Chapter 10

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PART 10

THE PAIN

AT RM

Arnav barged in the house without speaking to anyone. He is really suffocating. Her name itself raises his anger. All the happiness and peace since few days vanished in to thin air. He just wana kick something or break whatever he get in his hand. He saw anjali walking towards him with a puja thali in her hand. But he didn't care. Damn he is so angry and his di started again with her puja stuff. He tried to breathe in and out to control himself. Anjali noticed him serious but didn't care as it was routine. She came forward to apply thilak but he moved back.

Anjali: bas chote. You can't do like that every time.

But it was un expecting for anjali. In a blink of an eye arnav threw the puja thali to the floor and yelled.

Arnav: why can't I do it? Mera marzi! I will do whatever I want!

With that he barged into his room shutting the door behind anjali. She can feel her baby scared too. But she knows her chote. He will never yell at her and show his anger due to office matters. But still she felt bad that he yelled at her. Actually she was in state of shock t her brother's act. Mami ji immediately brought water for her made sit on the couch.

Here, arnav was moving furiously in his room. He already threw the thali, broke the flower vase. But still his heart is itching. He couldn't control himself. He banged his fists on the wall. His hand was bleeding like hell but he didn't care. He sat on his recliner and tried to calm himself closing his eyes. Her face flashed in his mind. Her terrified look on her face, her sobs and hurtful eyes. Her tears'damn it! He threw his cell phone in anger. How could he hurt her? She didn't know anything. She was just trying to make a conversation with him and him? Ruined everything. He can very well imagine that she will never ever talk to him. Her hurtful eyes and terrified face can tell him. Even he hurt his di without knowing. How must she have felt? And everything happened cause of that b**ch. He was about to throw another vase. But he stopped seeing his di near the door. He can see even she cried. He stood numb with his head down.

Anjali limped towards him and grabbed his hand. She made him to sit on the bed and brought the first aid box. She cleaned his hand with the spirit. He hissed in pain. Instantly she blew air on his hurt to sooth his pain. He sat staring at his di. No matter how much he shout at her, she is always easy with him. Anjali can read his face. Defntly something had happened. She finally decided to break the silence.

Anjali: what happened chote?

Arnav bowed his head without rising. She can feel his hurt. She waited for him to reply

Arnav: I hurt her di. Anjali did not get what he is saying. Hurt whom? And her? Who is the girl? Her gaze was only on her chote waiting him to speak up. He swallowed the lump formed in his throat and replied

Arnav: kushi.

Anjali was startled. Kushi? How did they meet again? Why did he hurt her? Defntly he should have said something very wrong? But what made him so angry. Her mind was filled with many questions.

Anjali: kushi?

Arnav nodded still with his eyes down.

Arnav: haan di'kushi.

He took a deep breath and replied

Arnav: today Esther mother and kushi came to office. I told you naa that I wanted to help them. So they want to thank me. And I went to drop them back..

Anjali keenly listened to his every word along with his facial expressions. She waited for him to continue. But there's no response.

Anjali: you want them to drop, what happened after that.

Arnav: she asked about you, nani'

Anjali nodded and replied

Anjali: aur'?

The scene flashed in his mind'

"Kushi: aree haan. How's sheetal ji? I saw your pic in the news paper. You both look really great together"

Arnav's anger started raising its heights. Still he managed to control as he doesn't want to scare his di again. Anjali can notice his fist tightening. She pressed her palm assuring it will be okay

Arnav: she asked about'sheetal. He replied grinting his teeth in disgust.

Everything is cleared now. Anjali can understand very well what had happened later. Bechari kushi ji. But how did she know? What did chote do?

Anjali: this is so bad chote. You shouldn't have shouted at her.

Arnav nodded in agreement. He has done a very big mistake, causing tears in her almond beautiful eyes. How will he face her? He clutched his forehead. All his past flashing in his mind. He grabbed Anjali's palm tightly. Anjali was crying too seeing her chote inn pain.

