Chapter 2...Teenage Love

 

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"Arnav no more please"she said in a breathless voice but not paying attention to her request he again leaned in and  placed his lips over hers,Khushi felt urge to push him back hard but she let her thought in her mind only to think if she  resisted again he would get angry and she didn't want that so,she waited for him to  break the kiss and freed  her from his grip, to inhale some oxygen when he pulled back she had  taken a step back,too and breathed deeply to stable her heart beat while he was again in mood to take advantage of their closeness as she felt his hand on her arms to caressing her skin she pushed him away a bit, feeling a sudden jolt he looked up and noticed her angry expressions.

 "Khushi"confused by the sudden change of her behavior he lifted his eyebrow letting out the gasp.

 

"Arnav sometimes your aggression scared me" she met with his gaze and the slight burning flash in her eyes reflected her anger .Abruptly, he loosened his grip on her arms and stared back.

"Aggression"?trying to understand the meaning of her words he gave her a confused look but she could see the spark of anger rising in his eyes whom she feared, Yeah she feared of his anger.

 The whole school knew how much he was short-tempered, how could've she forgotten the day? When he'd beaten up a boy badly because he tried to give  Khushi a flower on friendship day.

 

She gulped lifting her chin to meet with his sharp gaze.

 "Yup!sometimes your acts are aggressive and it scared me" she knew what would come next but she didn't like that and she wanted to pour her heart out infront of him in the hope he would understand her ,though she knew it was out of the question as he never thought about her feelings he just thought about him.

"So, you think my acts are aggressive? Despite I never tried to force my desires on you" holding her arms he shook her, his tone raised  and she got scared and closed her eyes for a moment and when she opened her eyes she faced his angry gazes, he still waited for her reply she gasped staring back in them..

 "i'm not saying you are imposing your desires on me but sometimes I feel it's not right Arnav"

She spoke tenderly trying to convey him what actually she meant or she wanted.

 

"What do you mean by that"he spat, with a swift motion pulling her against him, her body shook violently at his sudden act , her eyes got widened to see he was reacting in the same way she had thought about. He couldn't ever understand her though he claimed to love her'she thought helplessly.

"Don't you trust me? Or do you think I'm broke reed" clinching his jaw, his eyes burned with anger and she hated that and that's what the reason she always did what he wanted as she loved him truly, madly.

"I didn't mean that "her voice came out like a whisper and she showed the same sincerity that he could see on her face too, unshed tears finally spill out of her lashes and him loosen his grip , cupping her cheek in his palm he removed them tenderly.

 "I trust you more than anyone in the world" her lower lip quivered, and as she stared up at him with so much love that he felt the coolness of  his eyes vanished somewhere replacing by tender expressions , new fresh tears welled within her eyes that he removed with the pad of his thumb.

"Then why do you always think it's wrong to show my love to you.? It's wrong to kiss you? It's wrong to come close to you' when we love each other, we trust each other then why do you think it's wrong?"He said in soft tone but an irritation reflected through his words that she could feel quickly and she knew why he was asking those questions because according to him whatever she used to feel about their intimacy, their closeness it was silly thoughts, everything is acceptable in Love.

He wouldn't ever accept his fault she knew well.

  

"It's wrong Arnav,we should learn our limits"she whispered, conveying her plea through  her eyes  in the hope he would understand her, He startled at her words, for a moment his eyes scanned her, he could feel in their intimate moments she never felt comfortable, he could've felt it every time when she would in his arms, a sudden anger rushed into his veins, She flinched as he jerked her away, she collapsed with the wall. The bright hue of Arnav's cheeks and the flashing of his eyes gave mute evidence to the effect of her words.

"If it's wrong I won't touch you again" he said and without giving her another look, he rushed out the room slamming the door behind him and she stood there silently looking at the closed door.

 

                                       Arnav, For whom she fell in Love and after falling in love with him she had forgotten everything, her studies,her parents dreams'Everything.

Her parents wanted her to became a Doctor but Arnav wanted to take admission in Pre-Engineering after completing the last year in school,So,She changed her mind for him and decided  she would  take admission in Pre-engineering, too.

 

         She wiped off her tears and composing herself took her bag and opened the door, Chemistry period was about to start and she didn't want to skip that, too. She knew if she did Payal would tell her mother about that.

With the half heart, she stepped inside the classroom and entering in, her first glance went towards his bench and as she was expecting he was sitting with Sammy,his stiffen expressions were telling her how much he was angry with her.

Glancing into her eyes, he noticed they were moist, a lump of guilt rose in his throat but thinking the way she reacted at his touch he went rigid, His eyes glittered dangerously and removing his eyes from her face he fixed them at the book,Khushi let out the gasp of hurt and composing herself went  up to her bench. She kept her bag on the bench and sat silently but could not hide her puffy eyes from Payal's scanning gaze as she was her only childhood friend and knew about their relationship.

She knew what kind of boy Arnav was and what he had a thought about love that's why she always warned Khushi to keep distanced with him but she never listened her as Khushi loved Arnav truly.Payal sighed.

 

"Did he fight with you"She asked in a low tone turned to face her,Khushi gasped at expected question ,keeping her gaze at the book she whispered weakly.

"no,we haven't any fight, its just because I'm not feeling well"she said with a weak smile and opening zip of her bag she slid her hand inside the first pocket to bring out her pen when Payal held her wrist and startled Khushi  finally lifted her gaze to meet her.

 

"Khushi doesn't tell lies. I know you very well, tell me what happened between both of you"

 

"Yup!! We've a fight"she said slowly freeing her arm.

 

"And what was the reason?"she asked looking into her eyes  and Khushi  looked down to ignore her gaze as she didn't want to tell her what exactly had happened between them in that room, first their kisses, their closeness and that fight.

 

"Oh let me tell you he surely again tried to take advantage of your closeness and you let him do what he wanted" she drawled sarcastically and the expressions on Khushi's face told her she was right. She felt an urge to shout on Khushi but kept her tongue into her mouth to see chemistry professor just entered in the room. Her blood boiled to see Khushi's tear-streaked face she wanted to scold her but she knew Khushi was really in love with Arnav she couldn't deny her true feelings for him. She breathed angrily turning to glare at Arnav she wished to slap him hard on his face for hurting Khushi.

 

Maria.2013-07-13 00:58:56