I am Back!!!! Hope U all like it...This is not a happy os...Its painful,sad and of loss...I guess u guys like it...not proof-read...sorry for the mistakes.
~ Kal Ho Na Ho ~
It's tough to actually say goodbye, but sometimes it's impossible. You never really stop feeling the loss, it's what makes things so bittersweet. We leave little bits of ourselves behind, little reminders, a lifetime of memories, photos, trinkets' things to remember us by, even when we're gone.
sir...maine apna akhri mission poora kar liya...The words kept ringing in his mind. No. She can't leave him like this. But she had. Riya Mukherjee had left him never to come back. Everyone in the ETF was tryingto get over the fact that she was not here. She had left them. She was LOST. And the most affected by this was Arjun Rawte. Every single thing in the office reminded him of her. Rathore,Shree and Chotu could only show their sympathies towards Arjun.
He stormed into the office and made his way to his table. The other three looked at him,he seemed tensed.
"Riya!!! meri cutting chai lao!!!",he shouted only to get an eerie silence in response.It dawned to him later that she was not there. That unfateful day flashed in front of his mind
Zindagi mein koyi kabhi aaye na rabba
Aaye jo koyi toh phir jaaye na rabba
Dene ho gar mujhe baad mein aansoon
Toh pehele koyi hasaaye na rabba
FLASHBACK
They rushed her to the hospital as Arjun stayed beside her throughout. Chotu drove the car as fast as he could. Shree and Rathore were on Arjun's bike in front of the SUV clearing the traffic and making way.
"Riya...Riya apni aankhen Khuli rakho!! dnt close ur eyes damn it!!",He held her by the face and told her. His face dangerously close to hers. A fake smile cropped on her lips. She rose her hands to touch his face. Arjun tried to make out what she wanted to do. She carassed his face with her fingers. He closed his eyes and held her hand. He opened his mouth wanting to talk when she placed her finger on his lips signalling him that she wanted to speak.
"Arj-...Arjun Sir...Main...Aap..."
"Yeah Riya...main tumhe kuch hone nahi doonga...Han??" he cupped her face and consoled her.
"S...sir...mujhe jaana hoga..."
" No...Riya...no..pls apni aankhen khuli rakho!! For god's sake riya!!!"
She brought her face close to his and whispered into his ears...
"I...I Love U...Arjun" only to go unconsious.
A sudden feeling of happiness and contenment surged into him. She had called him 'Arjun' omitting the 'Sir' in his name. But then fate had other plans,He saw her as she fell unconscious and the fear of losing her overtook his happiness of having got her love. She was rushed into the hospital and taken to the OT... Arjun stood outside the OT for the whole three hours till Riya was inside. She loves me. she loves me. These were the only words that were runningthough his mind right now. He walked to and fro as he kept looking at that red bulb and waited for it to go off.
Rathore sensed Arjun's tension He had seen him change eversince Riya had entered his life.He placed a hand on his shoulder and gave him an all-is-gonna-be-alright look. But somewhere down their hearts both of them knew something was wrong. Something bad was going to happen.All the moments spent with Riya flashed in front of his mind.
The day Riya and Arjun had their first fight.
The day when he gave back her red clip.
The day when she was shot and he saved her.
The day when she shot a man at the point-blank to save his life.
The day when she cried on his shoulder for feeling guilty of killing someone.
The day she had put that coin into his shirt.
The day when she had made tea for him.
The day when she expressed her desire of becoming like him.
The day when she thanked him for making her a better officer.
kehte hain jab rishton par mausam ka rang chadta hai...
toh woh rishtey aur bhi mazboot ho jaathe hain... lekin kuch rishtey...
dabe pao aakar mausam par bhi apna rang chod jaathe hain...
haso...muskurao...aaj ke liye jiyo...
kya patha...
KAL HO NAA HO...
Every single moment flashed across his mind.She had brought the ray of light back into his life. She was the only person whom he felt comfortable with after Roshni.
The light went off and the doc came out with an expression that Arjun had not wanted to see.Rathore went to the doc and asked if everything was fine. The doc nodded his head in a negative. Rathore felt the world coming tumbling upon him. Shree and Chotu tried to console Rathorewhile Arjun stood rooted to his place.
Maine apna aakhri mission pura kar liya...
The words made their way into his mind. He immedietly stormed into the room wanting totalk to her. He entered the room and the sight infront of him sunk his heart. She lay there...numb...not knowing what was happening around her. Arjun moved closer to her. She lookedserene. A faint smile formed on her lips.A lone tear escaped Arjun's eyes.
Jaate jaate koyi meri khushiyon ko le gaya
Sooni sooni akhiyon ko gham, koyi de gaya
Aas jo lagaayi hai, aankh bhar aayi hai
Itna bhi koyi, sataaye na rabba
He sat beside her on the bed and carassed her hair.
"Riya...Utho na...please..Dekho..I am pleading to u..."
No response.
"Aye Riya...get up na...please..."
No response.
Dil lene waale pe zor nahin chalta
Pyaar ka ye sikka, kahin aur nahin chalta
Yaad teri aayi hai, tu harjaai hai
Itna bhi koyi tadpaaye na rabba
He heard the door open and saw Rathore,Shree and Chotu come in. He signalled to the three that Riya was not waking up with tears in his eyes. Shree's heart sank at Arjun's sight.
"Rawte...",Rathore placed a hand on his shoulder.
"Dekho na Sameer...Riya meri baath nahi maan rahi hai...Ask her to get up na!!",Arjun pleaded Rathore. Rathore knew he was hurt. He never called him by his name let alone when he was hurt. Rathore bent his head down in dismay.
"Ok...main khud kar loonga...Riya!! Get up!! Thats an order!!...",seeing that she was not responding...He remembered something.
Mujhse door raho Riya!!!He had spat at her.
"Riya!!! I know I had told u to stay away from me...but that doesnt mean u leave me alone like this...",His sobs were heart-wrenching.
"Alryt Riya...U want me to confess...alryt!!! I love u Riya...ab toh uth jao!!Please Riya..."
His cries went un-noticed by her. She was gone. Rathore came and stood beside.
"Arjun...We know u love her...Riya humesha Hamare saath rahegi Arjun...Patha Arjun...Riya humesha mujhse kehti thi ki...zindagi main kabhi sadness ko zyada math rehne dena...kya patha...KAL HO NA HO...Arjun...Tumhe Riya ke liye khush rehna padega Arjun..."
FLASHBACK ENDS
"Sir...aapki chai...",Shree placed a cup infront of him.
He drank his tea as tears ran down his eyes. He took out his wallet and looked at it..It had Riya's pic in it. He carassed the pic with his thumb and said...
"I love U Riya...And I Promise I...I'll be happy...Kya patha...KAL HO NA HO..."
Thats it...how was that?? crap...I know. But couldn't stop myself from posting this. I am ready for the chappals and tomatoes...đ
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Yash
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