..I HOPE THAT YOU REMEMBER ME..I'M SORRY FOR LOSING YOU,I REALLY AM...
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