for me both the parts are cherish-able, both very well written and very emotional, RaYa are going thru bad phases but am sure they will overcome this with their mutual love, but I must say the emotional side of their so called tussle are very well depicted by you, I loved it, both wanted each other badly but could not express and hurting themselves and seeing that both feel extremely helpless, is actually what's going on now in BALH...loved it Amber, do write such OS in near future, would love to read that