Chapter 32

Everything is so blissful and sweet in our tiny fairy world by savoring his love. I cross every limit and break every boundary in our relationship I felt I am alive all again. Entire earth became beautiful and memorable by getting love by him. Life is not good that this I felt at that moment giving my breathe..my soul..my body.my love..my everything to a man who is my world...prince of my heart. His promises, his touch, his warmth were so special and ethereal that it always bind me in his passion and never let me go off from his bestowed memories. He made me feel in heaven. His one gentle care gave chilled my heart that I forgot everything and remember only one thing and that is him and it goaded to committed the sweetest sin, I always cherish. These 15 days I spend with him, away from the outside world was the most wonderful days I ever imagine and again make me crave me for his madness. All those forbidden feeling that I buried in my heart since three years again brought me back to the same place when we started our journey of love...i am madly, deeply, intensely in love with the man, my arnav who is the first man who touch me and would be the last till eternity. He completed me in every senses and make me crave for him more and more. A content smile apear on my lips whenever I remember his words that made me feel I am his princess. ''You are mine- only mine''.

I have a heart that is mine but beats for you, live for you, breathe for you because this heart is no longer in my control. I touch myself and still feel his sensuous scent in every fiber of my body. This heart of mine loves you and only you. Its hurts by seeing you hurts. Its hurts more when you feel pain, its hurts when you go away. Your longing only torment me..i love you arnav please come back to your khushi..i can't live without you.

Khushi monologue

Her eyes fluttered open and she instantly hugged herself seeing herself in the haunted room and look around horrified. 'I lost him..i lost him''. Tears burned her cheeks brutally when reality come face to face and a glint of spark turned into deepest wound.

Was it my imagination or desire of my subconscious? Her mind questioned and she recalled how jatin took arnav away from her and put him behind the bar. She stare at the ceiling blanking without any emotion like no soul left within. Her heart sank remembering the last time she saw him when her husband handed him to policeman by calling herself his keep. How can he do this to arnav when he haven't did anything..how can he humiliate me in front of everyone? She is feeling disgusting my his words. On one side she got a man, the father of her child who love her madly and other side her husband who gave name to her daughter, love her daughter unconditionally without expecting anything in return. When circumstances betray her, he supported her and always respect her feelings, never claim his right or force her in anything ever then what happen so suddenly that he is behaving like that and locked her in the store room. His furious nature made her confuse like hell as she never seen him loosing his sanity and calmness. She never seen him this much angry till date.

She admit no husband bear his wife kissing another man in front of her might be that's the reason he reacted like that but she is helpless, arnav's love drugged her veins to such an extend that it is impossible for her to forget him. She made an assumption and try to understand his perception unknown to his real intention that is going to be worst blunder for her in near future. She still have a hope he would come and take her out from this scary room where darkness revolve everywhere but it didn't happen. Nearly two days passed and she is still sitting in same position...in the same place.

She feel hungry and weaken but no one there for her help.Her condition getting distraught and vulnerable. The moment came when jatin make an entry but his expression literally shocked her. He is behaving like nothing had happen. She shout, scream, plead not to punish arnav and take him out but he never listen rather showed his devilishness by raising his hand upon her. She gasped and only one word escaped from her mouth, 'arnav'' ''arnav''! He flinched hearing the name whom he hate mostly.

Jatin: ''No khushi, dare to take anyone name from now you only think about me and utter only mine from your delicious mouth..!'' She shivered seeing rage in his eyes and he walked off leaving behind confused and devastated khushi. Her tears were not stopping from his harsh behavior.

Khushi: ''Arnav please come back and take me away from this hell..i need you..i need you!!''

Khushi!!!!!!!!!!!! He got up in the jerk and look himself behind the four walls of jail. Banging the floor furiously, he got up feeling restless and began advancing here and there urgently.

''Don't know how was my Khushi and jiya..in what condition they could be''. Anger rose upon him thinking about jatin. If he dare to gave a single scar on them he would kill him with his bare hands. The flashes of her painful came before his eyes.

Arnav: Khushi tum darna mat, himmat mat harna main jald ayungi tumhe lene aur is baar hamesha hamesha ke liye. (Khushi don't be scared...have faith on me, I will come soon to take you away and this time once and forever.)

Khushi: Arnav, I am sorry because of me, you are suffering and going through so much. She began weeping terribly with cracking voice.

Arnav: ''Shh no don't crying...you have no fault stop cursing yourself just remember one thing no matter what, I always love you and only you. '' She smile broadly. They needed each other just like everyone need oxygen to breathe- He is the prime element of her existence, her arnav and vice versa.

She is no longer scared by feeling so close to heart. His soothing words gave her immense strength and devine power to fight for her love.

[DONT BE CONFUSED, ITS THEIR TELEPATHY CONVERSATION. ARNAV IS STILL IN JAIL AND KHUSHI IN KAPOOR MANSION AWAY FROM EACH OTHER]

Arnav: ''I have to get rid off this place sooner and save them from that creep as early as possible before he played any other filthy game..he did a biggest mistake and have no idea with whom he is messing this time!'' Jatin have put false charges of attempting rape and kidnapping on him. It boiled him terribly thinking how he disgrace khushi .

