Chapter 43

After the latest outburst arnav have finally taken the decision to tie a sacred bond with his long lost love. A women who is reason of his survival. Marriage date is fixed as soon as arnav told everyone he want to get married soon without waiting anymore longer. Seeing his hurry anjali smiled and nodded. Happiness revolve all around and wedding preparation is on full swing. Khushi forgive her father after lot of heated arguments and next day she and jiya shifted into his mansion. All her dreams and wishes going to be fulfilled. She lost all her hope to get the person she ever loved madly. A midst disaster, they had found something so beautiful known as love.

She felt thousands of butterflies in her stomach thinking about her life after marriage. The exited of the wedding erased all her sorrows. She was nervous and pacing in her room to and fro, biting her nails. From past few days she is feeling awkward. The separation of sadness increase her desperation. She found it sweet and upon that there is something bothering her and she need to sort out.

Khushi: ''Arnav bring baraat soon..i m not used to seeing this much happiness..i m just really scared..''

Arnav: ''It just matter of 1 week..All will be well don't worry! Make prayer to your devimaiyya..anyways khushi gotta go I have important work to complete..love you..bye!''

Jiya: ''Mumma its papa call nah..tell him to take me back home.. I really miss him! Jiya jumped on the bed. Khushi smiled to hide her nervousness and bring her daughter on her lap and twitched her nose.

Khushi: ''Soon baby when we go this time it would be forever..first we need to get married na? Jiya blinked her eyelids two three times not getting anything.

Jiya: ''Mumma when papa call next let me talk to him..'' She kissed her forehead.

Khushi: ''You missed him?''

Jiya: ''He is my best papa in the world of-course I miss him..''

Khushi: ''Me too..'' She sighed sadly It was so hard for khushi to not think about him.

Jiya; ''No I miss my papa more. She chuckled seeing her jealous. Khushi keep herself busy to divert her mind but everything remind her of him. It was 7 days to go yet it feels like ages. After feeding jiya milk, khushi patted her off to sleep. Its strange arnav didn't rang her whole day. Picking her mobile, she rang him but his phone is unreachable.

Next morning, she woke up with heavy head. Her night passed cursing and thinking how to tell arnav about anjali.

''We are not married yet and he acting like he had enough of me..'' She pouted her face. Suddenly she got a message. She checked it exited but get disappointed seeing her friend message not him.

There was a knock on the door and anjali walked in. Jiya awake and hugged her bua and began blabbering with her. After a while longer she went to play outside while anjali joined khushi. Anjali is feeling a bit reluctant in speaking but she can't help it to open up.

Anjali(little whispering): Khushi please don't tell anything to chotte..I mean whatever happened is happen..i only want to see you and chotte together happy..'' There was a silence for a moment. Khushi was trying to convince herself though from bottom of her heart it wasn't right and she is not satisfied of hiding all this from arnav.

Khushi: ''How long you would hide from him? That shyam left no stone upturn to make your life hell and arnav deserve to know what you went through...You are two month pregnant di sooner everyone would know about your pregnancy..'' She look down to touch her unborn baby.

Anjali: ''This will never happen once you both get married I leave the city and never come back..'' She concluded.

Khushi(Taking her hand): ''No di..i won't let you do anything stupid..you will not go anywhere..let me talk to arnav first I m sure he would understand us..''

Anjali: ''Please khushi..don't spoil your happiness because of me it is worthless.. after so long you got your love..i have seen my chotte devastated state what he went through when you left him and now I won't let my shadow to overrule into your married life..he couldn't bear it.. I wish you have happy married life ahead..'' Her heart arched by selfless nature. Right now khushi was trapped between two person. There have been so many lies but today she would make it right. She wouldn't lie anymore longer. Even the dreadful incident wouldn' stop her this time.

Anjali had suffered enough of torture but now she would make everything alright. For di sake, she was hiding everything from arnav till yet but now its right time where everything come out in picture. Somehow she made herself responsible of what happened with anjali and this guilt was eating her from inside. Its getting unbearable for khushi to start her new life without clearing the truth.

