Chapter 9
Part 9
His expression changed...
And my heart was again in my stomach and i got scared again...
...
Why didn't she take my hand...
Maybe bcuz ppl were lookin
Oh she looks scared again...wth i scared her again!!!
I took her bags and put them in front of m y seat...
Nupur gave me a rude stare and ridhima went and sat at the place i had chosen for her...
She started looking outside the window
I went and sat behind her...
" u weren't gonna come!"
She just whispered
" nupur's mom made me"
" god bless her"
I whispered...
And i knew she smiled though i cudnt see her...
...
The bus started...
And organizers started telling this was the last tour as students we would be interns then blah blah...
I wish i cud look at him...bt he was behind me
He left the seat behind me and went and stood with the organziers
As if he had heard my heart's wish
Our eyes met and like always it was magical
Antakshari started...and soon there was too much noise in the bus..
Ppl singing at the top of there lngs
Most of the ppl from the back went in the front to participate
Nupr was already dancing with mayank
Pppl were falling on each other...as the bus was moving...
It was funny
I sat there...and i saw him struggling to make his way towards the end of the bus towards me...
Bt so many ppl stopped him asking him to sing dance and blah blah
And soon he came...
Before i could say a thing he sat beside me...as if he had been waiting for it...
And my heartbeats started racing at even higher speed...
' so u dnt wanna play antakshari?"
" naah i dnt feel like" 'he said...
And then we were silent again
...
I had come to her wid so much confidence now i can hardly talk with her...
Nd then the bus stopped there was a huge jerk and ridhima was gonna hit the front seat
I gt scared and immediately caught her shoulder preventing her! My heartbeats were racing l!!
Some people fell and gt hurt
The organizer guys were screaming at driver...for stopping
Ridhma looked at me with shocked impression
I immediately withdrew myself
" r u ok??"
Before she cud answer nupur cme and giving her killer stare which meant " how did u dare to sit beside her?"
And someone from frnt started calling me
I immediately gt up and ran to the front
My heart was still racing...
...
The people announced there was some great prob with the bus and blah blah so for the nyt we wud camp near by
I was still numb by his touch...not understanding anything...
I closed my eyes tried to breathe and his face just flashed in front of me
and suddenly fear crept in heart
" i don't want to loose u!"
Thats what my heart said
And i knew there was no turning back...
I had fallen in love again...again??? why did it all feel so new??
...
Everyone got down from the bus
I had to help guys set up tents and all
It was cold so we needed bonfire
The girls sat here and there bt ridhima was still in bus i thought i shud check on her bt she was wid nupur
I slowly gt on the bus and i heard
" ridz kya hua..why u so lost?"
She didn't reply
Then only mayank cme from behind
" hey armaan is nupur on the bus??"
Nupur suddenly got up she gave me a really wierd stare
" Nupur have u seen my bags?? I had some camping stuff!!"
"i gave it to nishan" she screamed back
" come na and show me where it is!"
" ridz get up lets go"
She didn't get up
" areyi have to help ridz with her stuff!" nupur said
" armaan will help na u come fast!!"
Nupur highly irritated wid situation bt decided to come giving me a wierd stare and finally gt off the bus
I walked towards her
She was so silent
I looked at her her eyes were still closed for some reason i felt she had gne numb...
I spoke " ridhima..."
She opened her eyes
I saw fear in her eyes...as if she was afraid ...
" what happened??"
She didn't say anything
I started picking up her bags
She was still silent ...
Bt she got up
" wait give me something" she spoke suddenly as if she was back
She tried taking something from my hands and i lost balance and fell behind
She tried to stop and we fell on the seats behind
And we were as close as ever
I looked into her eyes
I wanted to say i love u at that very moment ...
And suddenly my fone rang...
She immediately stood up straight
I took out my cell it was diya
" hello diya whats up??"
Her expression changed as i looked at her...
And she ran from the bus...
" diya i will talk later"
I ran behind her nt undrestanding anything bt she was already with nupur
Nupur looked at me...she looked confused too
...
Yes i knew i had fallen again...how could I
I had almost gone in a trance thinking.. believing i can have him
Diya ...samrat...all came to me
I remembered my promise i knw i cudnt change my feelings bt i didn't need to follow them
Today or tomorrow diya will tell him and then what ??
...
I helped everyone with the tents and helped with bonfire trying to find answers as ridhima sat in her tent with nupur...
As i tried to distract myself...i was constantly lost in thoughts...
The guys started calling everyone outta tents as the bonfire was set
Ppl were in joyous mood i saw all of them smiling and laughing and all i wanted to see her smile...
She came out too with nupur...
She looked at me ...and gave me a smile...
...
I cried for the last half hour in front of nupur
She hugged me like a sister and she knew i didn't need to say a thing to explain how i felt...
She understood...
And she said
" if it is love then it will work...no matter what ridz"
I looked at her shocked
She was the one who had been telling me to not ..she knew abt samrat..she knew armaan wud come to knw everything thru diya...and still she...i didn't understand
" ridz...i knw what love is and if its true then it will work...i knw i had been stopping u...bt i have seen how he looks at u...how he cares for u...its diff hes not samrat and if its all meant to be then u have to give it a chance...only if u want to...i wont force u either way"
I looked at her...
She was right...it all felt right
Being with him felt right...being so close to him felt right...his touch felt right...then wat was stopping me...
And suddenly mayank cme
He asked us to come out
As i came out i saw him standing there and our eyes met and automatically i smiled...
...
Oh her smile worked like a magic i forgt everything and just kept looking at her
She sometimes looked back
People started singing dancing and what not
Then only mayank cme with my guitar and sang a song and dedicated to nupur
As nupur blushed and looked extremely happy i saw riddhima lost again...
...
We all sat around the bonfire
We were all great frienz me...samrat...diya...gunjan...tony...
And samrat took the guitar and sang for diya...
I knew how jealous and hurt i felt bt i always dreamed that someday when he wud love me back like i did ..he wud do this for me...not knowing just a few days later i will loose him forever...
...
Still lost in thoughts i heard arman's voice he was gonna sing a song
People asked to whom dus he dedicate this to
And he spoke to someone very special and suddenly our eyes met and i knew...
And somewhere again my heart skipped a beat...
He started singing...
...
I looked at her and i remembered an old song which i loved...
Mera dil bhi kitna paagal hai...ye pyaar to tumse karta hai
Per samne jab tum aate ho...
Kuch bhi kehne se darta hai
Oo mere sajan sajan
I could see her blushing she was looking down..i tried not to focus at her as maybe it would embarrass her nd i carried on with the song..to me i was just declaring my love for her...
I know it would take time for her to accept... bt i knew we were meant to be...
Mere sajan sajan sajan mere sajan
Ktna isko samjhata hun
Kitna isko behlata hun
Nadaan hai kuch na samjhta hai
Din raat yeh aahein bharta hai...
Mera dil bhi kitna paagal hai...ye pyaar to tumse karta hai
Per samne jab tum aate ho...
Kuch bhi kehne se darta hai
Oo mere sajan sajan...
And he stopped
I looked at him...and again my heart skipped a beat...
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