In the meanwhile, lavanya left no stone upturn to bring him out but nothing able to do anything. She feel guilty and ask forgiveness for her behavior. Later-wards she came to know about her brother deeds from arnav. She get highly shocked knowing his brother evilness. He is the sole reason of their separation and how when he tried to kill viji. He reveal everything from starting till end about khushi and his relationship. Moreover,lavanya informed him how her brother forcefully brought khushi in kapoor mansion without her will and prove her characterless in front of everyone and they locked her in store-room as punishment.

''Dammit how dare he...I kill him you bloody monster''. He need to get out from this place then only one person can now helped him to prove innocent. His eyes popped out in a sudden and a wide grin appear on his lips.

Darkness overpowered in every corner of the room but probably she is no more scare of anyone. She closed her eyes and remember him with deep from her heart. Her inner voice is telling her jatin is planning something very dangerous. Slowly and steadily his real face coming out of blur but have no idea what he is planning to do.

Did he really hurt my jiya? How is she..how is my baby? She kept ranting in her mind and shaking from inside fearfully. May be he was planning to kill her, to torture her or revenging her for loving his sister's fiancee as she know how much he loved his family his sister. But other voice still have a ray of hope he would understand her and never stoop so low. He is so humble and gentle guy. She was so much focused on arguing herself that didn't realized someone entered inside and was standing beside her. Khushi was laying lifelessly on the hard floor and was weeping badly staring at something deeply when she felt someone tapped her shoulder. Without looking at the face she can recognize by the touch who it could be. Her eyes's lit up by seeing her daughter face and hurriedly embraced her in her arms. Observing her mother worsen condition, jiya cannot hold back and burst into tears uncontrollably jumping on her mother lap.

Jiya: ''Mumma, what you made yourself...you are looking so weak and pale''. She nuzzled in her neck and started sobbing loudly. Khushi began patting her back and swing her in her arms to calm her down but she is not ready to stop. She showered her face with her soothing kisses to pacify her.

Khushi: ''My Bachha is a good girl..mumma is absolutely fine, see..'' Jiya looked on unconvinced and touch her mumma pale face in her small palm.

Jiya: ''You cannot lie mumma, I can see it in your eyes, I knew you are sad and the reason of your sorrow, you missing my real papa haina? She widen her eyes in surprise and grovelling in thoughts how she know about her biological father.

Jiya: ''Don't look at me like a ghost..i know everything since starting but remain silent and expected you would not hide such a biggest truth''. She gulped down and looked away. Jiya cupped her cheeks and made her look at her. 'I am not a fool, mumma to call anyone my papa..we have so much similarity, his eyes are dicto like me...his anger and his smile make me confused how can he be like me. Initially I thought he is mimicking and pretending just to irritate me like my other school friends but later I realize his real identity ..i always feel secure and protected and like spending time with him like the way I felt for you that's why I started naming him papa other than uncle and papa told me you got jealous of me whenever he came to meet me in hospital and then my all doubts get cleared''. Khushi look down in embarrassment. She was so stupid and dumb, get jealous of her own daughter and even arnav not leave a change to tease her. Jiya pouted by her mother insecurity and in next moment khushi hugged her delightfully.

Khushi: ''Bachha i am so sorry''. She apologize holding her ears. ''You are right, he is your real papa''. Jiya whimpered in happiness and sooner jerked her away getting fumed remembering how she hide about her real father.

Jiya: ''Shut up..shut up.. shut up'' She charged. ''Don't talk with me..why you hide such a biggest truth from me''. She began getting angrily by shooting daggers at her. Khushi get tongue tied. She bite her lips nervously and muttered herself to save herself from mini asr wrath.

Jiya: ''Mumma that jatin pa..no that evil uncle is very bad''. She chuckled by her naming sense. Even in such drastic situation she won't let her down showing her cute antics. 'I thought he love us, I was so wrong in judging him..i hate him, he made you cry..He made my mumma cry..i kill him for hurting my mumma, papa.'' She frowned flare her small nose.

Khushi: ''Baby, mumma is absolutely fine, god promise'' she try pacify her in a baby voice and wipe the thickened tears from her chubby cheeks. She was continuously sobbing rubbing her red nose.

Jiya: ''Mumma you are very careless, never take care of yourself, I know your tummy is empty so I brought your favorite aloo paratha, its so delicious and yummy''. She spoke affectionately that bring smile on her face. Jiya dipped paratha on the curd and extended her hand toward her mouth to make her eat but she moved away.

Khushi: ''Hame bhuk nahi hain''(I am not hungry) She tried to feed one morsel but khushi moved away with her back facing her. She get furious and again swing in her arms.