Anjali: ''Khushi you are not telling him haina? Promise me?'' She keep her hand on her head but khushi refused to do that.

Khushi: ''And what about you..didn't you deserve happiness? Di trust me..nothing bad gonna happen?'' She shook her head in denial and khushi is trying an attempt to made her understand. Marriage is bonded with trust and belief and she can't cheat arnav neither let his sister to suffer anymore. Upon that it wasn't an easy way out and more difficult was to face arnav. She still remember the promise arnav taken from khushi to always protect his sister in his absence but she failed to do that. She sighed.

Khushi: ''Di I have decided..i can't hide from arnav anymore!''

Anjali: ''I beg you khushi don't tell anything to him..chotte cannot bare it..i don't want any differences between both of you..!'' she joined her hand in front of her and pleaded for mercy. Khushi feel really bad and hugged her tight to sooth her. She don't know how to bring her out of this problem.

Khushi(patting her hairs): ''Di humpe baraosa rakhiye hum kuch galat nahi hone denge..us darimde ko hum kadi se kadi saja dilayenge jinhone apki zindagi barbaad ki hain. (Di have faith in me..i will not let anything bad happen..he have to pay for making your life hell..'' She keep assuring her. After managing to console her, anjali left her and khushi made a call to him but his phone was unreachable.

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Next day, khushi didn't stay at home. She went to confont arnav but he was not at home. To her surprise she found anjali miserable state kneading on the floor, hugging her knees. Khushi's eyes filled with terror seeing knife in her hand. She was clutching it so tight that blood flowing from her palm and it went closer to her pulse. She hurridely ran toward her and snatched knife out of her clutches before she harm herself. Fear in her eyes turn into anger. She thank her devimaiya for bring her up on time. Khushi hugged her so that it would erase some of her pain.

Khushi: Have you gone mad..what you trying to do? She parted to look at her but anjali didn't raise her head. She keep looking at the same spot of floor.

Khushi(Cupping her face): ''Why you punishing yourself..do you think by killing yourself all matter get solved? Anjali look back tearfully.

Anjali: ''So what would I do..i m fed up with everything...that rakshas again started blackmailing me.. many times he tried to kill my unborn and now when he get to knew, you and arnav becoming one he goading me to stop this marriage otherwise he upload that mms in internet which is the reason of my destruction..'' Khushi never thought he could stood so low. Anjali closed her eyes and curse that night when she went to meet shyam.

Flashback*

The night after shyam and arnav huge fight, arnav went missing. Anjali was very worried about his whereabouts. She began making calls to all his friends possible but no one knew about him. Even Khushi's phone is out of reach. The moment shyam heard anjali is searching arnav, he grabbed this opportunity very well and threthen her to come to his place saying he abandoned arnav.

Anjali don't know what she could do. She tried all possible ways to find arnav. No-one there from whom she could seek any help. She cannot go to police as shyam worn her already. Without thinking anything she went to his house where he was partying with few cheeks. She felt disgusted by the sight of him. Shyam who was having drinks in his hand, grin devishly seeing her in front of his eyes. He was surprised to see her at this time of hour. He send everyone out of his house and came close to her.

Shyam: ''Finally finally..my wait is over!'' Anjali look at him angrily. Anxiously she was scanning her eyes.

Anjali: ''Where is arnav? Answer me!'' she roared

Shyam: ''You want to meet him?'' She nodded hopelessly. ''Then drink it..'' He passed drink near her mouth but she furiously threw it away.

Anjali: ''Don't try to act smart..where is my chotte!'' He clenched his fist seeing her attitude and forcefully made her gulp several shots one by one making her helpless. Her throat was burning like hell. Tears rolled down her cheeks while he was roaming his hand all over her body. Unable to bear it anymore, she pushed him away and slapped him hard. She ran to make her way out but he immediately held her from behind.

''Leave me you monster!!''

