Ok so first things first....I'm new to this forum and started watching anupamaa just a week ago because of Anuj
I have written this FF which is based on current plot where vanraaj humiliates anupama and Anuj in bhumi pujan and anupama leaves the place without informing anyone.
Later Anuj finds anupama,consoles her and meanwhile they also talk about their college days.
(Anupama still doesn't know that Anuj still loves her)
P.s-I'm writing after many years so please try ignoring all my errors
Also I have copied a few dialogues from my favourite short film so you may find similarities
SCENE 1
"Anupama...tum pagal ho gai ho kya.Waha ghar par sab itna pareshan ho rahe hai aur tum yaha aa kar baithi ho."
Anuj shouted on Anupama.
He never ever thought even in his wildest of dreams that a day like this will come when he will have to speak rudely with the lady he respects the most.
"Anuj aap jaiye yaha se....pleej muje akela chor dijiye abhi" anupama said without meeting his eyes
"Anupama are you out of your mind.Mai sapne me bhi nhi soch skta tha ki tum itna irresponsibly act kar skti ho....Waha ghar par bapu g ,devika,samar, Kinjal sab kitne pareshan ho rhe hai...kam se kam ek call to kar deti unhe" anuj said it all in a single breath.His eyes were teary as shouting on his anu was hurting him too.He wanted to slap himself for speaking like this to her but what else could he do,afterall he was angry....yes, for the first time ever he was really angry on Anupama...how could she leave without telling anyone....why doesn't she understand how precious she is to him....why does she wants to endure all the pain nd sufferings alone....can't she trust him for once to share her problems with him
"Haan hu mai out of mind...haan hu mai gairzimedaar....baa ki tarah aap ko bhi lagta hoga na ki mai kitni swarthi hu to haan hu mai swarthi....bas apne bare me sochti hu mai....peechle 25 saalo se bas apne bare me hi to socha hai mai ne" anupama broke down in tears.By now she was sobbing so hard that it was difficult for her even to complete her sentence.Her face was red and eyes were swollen out of crying.
Anuj could not take this anymore.He could not see his strong anupamaa broken like that.Her tears were acting as dagger for his heart.
"Anu....anu I'm...I'm so sorry..mera wo matlab nhi tha...mai...mai bas bahut pareshan ho gaya tha.Subah se tum ghar wapas nhi aayi thi aur mere man me ajeeb ajeeb se khayal aa rhe the...mai..mai bata nhi skta mai kitna dara hua tha...aisa lag rha tha kahi tumhe kuch ho...." Anuj paused as he had no courage to continue that sentence further.He tilted his head upward nd closed his eyes to prevent tears from rolling down his cheeks.
He continued "Anupama look... mai janta hu pooja me jo kuch bhi tamasha hua wo nhi hona chahiye tha par tum to janti ho na vanraj kaisa hai...infact peechle pacchees saal me tum se behtar kaun janta hai use...to fir kyu us ki baato se itna affected hona...just...just ignore him"
"Ignore??...ignore hi to karte aa rhi hu...ghar par baa k taane,Mr Shah k taane sab ignore kiya mai ne par aaj....aaj to unhone had hi paar kar di...wo...wo aap k baare me aisa kaise bol sakte hai..wo bhi aise sab k samne....are Jo bolna hai mujhe bolte par aap ki izzat ka aisa tamasha banane ki kya zaroorat thi...aree aap ne to humesa humari madad ki par Mr Shah ne aap k hi character par sawal..... chiiii....ghinn aati hai mujhe un ki aur baa ki choti soch se"
"What!!!Tum itni choti si baat ki wajah se ro rahi ho???aur mujhe laga ki baa ne tumhare bare me jo kuch bhi kaha us ki wajah se..."
"Baa k taane sunne ki to aadat si ho gai hai mujhe... un ki baato ka to ab koi asar bhi nahi hota mujh par...asal dukh to is baat ka hai ki in sab k chakkar me aap ki izzat.."
