Chapter 42

                              
here goes a long part
                    Episode #39

She remembered what had happened at kriti's home
flashback
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She entered Kriti's home
She saw simone waiting 4 her
She saw her sitting on the sofa
Simone immediately got up
Simone looked angry

Kriti was no where to be seen

Simone silently handed her some photographs

Kripa without any questions took the photos
She got the shock of her life
In one of the photos she saw angad on top of Kriti
And in another they were hugging
And a few more with scenes like that

Kripa couldn't take it anymore
Her body started trembling and all the photos fell from her hands

Simone was smiling but kripa didn't notice that

S: kriti ander leti hai
Kripa looked at Simone for sometime and then she thought she ought to go to Kriti
She entered Kriti's room
Kriti was awake
Tears had already started to flow from her eyes
Kriti saw that and just for a sec she felt bad for kripa
But then she thought that she loved angad a lot and couldn't live without him
Kripa looked at kriti
Kr: kripa dekh liya main tumse sach bol rahi thin a haan ab angad mujhse pyaar nahi karta but at one point of time he really did love me maybe when he saw u he felt sorry at yr condition and abandoned but mera bacha…
Kriti started acting as if she was really badly crying
Kripa the managed to say only one line
K: tumhare bache ko apna haq milega aur yeh ab meri zimmadari hai
Then she got up and left she couldn't hold it anymore

She went and sat on the beach
But the beach haunted her now maybe god was no more with her
In one second all of her happiness were washed away by those waves
She felt as if the stars taunted her b'cuz they were bright and her life was dark
All her memories with angad haunted her

She felt like a looser
She felt as if she was at fault
She didn't even want to think how miserable her life was going to be

She couldn't take it anymore and she went to her home
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Kripa couldn't 4 get what had happened in kriti's home it just turned her life upside down

She felt empty

she felt hollow

she felt as if she didn't exist

she felt as if her soul was taken away and her heart was cut with a knife so many times that even the blood was not coming out


she knew what she had to do it was not gonna be easy 4 her but she had to do she couldn't take the rights and happiness of a baby who hadn't even seen the world

she took her diary and started writing
'kyun tumne aisa kiya
Itna dard kyun diya ki ab aansoon bhi nahi bache
Meri rooh ko mujhse juda kyun kar diya
Meri wajood ko kyun mita diya
Ab aise jeene se kya faida jab tum hi nahi ho mere paas?
Ab yeh dil phir se kaise dhadke ga?
Kaise phir is chehre par khushi aayegi?
Kaise???
Tumne to meri zindagi ko kora kaagaz bana diya'

After that she lyed on the bed and slowly went to sleep

In the morning she woke up
Her mum was knocking the door

She went and opened the door
She tried to smile but it was just pulling her face up but the glow on kripa's face had gone
Her mum asked her that if anything was wrong but she didn't answer

Then her mum told
R: beta angad ka phone aaya tha he was trying u lekin tumhara mob switched off tha
Kripa wasn't in a condition to speak
R: woh kal aa raha hai

The arrival of angad was no more a happy news 4 her instead she felt more pain

Her mum went kripa then called sujal

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Ok guys I hope this was a long part and yeah a very sad part but don't worry A-K will be together and so will this ff end in 10 epi's I know it's a sad thing but I am sorry I can't keep them apart its just so depressing to write all of this well guys I hope u all liked it
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