''That day your lovely brother saved your dignity but today no one can safe you.. i would make you mine and as much as i want..'' He laughed and dragged her inside his room. She blink her eyes two three times before she loose her conscious due to alcohol effect.

Next morning, she woke up holding her head. It was too late to comprehend what had happened with her. She was laying naked and her clothes was lying scattered on the floor. Shyam was leaning beside her with his hand gripping her waist. She cried unable to believe her own eyes. She carefully managed to come her out of his clutches and instantly dashed out.

But this is not the end of her sorrow. Shyam had made MMS of her and he started blackmailing her. After arnav's dead, his threatening call began increasing and then he target khushi to grab anjali. He had only one wish to destroy the two most important women of arnav's life, who send him to jail. His heart get solace that day when he made a deal with khushi to safeguard anjali. He already knew arnav is alive and about his weakess. However, he made a plan and goaded khushi saying he will only accept anjali if she would also marry leaving behind all the memories of arnav.

Khushi cannot let anyone to disgrace anjali in society. To fulfill arnav's promise, she put stone in her heart and agreed to marry who is none other than Jatin kapoor who enact to be clean and honest. That time khushi have no one whom she could trust other than jatin. He saved her baby from abortion and it develop soft corner in her mind. He became her savior and many incident occurred where he protect her from all humiliation of society. Unaware of his own intentions she asked jatin to marry her to fulfill shyam demand.

*Flashback end*

Tears was unstoppably flooding from her cheeks. She was cursing that day when I taken the decision of marrying that monster..To save her dignity, khushi unwillingly get compelled to married jatin..so many lives get affected by her one wrong move..she was living in delusion and thought her love and care will change shyam awful mind but he became more cruel as the day passed..'' She closed her eyes to block those memories out of her mind and not wanted to remember his cruelty which she suffered staying with him in a roof. But not anymore, enough is enough!

Khushi felt terrible seeing her misery. Arnav would indeed get shattered but it is now very important for him to know everything. Khushi turned around and saw anjali sobbing. She couldn't see her in pain.

Khushi: ''Di please don't cry..i will do something..i will call jatin..he will help us..''

Anjali: ''No khushi..don't do that..You don't worry I will handle that shyam manohar jha..i know how to handle him..'' She gave water to her, and hugged her to sooth her, while thinking about her way out.

After some time anjali got a call from shyam. Her eyes splitting fire and she aggressively wiped tears from her eyes. From now she won't waste her tears for such a bas***. She have decided to made herself strong and face the situation without affecting her chotte's life.

Shyam: ''So my janemaan what you have decide? Do you want your hot MMS to leak out or you calling off your brother's wedding..choice is yours babes..well I know you would do what I m instructing after-all I m your pati parmeshwar and you are my slave...He laughed meekly. Anjali clenched her jaws to suppress her pain. Anyways its been long I didn't sleep with you..come home soon..''

Anjali: ''Just shut up..i m going to do anything what you have said..did you understood..''

Shyam: ''What?'' He scrubbed his ears like he hear something wrong. He frowned.

Anjali: ''You heard it right..Have some shame I m your wife not any prostitute where you can use me anytime and threw me like useless stuff and about my brother, For the sake of his reputation and honor, I keep quiet and never tell him what you did with me but now I don't care about my modesty...you want to put that MMS into internet..do it as you wish..my brother happiness was beyond everything..i won't let your bad deeds to inflict on him and if you create any problem in his wedding I swear I won't hesitate to kill you...'' Her voice was sharp like a venom coming out.

Shyam: ''Hold your tongue..don't you knew what I m capable to do..'' She smiled coyly.

Anjali: ''Mr shyam manohar jha..your useless blackmailing won't affect me anymore..i have bear enough of your torture but not anymore..i hate you..you have turned my life upside down you have shattered my all dreams and ruined me..i don't wish to see you again..this marriage is over!! She splitted out and put the phone down. Those words are acid to me. Furiously he threw the glass on the floor and banged his hand on the table.