"Anu relax...mujhe in cheezo se koi fark nhi parta"
"I'm sorry Anuj....meri wajah se"
"Come on Anupama....kaisi baate kar rahi ho tum...is me tumhari kya galti hai"
"Galti meri ho na ho par wajah to mai hi hu na...mujhe lagta hai aap ko mere sath kaam nhi karna chahiye"
"Accha matlab tum chahti ho ki mai vanraj ki khokhli baato se dar jau...tumhare sath partnership tor k us ki saari baato ko sach sabit kar du"
"Anupama yaar jab hum ne kuch galat kiya hi nhi hai to hume darne ki kya zaroorat hai...my god knows ki mai ne kabhi tumhare bare me kuch bhi galat nhi socha... humesa sirf tumhari khushi chahi hai doesn't matter mai us khushi ka part hu ya nhi"
"Anuj aap ko mujhe safai dene ki zaroorat nhi hai....itne dino me itna to samajh hi gai hu mai aap ko...aree jis Insan ne nashe me bhi mere sath badtameezi nhi ki wo hosh me to kabhi mere sath kuch galat karne ki soch bhi nhi sakta"
"You believe me right??"
"Hmmm"
Anupama nodded
"Mere liye itna hi kaafi hai"
Scene 2 (IN THE CAR)
"Anupama don't worry mai ne mechanic ko call kar diya hai wo aadhe ghante me aa jaega...tab tak hume wait karna hoga" Anuj explained the situation to anupama
"Par Anuj itni raat ho gai hai ghar par sab pareshan honge"
"Nhi mai ne samar ko call kar k bata diya hai ki tum mujhe mil gai ho sahi salamat par meri car kharab ho gai hai to hume aane me late ho jaega"
"Anuj aap ko dhyan rakhna chahiye tha na"
Anupama said in a complaining tone
"Anupama calm down...mai kya karta...tum subah se mil nhi rahi thi mai kaafi worried tha to us chakkar me ek chota sa accident ho gaya aur shayad usi wajah se car ab kharab ho gai hai" Anuj defended himself making innocent faces like a child
"Kya !!!accident!!!...aap theek to hai na...kahi chot to..."
"Aree areee relax anupama...mai ne bola na chota sa accident tha...mai theek hu bilkul"
"I'm sorry Anuj meri wajah se.."
"Anupamaa...see...I know tumhare liye mai sirf ek business partner hu par mai tumhe apni dost manta hu...so Please tum ye baar baar sorry thanku mat bolo" saying this Anuj became sad as he realised that he means nothing to Anupama....she does not even consider him as her friend.He looked outside the window of his car to hide his emotions and pain.
"Kya Tumhe sach me college ka kuch bhi yaad nahi hai anupamaa?"Anuj finally spoke after a long silence.He kept his gaze outside the window because somehow he knew her answer
"Nahi Anuj" anupama spoke hesitantly after pausing for a few seconds "sach kahu to mai ne college me kabhi aap ko notice hi nhi kiya tha....meri duniya shuru se bahut choti thi.....Anuj aap please bura mat maniyega par mujhe sach me kuch yaad nhi...."
"Areeee areee it's ok anupama....aur mai bura kyu manunga....mai ne koi notice hone wala kaam kiya bhi to nhi tha" Anuj gave her a reassuring smile to relax her a bit
"Haan par aap ko to mai yaad thi to mujhe aap kyu nahi...yaha tak ki aap ko to mere pasandida candies bhi..."
"That's because tum mera pehla pyar thi mai tumhara nhi"
At this anupama was dumbstruck.She did not know what to say . Ofcourse she already knew this... devika told her many times that she was anuj's crush in college but it was for the first time that she heard this from his mouth.
There was an awkward silence between them for some time and both looked outside the windows of their respective sides to avoid facing each other
Anuj was deep in his thoughts.He did not know from where he got the courage to say this in front of anupama.Today after 26 years he finally told her how he felt in college.
"TUMHE PAA NA SAKE
YE MERI KHATA THI
PAR TUMHE KABHI BHULA NA SAKE
YE MERI WAFA HAI." Anuj recited the shayari or rather whispered the shayari to himself
"kuch kaha aap ne!!!"
