& now i have another question...I m going to India in 3 months...& he wants to meet me..But i dont really want too..coz it feels like i have gone thorugh a lot..have cried a lot for him when he never came onlne..& if i meet him i will suffer even more when i come back....I duno wat to dooo..PLEASE help me make a decision....I dont know wat to do..I really want to meet him...and @ the sametime i dont wnt to...& he is ready to come to B-bay from Delhi jst for mee...I dont know wat to do...PLEASEEE help me make a decision.....