Chapter 42

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Disclaimer: all characters, situations and names used in the story are fictional.any similarity is purely by coincidence!

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Part 25B:

Present...Sakshi walked to him and placed her hand on his shoulders, "Arjun...I know I hurt you...but I do have a reason"

Arjun pushed her hand off and cornered her in a calmer tone, "Why did you do this to me Sakshi?"

She shivered even at the calmness that reflected his anger...her silence and her innocent face mellowed him a little...His palm automatically went to cup her soft cheeks...At his gentle touch, she almost melted and closed her eyes cherishing it into her...

Heere moti main na chaahoon
main toh chaahoon, sangam tera
main toh teri...saiyyan
tu hai mera ...
...saiyyan ...saiyyan

tu jo chhoo le pyaar se
aaraam se mar jaaoon
aaja chanda bahoo mein
tujh mein hi gum ho jaaoon main
tere naam mein kho jaaoon
saiyyan ... saiyyan

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He could see that he was mellowing down to her which his logical mind didn't want...He had to know the reason for her going away...He had to know what brought her this far...he wanted to know what was so compelling enough to make her leave him in utter dismay, pain and loneliness...What did he do to get this punishment?

His soft gentle touch hardened and she could feel the tension building up...she opened her eyes and saw his cold eyes scorching her...she would burn down under the heat of it...and the questions in his eyes were evident...The essence of all of it was just one...WHY? Why did she do it?

She tried to speak, "Arjun...main tumhe..."

He didn't allow her to complete that...It was as if whatever she tells him or justifies, it wouldn't suffice or compensate the pain he had gone through...He just tightened the hold on her arms and crushed her so harshly that it hurt and tears welled up in her eyes...He growled, "main kya Sakshi? Maine tumse kaha tha ke ab tumaare saare khel khatam karlo and don't you ever play with me...phir bhi tumne mujhe betray kiya...aise hi bina kuch kahe chali gayi...agar jaana hi tha phir paas kyun aayi??...You can never imagine how you hurt me Sakshi...You left me in a fire which almost burned me down to ashes...harr baar aisa kyun karthi ho tum?...[he took a deep breath as he fumed in silence and then added]...ab toh mujhe tumaare pyar pe bhi shaq hai! [He smirked and like a taunt, he enquired] kahi aisa toh nahi ke tumhe koyi aur mil gaya jisse milne tum yahaan...

That was the maximum that Sakshi could bear...and he knew the inside out of her...He knew that only such an instigation or an insult to her love for him would bring the real reasons out of the little devil who stood before him in silence... else she would only try to cajole him and convince him with false reasons...Yes she was a little devil who was brilliant enough to play and win such games and unfortunately, he had fallen in love with her hopelessly...

As he expected, she screamed back pressing her palm against her own ears...his insulting words and that too taunts about her love for him was beyond what she could tolerate...her heart just burst out in response to him, "Enough Mr Arjun Rawte...stop it...[both stood in silence as he tried to understand her outburst and she tried to gather herself up and control her anger as much as possible...She spoke up in a mellowed down voice] mere liye yeh pyar aur tum meri apni life se badhkar hai...isiliye...isi wajeh se main yahaan tak aayi hoom...apne pyar ko chodke, tumhe chodke...apne sab kuch dhaav pe lagaake yahaan kadhi hoom...samjhe tum?"

mere din khushi se jhoome, gaaye raatein
pal pal mujhe dubaaye jaate jaate
tujhe jeet jeet haaroon
yeh praan praan varoon
hay aise main nihaaroon
teri aarti utaaroon
tere naam se jude hai saare naate
saiyyan ... saiyyan

banke maala prem ki, tere tan pe jhar jhar jaaoon
baithoon naiya preet ki
sansaar se thar jaaoon main
tere pyaar se thar jaaoon
saiyyan ... saiyyan

She stressed every word that she said and he took in all of them into his ears, and mind clearly...

Though things were getting clearer, he wanted to know it all...and that too direct from her that very moment...he questioned back sarcastically, " mere liye...mere pyar keliye...huh?? tell me Sakshi, what good did you do to me by making me go through hell?"

She stood silent and her silence killed him...He shook her up again vigorously, "ab chup kyun ho? Bathao...kya tha tumaara game plan? Kaunsa deadly game ke baare mein likha tha tumne?"

In an impulse, she blurted, "SIKANDAR..."

He had intuitions about what her reasons could be but the name just blew his top off...his blood boiled at the mere mention of him...She caught hold of him and continued, "haan Sikandar ko doondne aayi thi..."

Amidst his anger, he was also hearing her out...he looked at her enquiringly about what she was meaning and she explained how she had been working on finding out the truth behind the bomb blast which killed Roshni and how she had found out more information about Sikandar...

She purposefully left out the truth that the bomb blast was to kill him but he escaped and unfortunately Roshni died...She unfolded before him all her parallel missions and undercover operations to find Sikandar which was only a mask to the real person who was behind it all...