"Nope... nothing important"
They both kept quiet for few more minutes when aupama finally broke the silence
"Anuj aap ne college me kabhi mujh se baat karne ki koshish kyu nhi ki....mera matlab hai ki mujhe chor kar sab jante the ki aap ka mujh par crush..."she did not complete her sentence
"Yaar...us age me...us time me yahi lagta tha ki agar hume koi pasand hai to use dekhte raho and she will understand...baat karne ki himmat kabhi thi nahi to bas dekhta rehta tha...wo to baad me samajh aaya ki it was kind of stupid of me...aur fir mere dost bhi bolte they mujhe ki cuteness me anupama teri infinity hai so 24 year old me always thought that you were beyond me...."
"Matlab aap sach me mujhe pasand karte the...aur mujhe lagta tha ki devika mazak karti thi college me mujhe cherne k liye"
"Kya Tumhe yaad hai humari pehli baar baat kab huyi thi!!!!....nahi yaad hoga.... to hua ye tha ki mai library jaa raha tha aur galti se doosre room me ghus gaya tha to tum ne mujhe peeche se aawaz de kar bola tha Anuj ye nahi aage wali room.....these were your exact words"
Anupama was taken aback.Is this man for real "aap ki memory to bahut acchi hai...ab samajh aaya aap itne safal business man kaise bane"
Anuj smiled and spoke further"You know us time bhut himmat kar k tumhara number manga tha devika se....tumhara landline number 066******* if you remember"
"Haan phone number to yaad rehta hai mujhe bhi"
"Aur roll number?"
"Kyaaa???"
"Haan... I'm talking about college ka roll number"
"Wo jo lamba sa!!!..ab ye mat boliyega ki aap ko wo bhi yaad hai"
"56*******"
Anupama was rendered speechles.
Who even remembers these small details about anyone.Infact she herself has forgotten her own children's roll number...how could he still remember her roll numbef by heart
"Theek hai bol lijiye confidently jo bhi bolna haj...waise bhi mai kaun sa check karungi jaa kar apna roll number"
"Jhooth nahi bolunga tum se Anupama"
They both looked at each other and smiled.There was complete silence for next few minutes untill anupama spoke again
"To mere college chor k jane k baad kab tak aap ko lagta raha ki humara kuch ho sakta hai"
"Ab mai sach bolunga to tumhe lagega mai filmy line maar raha hu "
"Wo to peechle aadhe ghante se lag raha hai"
Anuj smiled at this and was about to say something when mechanic arrived
"Sahab aap bahar aa jaiye mai aap ki car check kar leta hu"
"Haan ofcourse"Anuj nodded and came out of car
Mechanic was repairing the car meanwhile anupama was sitting in the car itself thinking about all that Anuj told her today.After a while anupama also came out of the car and went to anuj
"Bataya nhi aap ne Anuj...aap ko kab tak lagta tha ki humara...."
"Kabhi nahi... seriously....mujhe kabhi nahi lagta tha ki hum kabhi sath ho skte hai....I never thought I was worthy of you"Anuj gave a sad and forceful smile and answered.They both were looking into each other's eyes as if they were trying to read the hidden emotions in them.
"Sahab car theek ho gaya"the mechanic interrupted and bought them back to the real world
"Thank you so much....ye lijiye aap k paise"
Anuj handed the money to mechanic and he left the place
"Anu ab hume bhi chalna chahiye"
"Hmm" anpama nodded and sat in the car.
Anuj was about to start driving when she spoke again
"Anuj.....aap ek bahut acche insan hai....jis bhi larki se aap pyar karenge wo bhaut khush kismat hogi"
"DUA ME KAMI REH GAYI
YA ISHQ ME SHAYAD
TABHI MERI MOHABBAT KA
TUJHE EHSAAS TAK NA HUA"
"Ji aap ye paheliyo me kyu baat karte hai...seedha boliye na "
"Kaash...kaash ki mai tumhe bata pata ki aaj bhi mai tum se utna hi pyar karta hu jitna college me karta tha" Anuj thought
"Kya hua aap aise chup kyu ho gaye...kaha kho gae achanak...pakka man me sher o shayari soch rahe honge "
"Kuch nahi baba....chalo ghar chale"
"Anuj ek aur baat"
"Hmmm bolo"
"Mai aap ko sirf apna business partner nahi ek accha dost bhi manti hu"
"Sach me??...kahi tum ye mera dil rakhne k liye to nahi bol rahi ho???
"Jhooth nahi bolungi mai aap se Anuj...wo bhi itne saalo baad"
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