******

''Arnav..'' Khushi reluctantly reached his cabin. He get pleased seeing her and smiled.

Arnav: ''So my beautiful fiancee missed me so much that she can't hold back herself meeting me.'' He gave her loopside smirk.

Khushi: ''No..i..I was..'' He placed his finger and stopped her speaking further. Shutting the door from behind, he made a call to not allowing anyone inside and approaches her. Within a second she landed into his raw arms.

Khushi: ''Arnav..I..I..want..to talk with you som.e..th.in.g...'' She had painful expression on her face and arnav was oblivious of that fact what is wanted to speak. He placed few feathery kisses on her jawline. She was fighting for herself, don't know how to tell him that truth.

Arnav: ''I know..even I too missed you..'' She tried restraining and he looked her intensely.

Khushi: ''Arnav..woh..anj..''He placed a hot wet kiss on the back of her neck making her go completely numb. Using his fingers he seductively touched her lips. Looking back into her eyes confused, he saw her stiffened and he lifted his head to observe her expression.

Arnav: ''Khushi? What happened? You okay?''

Khuhsi: ''Woh di..'' She have been interrupted by his phone call. She ran a frustrated hand through her hairs.

Arnav: ''What? Okay fine..'' Putting the phone down, he looked back at khushi with tension engulfing him.

''Khushi I need to seal an important deal in Europe..could be 4-5 days probably a week..'' She looked back in disbelief.

Khushi: ''5 days!! Then what about our marriage..?'' She can't believe he is saying to leave her once again during her marriage period.

Arnav: ''Don't worry I talk with aman..he will handle all arrangement..''

Khushi: ''No arnav please don't go..how I'm cope up without you..'' He hugged her closer to calm her. He was aware what is going on in her mind. She closed her eyes to hide her emotions. The flashes of that night when he met with an accident on their marriage day flashes her. The fear of loosing her chill her spine.

''You again going to leave me..'' she pushed him away angrily. He lovingly touched her face.

Arnav: ''No khushi its not like that..if its not important do you think I will go leaving you? Nothing happen to me..don't worry..'' he tried to make her understand but she is in no term to hear a single word.

Khushi: ''You are not going anywhere..that's final..'' Her voice was cracking.

Arnav: ''Khushi, listen..'' He tried to calm her but she didn't even listen to him.

Khushi(with a stern tone): ''So it is your final decision?'' He nodded and she left the place without waiting anymore longer. Arnav followed her but she was too infuriated to listen and ran out. Khushi went to her room and sank on her bed. She was lost in her thoughts when someone hugged from behind. The grip was familiar and it belonged to none other than her devil raizada.

''Arnav just go away..I'm in a mood to talk with you..'' She curtly shouted and pushed him away and turned her face away because she wasn't going to grant him that. Smiling he touched her hand and kissed it. She shoved her hand off angrilu. Scanning her with his eyes, he stood behind her. She had her back on him.

Arnav(caressing her): ''Khushi?'' He sound upset yet determined to put things right.

Khushi: ''You may not care of the people about your life but I think you do care about the lives of the people whom you love..'' Her voice get paler. He hugged her back and brought her closer to snuggled her but khushi pushed her hand and left the bed.

''Why you are here?'' She yelled.

Arnav: ''Where else would I go?'' He intently replied. Even his gentleness anger her. It was difficult to contain everything within her. How could he think going Europe leaving her in such stage.

''Why you are reacting like that..?'' He snapped.

Khushi: ''So how should I react? How I m supposed to react..'' She pushed on his chest but his firm grip didn't leave her. I hate you arnav!

Arnav: ''You are welcome to hate me..'' there is pain in his voice.

Khushi: ''Yes you are right I hate you..i hate you..i hate you Arnav singh raizada. She lost all the remaining sanity and hitting his chest frustrated. Tears welled her face but she didn't stop. Before she could continue, arnav slammed his lips with her.

To be continued!!

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