Ingoring-Update page 22-feel like killing myslef ! - Page 10

as u guys know

that i found out he has facebook
beacuse he's friend told me and then when i went to facebook

to tallk to him cause i was so missing him badly

i know i should'nt of tallk to him

but i did tallk to him and he chated with me for a little while

we chat very nicley but then when i said iam in love with u and i told him i miss him so much

then he start to say to me that he does not care and then he got really mean and started to call me kid and he said to me that i dont understand what love is and he is like go away little kid (he think iam a kid so stupid)

but know yesterday he just changed his facebook name but he still has he photo of him in his profile

know he is prtending to be somone one else and when i tallk to him
he is like iam not that guy and keeps on saying go away

i think i lost him he does not want to tallk to me


it was a mistake tallking to him on facebook
but what can i do i missing him so badly these days and iam crying alot.

iam so duffer
why cant i forget him
iam so stupid

Originally posted by: divyachandresh

as u guys know

that i found out he has facebook
beacuse he's friend told me and then when i went to facebook

to tallk to him cause i was so missing him badly

i know i should'nt of tallk to him

but i did tallk to him and he chated with me for a little while

we chat very nicley but then when i said iam in love with u and i told him i miss him so much

then he start to say to me that he does not care and then he got really mean and started to call me kid and he said to me that i dont understand what love is and he is like go away little kid (he think iam a kid so stupid)

but know yesterday he just changed his facebook name but he still has he photo of him in his profile

know he is prtending to be somone one else and when i tallk to him
he is like iam not that guy and keeps on saying go away

i think i lost him he does not want to tallk to me


it was a mistake tallking to him on facebook
but what can i do i missing him so badly these days and iam crying alot.

iam so duffer
why cant i forget him
iam so stupid

Update - 26 janaury 2011

today at school he stared to stare at me again

but i kept on saying to myslef that i have to forget him

so then i am having great time in the afternoon

cause the whole grade 9 to grade 12 dont have classes

so me and my frinds went into the hallways by the table and me and my guy friend we were tallking and the guy i like was with his friends and he sat on the table and then he saw me tallking with other guy

he had a jeauolsy face on

what should i do

he says he does not like me but then he show all this kind of stuff
help me give advice

i think he is lying about he feelings

iam really confused

i am staring to hate him

but still miss him some times

u know what he said on facebook

he said we were nevr freinds

i staring to hate him
cause he does not under stand my feeling at all

...Alright so, i understand that you're having a hard time moving on [at least that's what you've said] but i'm gonna be honest here, you aren't even trying. If you haven't noticed already, you're the one making the first move, he's not. He doesn't even care. He's giving you mixed signals and it sucks. And you also keep saying you love him. How? How do you know that? You said you were 15, did you not? How can you be in love? So soon? When you have so many opportunities and things to do, you want to obsess over a guy that is ignoring you and chooses to hurt you over and over again than understanding you?

wellhe is nice

i do want to go out with him

but dont want my parents to find out

or they will send me to india