Unishaz was quick to res I guess...;)
Part 2 A..
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He walked to the window n stared at the night lights of high buildings. Ayesha also walked to him but standing behind him.She may be realize he wanted to open up today..And she was glad she make him do that so she can help him in anyway...
"You Do Love HER alot..Don't You.?"
Seaskedwhen he didn't said anything..He look at her sideways with a sad smile n she knew whats his answer.
But she was confused As to Why he is pushing her away.Pushing his love hurting both of them.??
Arjun was lost in his own thoughts...he was in deliema whether to embrace the opportunity to move ahead with a person he loves or should back out fr her safety..He knew there are many criminals out there who are waiting for a chance to hurt him by hurting his close ones.
Like the same happened in Roshni's case...A ruthless n evil criminal snatched his love frm him soo brutally that now he is scared to even get closer to anyone..
In the beginning He was so distraught n stressed when Sameer back out frm their beautiful friendship blaming him fr his wife's murder n break their relationship of trust, love n belief..After his dad abandoned him for being a police officer,Sameer was his first n then the bestest friend for life..who was more like a brother to him whom he can trust upon his life also..
Being in love n falling in love AGAIN was the last thing he ever thought after Roshni died..But its not in our hands to fall in love.It happens eventually..not with planning..Same was the case with Arjun.He fell in love again with a girl who is totally opposite to him..
And now after getting a second chance of love in life,he just couldn't think straight of what to do.He never ever will bare a harm on her bcoz of him..He never wanted too see her in pain..Her tears pained him deeply..He just can't lose his love for the second tyme.
Riya..!!A sweet bubbly Happy-go-lucky girl,always trying to make people around her to smile..
Sometymes childish yet so matured..Handle everything in office smoothly..Well she handle Him also..very smartly..
Best friends to chotu n Shree...Well their partner-in-crime..But serious in her work..The dedication n passion towards her job was remarkable..
Arjun himself didn't knew when he fell in love with this girl..May be he read out her feelings n thoughts abt him in her eyes...which speak volumes...He noticed the spark in her eyes when talking to him..She was like a fresh life in their office as well as in his life
But he was soo ignorant to accept these facts...May be bcoz of the guilt frm which hes suffering frm last few years.Guilt if not saving his love frm evil eyes if the world..The pain he had gone through all alone in these years was soo much to bear that he cannot think of having a heart break again by losing again his love...
That was other reason to become indifferent towards his own feelings n her..But the one reason to stay away frm her was that she didn't deserve him.or He thinks He don't deserve her.She deserve a much better person than him..A complete n full of life person who can keep her happy,not let tears in her eyes..Make her smile n be with her always forever.
His chain of thoughts broken by Ayesha who again asked the same thing.
"Bataiye na Sir..??Kiun ap ussy khudb se door ker rhy hain jab ap ussy itna pyaar kerty hain.??"
"I don't wanna lose my love again.."He said after a long silence..he looked at her who was confused a little..
He continued taking a deep sigh.
"Main janta hun is dunya main ek Sikandar nahi,bht sikandar hain,Jo meri jaan k dushman hain..Kuch saal pehly bhi meri wajah se meri Roshni,Meri Zindagi,mujhse cheen li gyi..sirf aur sirf meri wajah...
just bcoz she was connected to me,belongs to me.I am the reason that she'd gone away frm me soo far.
Main phr se ksi apny ko nahi kho skta."
She noticed his voice choked little..She clearly understood what he is trying to tell..
He is just scared to come closer to anyone just bcoz he thinks they can be hurt or harmed bcoz of him..But thats nott true..
He have to understand that people who loves him n who he loves can be his strenght not his weakness..
he continued"I love her soo much that I can't see her hurt just bcoz she will be connected with me"
""She don't deserve me..She deserves someone better...One who can keep her happy always..And be there for her always forever."
"Thats not acceptable Sir...Ap apny pyaar ko apni taaqat bnaiye kamzoori nahi...Ap is darr se agy nahi barh rhy to.yeh bht ghalat hai..Ap ek baar us ka hath thaam k to dekhiye..I know her well.wo apki taaqat bani gi kamzoori nahi..Ans she desreves someone who will keep her safe . happy..And being with you,being around you is what keeps her happy..Trust me."
Yess she was right n He also knew that but there was one thing more to it that..He can never ever forgot Roshni.He can't..He was his first love n his wife..They had spend a.beautiful tyme together..Roshni will be always in his heart n.haf o cccupied a special place in his heart..But Riya..She have an equal place in his heart..But loving Riya means decieving her by Loving Roshni too...
But he can't help it.Its his heart's feelings he felt about the two most important women in his life..
He seems to be in deep thinking Ayesha thought..She just keeps her hand on his shoulder.
"Just think about it Sir..And plzz give this a try.."..He looked at her nodded.
"And thanks soo much for sharing ur feelings n thoughts with me.."She smiled n walked back to the door giving him some tyme.He thought to rest his this matter and concentrate on the other important matter in his hand.But she stopped when she heard him.
"Meri thoughts n feelings to.tum ne sunn lin..Ab chaho to tum b kuch apni thoughts n feelings share ker skti ho.."
She eyed him with knitted brows..He smirked inwardly..He walked upto her crossed his arms over chest n looked straight in her eyes..
"You were missing him right..?"He asked her but rather it looked he just telling her..
"You like him don't you."
She was dunbstruck by the suddent change of event how the tables chnged..She started looking here n there trying.to think.of any escape.. "Ap...umm.App kis ki baat ker rhy hain Sir..??I dnt knw.."
"You clearly know about whom I am talking Ayesha...Main ne tm se itna kuch share kia..Tum bhi ker skti ho..I trusted you with such an important matter if my.life..You can also do this if you want to..."
Ayesha felt his genuinely concern tone...She moved to other side n take a deep breathe n replied
"I am not soo sure about this Sir.."She said confused to herself also..n making him confuse too..
"Not Sure..??What do you mean Ayesha..??
He said utterly surprised with her answer...
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To be continued...
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Edited by Pisces_Gurl - 11 years ago
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