Anjali: you need to get out of it chote..you..

Before she can complete her words arnav hugged her tight and silently shedding tears. Anjali hugged him back and caressed his hair. he broke apart after some time. Anjali composed herself and replied

Anjali: you have to apologies chote.

Arnav nodded but there's a doubt. How will he say? She may be hurt and not wanting to speak to him. How will he face her?

Arnav: but di'.will she is willing to talk to me?

Even anjali thought for time. Kushi ji is not rude; she is very kind and understanding. So we have to make a try at least once to speak to her. So she replied

Anjali: leave it chote. It doesn't matter she is willing or not. But we have to make a try right? You have to apologies. I'm sure kushi ji will understand. He nodded in agreement. He slept in Anjali's lap and she ran her fingers through his hair caressing them lovingly. He managed to whisper

Arnav: I'm sorry di'.he felt Anjali's fingers paused in his hair. He got up to see her. Even she was in tears too but she managed to give a weak smile. He embraced her again and whispered

Arnav: I'm sorry di'I'm sorry'I'm

Before he completed she shushed him. He became silent. He hurt his di. But she will always forgive him. He pulled back from the hug

Anjali: its okay chote. I know you didn't mean it'I understand'

Arnav smiled weakly and asked

Arnav: how can you forgive me that easily di? Anjali smiled and cupped his face and replied

Anjali: because I'm not only di but also mumma, papa everything for you. Arnav took her hand in his and replied..

Arnav: di, please don't ever leave me'like mumma did'I can't bear di, I can't survi'

Before he completed anjali drew him close and replied

Anjali: nothing will happen to me chote'I will never leave you. Arnav nodded his head in her lap. Anjali pulled back and wiped out his tears and replied

Anjali: acha chalo'go and tell sorry to kushi ji'arnav nodded thoughtfully and asked

Arnav: wont you come di?

Anjali knew that it's not easy for him to say sorry.

Anjali: but chote, you will always say naa that I will become tired if I go out. So I'm not going..

She said with her hands across her chest. Arnav made a baby face and asked

Arnav: for moral support di, please? Anjali's face broke into wide smile and replied

Anjali: I was kidding chote'I will come. Now you get ready

Saying that, she left the room calling hari prakash to clean up the mess. Arnav took his towel and stuff and headed towards the bathroom for a cold shower. He saw himself in the mirror while having shower. Images of her tears flashed again. He raised his hand in fury but stopped reminding Anjali's words. We will get nothing if we break things. he need to say sorry'he kept muttering say sorry. It's very hard task for him. But she needs to know the truth too. He took a deep sigh and said

Arnav: arnav Singh raizada'.you are gonna say sorry for the first time

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AT HOPE

Kushi ran fast to her room after his accusations. She ran and ran even without stopping to tinky's call and shut her door behind her. This is the first time someone spoke to her rashly, in fact hurt her. She felt horrible. She thought he is good. He is the first male person she ever interacted with. But she never knew that he can think so low of her. That she is using him and taking advantage. How can he think like that? He is the one who always try to make a conversation, look in to her eyes, speak all sweet and drop her at home even she resist. Did she say anything wrong? Well, it's her mistake to agree coming back in his car. She felt so bad. She decided not to speak to him ever again. She saw the marks of his fingers on her arms. The way he pinned her to the car, hurting her delicate arms flashed in her mind. She wiped her tears roughly and went for a cold shower. Her hair is still wet and she wore a dark cream with read thin border suit with full hands and cotton duppata. She made her hair into loose pony tail and headed downstairs. She saw tinky waiting near the stairs for her. Seeing kushi she jumped

Tinky: didi, where were you? Why didn't you listen to me?

Kushi gave a weak smile and left but tinky caught her duppata,

Tinky: what happened didi? Why do you seem upset? Kushi composed herself and smiled

Kushi: I'm fine tinky, I've some work. You go and play okay?