Jiya: ''I don't want to listen any excuses do you got that...eat it right now!!'' She commanded in a stern voice. Khushi was taken aback by her sudden anger. She pouted and shook her head but by seeing her naughty daughter stubbornness, arnav face flashed her eyes seeing the carbon copy of their daughter. Cupping her cheeks she started eating and more tears flushed her face while jiya carelessly her face adorably. She is feeling vulnerable wondering in which condition arnav's would be in. Did he eat anything? She don't feel to have anything but if she stay hungry, jiya also starve so unwillingly she agreed and have few lonesome amount for her sake. Seeing so much love and care for her mother, more tears rolled from her eyes. Sooner her eyes get widen seeing jiya's burned palm. Jiya hurriedly pulled her hand and carried behind her back. Her heartbeat stopped seeing the brown spots on her soft palm. Her heart feels immense pain and she began kissing her wounds continuously comprehending how they are punishing a small innocent soul because of her. That when door flew open and a sharp voice scared jiya. She hurriedly hide herself behind her mother. A unknown fear visible in her eyes.

Jiya: ''Mumma''! she clutches khushi closer intensely and began started crying loudly.

Jatin: Jiya!!!!! He yelled on top of his voice that jerked her up. Khushi clutches her tightly in her arms. He came near her and pull her away from khushi.

Jatin: ''What are you doing here...answer me??'' Jiya snapped back by his scream and began trembling in fear. ''I told you to stay away from my wife, can't you understand...get lost!!'' Khushi get shocked seeing this side of jatin. First time she is observing him shouting at her daughter when he always been the one who shower so much love and care for her even more than her. Jatin never made her realize he is not her biological father and always stood against dadi whenever she abuse her but his sudden changed behavior was undigested for her. His rage and jiya's scary face made her wondered. ''Something is definitely bothering her else she never hide anything from me. Why jiya is fearing him? Did he burned her hand?'' She can't believe her eyes. All evidence are reflecting against jatin and it bothering her why he got so changed suddenly.

Jiya: ''Evil uncle.. please, I want to stay along with my mumma for sometime'' In a cold voice. He grabbed her palm listening her words making her winced in pain as he is holding her burnt portion. Jiya bite his hand and again crashed in khushi's arms and gripped her possessively. He raised his hand to slapped her when khushi stopped him by shoving him off from hurting her daughter. She began getting angry and frowned by his behavior.

Khushi: ''Jatin, what's wrong with you..why you shouting at her..look at her she get so scared''. She scooped her in her arms and try to calm her down.

Jatin: ''I don't give damn to her''. He turned toward jiya and commanded to leave the room but by getting no movement from her side, he get furious and pulled her away from khushi. She looses her balance by his push and fell down hurting her elbows and back of hand. Seeing her bleed, khushi heart swell harshly like someone twisted knife in her heart.

Khushi: ''How can you hurt my baby...I beg you jatin, she is small innocent kid don't do this, hurt me as much you want but please spare her''. Jiya was looking at him with scary eyes and began throwing her arms to went near khushi but he grip her tightly and pushed her out of the room.

Khushi: Jatin!!!!!!!!!!! She yelled narrowing her eyes. Her anger was left no boundry. ''How can he manhandle her?'' It is something she never imagine in her wildest dream and finally she made up her mind what she had to do to get away from all these mishaps.

Khushi: ''I want divorce!!'' He smirked raised his eyebrow and pulled her toward him and she began retaliated feeling uncomfortable by his gaze.

Jatin: ''Of-course khushi, is that happen you asked me something I not given you''. Her lips curved into broad smile. 'But this time I want something-else in return''. Her smile suddenly faded and waited for him to continue. He lean forward and whispered something in her ears. Anger rose upon her and her blood boiled. She arched few steps behind cannot able to digest what she had just heard.

Khushi(Grabbing his collar): ''How dare you jatin..how can you ask something like that..i love him. He laughed mocking her.

Jatin: ''I gave you one day to think. Your one wrong decision can cost someone life, a someone that is so dear to you and I am sure you won't let me down and gave me positive response in return. She was burning in anger. ''Oh come on khushi, don't look at me like an alien...its not a big deal for you when you already...''. She eyed him with uttermost disgust and shook her head in denial.

Khushi: ''You are sick jatin..bloody sick.''He grinned devilishly

You have no other option other than that, so obediently do what i am saying else get ready to bear consequence. Tomorrow's breaking news, ''Arnav singh raizada died in the encounter''. She gulped painful lumped and began shivering.

He paused for a while and continued,'' After his death, i would divorce you and kill your sinful illegitimate child jiya.''

Enough!!!!!!! He felt a sharp pain and then realize she hit him right on his face . Blood ooze from the corner of his mouth. He arched back a little by her hard punch and look at the blood strain narrowing his eyes.

''Not bad..my wife is so strong that she can raise hand on her own husband but you did a biggest mistake, till now i maintain my sanity but your one wrong move worsen the situation and now i won't gave you time to think.'' he spoke grabbing her neck and suddenly pulled her away by seeing her suffocating in breathing.

''Get ready for payback..sweetheart!'' He smile bitterly.

To be continued!!

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