I am not a writer nor willing to be...just a fan.This is something I wrote when Phoolan Thakur called off Poonam and Lakhan's Marriage. Please Bear with me.
Poonam was restless in her room.It was midnight but she was sleepless.Her mind was full of doubts and an unknown pain was dwelling in her heart.Phoolan Thakurs words,"Poonam is now nothing to Lakhan" were echoing in her mind.
Suddenly strong winds started blowing inside her room ,followed by sounds of thunder and heavy rains.She went towards windows for closing them but was taken aback seeing Lakhan Thakur.
Lakhan was sitting in his jeep ,constantly looking at Poonam's room window ...just to see a glimpse of her,he was all drenched in rain water...his heart missed the beat when he saw his Poonam - the reason for which he breathe.
Poonam stood still.She was looking into his eyes for the very first time, in their ten years of relationship, she never dared to see in his eyes...but today she dared...Tears were rolling down her cheeks..there were questions in her eyes which Lakhan could read ...Why our relationship broke ? Why am I,not yours?
Lakhan got down off his jeep,his eyes sticked to Poonam ,Their eyes which were longing for each others reflection was now filled with their love but rain drops were creating a veil ,then Lakhan realised something and took off his mobile from pocket and called her.Poonam answered his call, she said in hushed tone Hello , she was helplessly trying to collect all her strength to speak,she continued Hello Lakhan Thakur.
Lakhan replied,"Poonam ...You know I can't do romantic talks, I am not a person any girl would have dreamt as her Prince charming,You always feared me. I get angry and all my anger ...you have to bear...I wont say sorry because you never say sorry to Your own self,Bade Thakur told me to win your heart if I want to have you back...As per my perspective he is wrong,why should I try to win the thing I own,your heart is all mine and my heart ...my heart beats just for you, I know just one thing you are my soul...you are glimpse of light in darkness of my life...I can't live without you, I just can't...I...I...Poonam I love you "
Mobile felt from her hand,She was surprised to listen to these words which were unspoken between them . She could no longer refuse her heart...All these days after their marriage was called off she was missing Lakhan's presence ,while going to college she constantly kept looking back for a reason unknown to her but now she knew what was so much bothering her.She had all her answers.
She came out of her room and swiftly climbed down stairs.Rain drops were falling on her...her tears and water became one.She stood in front of Lakhan for a second,Lakhan was just looking at her with lots of love and pain in his eyes.She moved towards him like a river rushing to meet sea and she hugged him.Lakhan lifted her and took her in his arm.Poonam then whipered in his ears I was missing you,I was missing the feeling of being yours,you will never understand the reason of my fear,it was never because your anger lead to punishment...my fear was fear of losing you...but My heart has no fears or doubts now .I am for you and You are Just Mine. I love you too Lakhan Thakur,I have been yours and will be yours forever.A smile adorned their faces,Lakhan tightened his arms around her and said I always knew this but just wanted to hear it from you.They found their peace in each other arms.
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