The whole conspiracy and the person who planned it as a whole to kill ACP Arjun Rawte was together called SIKANDAR in their world...Sakshi had unravelled most of the details and the intelligence team behind the mission had almost got to the person when he went absconding again...

It was almost 2 years later that they found out that he was in Haridwar and was leading the life of a refugee in some shelter...or some charaitable organization...He was leading a dual life one good life masking the other cruel side of him...

After knowing that, it took very minimum time to find the exact organization where he was ...And the rest is history of how Sakshi set out to find him...

Arjun stood stunned or rather numb at the revelations...Sakshi was always a bundle of secrets but this much??? He never expected this...and the fact that nothing of this was known neither to him nor ETF was again a shocker...It was all happening right before him but he never saw it...He felt angry to the core...

Moreover, after hearing all this, he was doubtful about her true identity again...He enquired, "tum kaun ho? Do I know the real you Sakshi?"

She cupped his face and replied, "sirf tum mujhe jaante ho Arjun...Only you know the real me"

That was her only reply...but then it wasn't enough to cool him down...moreover, after knowing that the person whom he had been waiting to kill was right there, he couldn't stay calm...He couldn't rest till he killed him with his own hands...

He turned to the door but she held him firmly, "Where are you going Arjun?"

Sakshi tighted her grip when Arjun tried to free away strongly voicing, "Leave me Sakshi...I have to kill him"

She kept her hold intact and came around the face him, "Woh yahi hai aur hum manzil ke itne kareeb hai Arjun...please apne gusse pe khaaboo rakho..."

He freed himself and replied furiously, "itna sab jaan ne ke baadh gusse pe khaaboo?? How can you even expect me to calm down Sakshi?"

She held him again and voiced, "dekha...isiliye main tumse kehne se darrthi thi..."

Arjun looked at her angrily and spoke up, "ab tak usse patha chal gaya hoga ke main yahaan hoom...So i have to catch him before he escapes from here..."

Sakshi confidently replied, "nahi...iss baar woh itne aasaani se yeh jagah chod nahi saktha Arjun...trust me on that..."

The word trust' brought him back to her...He sarcastically chuckled in mock anger, "trust??? Aur woh bhi tumse?? You must be kidding Sakshi.."

And then as if remembering something, he enquires, "Oh yes...tumaare naam Sakshi hi hai na??? Ya kuch aur???"

Sakshi glared at him for his insensitive mock and shot back angrily, "itna sab kuch bathaane ke baadh bhi agar tumhe mujh pe yakeen nahi hai toh chale jaao...aur apne gusse se sab kuch khatam kar dho...parr jaane se pehle mujhe bhi maar dho Arjun ...Kill me..."

It was her turn to shift his focus, his anger to herself rather than on Sikandar...his impulsive anger and reactions could ruin the plans she had laid down to trap Sikandar and that too tactfully enough so that none of them gets hurt in the process...

She forcefully took out his gun and thrusted it into his hands...Making him point that on her forehead point blank, she urged again loudly, "Kill me first Arjun...then go and do whatever you want..."

Her words didn't cool him down but angered him more, he threw the gun away to the floor and grabbed her closer to himself...He scowled in rage, "You deserve more than that wrong number...mere andhar ke aag tumhe maarkar nahi bhujega..."

Saying that he bent down to devour her...It wasn't desire, love or passion...or was it all of it but anger and the thought that she fooled him took over his senses...he had lost it all at the hands of his own anger...He bit her lips fiercely hurting her immensely...but then she bore it with just a lone tear draining away as she closed her eyes and responded back to him with equal vigor and her anger was no less either...All his words of insults and taunts against her true love seemed to get back at her now at those moments...

It seemed like tug of war of anger, and yes fiery passion...Never could they deny the physical passionate attraction that they shared for each other...SO even in anger, it was all bound to surface...The separation from each other, the anger, the pain of almost losing each other made the war all the more violent...

A battle of who hates who more or rather hidden behind it was the real emotion of love...who loves who more...

He shoved her back into the small dark room and kicked the door shut with his leg without parting from her...When she showed a sign of protest, he pushed her further...

The push was so strong that she lost balance and slumped down to the ground...he didn't bother to pick her up but just nailed her to the floor with his hands digging into hers angrily...

Yeh naram naram nasha hai...badhta jaaye
koi pyaar se ghungatiya deta uthaaye
ab baawra hua mann
jag ho gaya hai roshan
yeh nayee nayee suhaagan
ho gayee hai teri jogan
koi prem ki pujaaran mandir sajaaye
saiyyan ... saiyyan
Saiyyaaan...saiyyan

heere moti main na chaahoon
main toh chaahoon sangam tera
main na jaanu
tu hi jaane
main toh teri
tu hai mera
main na jaanu
tu hi jaane
main toh teri
tu hai mera
main toh teri ... tu hai mera

[To be continued]

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