Chapter 16

 

 

Part 15

 

Angad got up wiping a tear that escaped from his eye, and he walked out ignoring josh's calls , he went out and to his car, he sat inside banging his fist on the steering wheel, A- if this is what kripa wants then fine , if she is happy then I'm happy to, after all what could I ask more for if the love of my life is happier with someone else then why should I come in the way he said to himself choking on his own words , he covered his face with his palms and broke down completely , after a few minutes he heard someone banging on his window , he rubbed his face and looked up to see josh, angad rolled down the window, J- Angad come on out we need to talk, A- talk about what, J- you and kripa, A- there Is no me and kripa and never will be, J- what do you mean, how can you give up? I thought you loved her a lot, then what happened now, Angad got out of the car and look at the ground and sighed looking back up, A- josh have you ever loved anyone so much that all you cared for was their happiness , josh kripa is happy , she doesn't want me back , all I give her is pain, J- but, A- no josh no buts if kripa herself said I give her pain then it's is true and I agree with her 100% his voice cracking, A- but you know what's so funny , back in the school day or these past years I could care less about anyone , especially girls, it was all about me I wouldn't give a damn if their hearts would break ,but today I can understand a girl's heart when guys play with their hearts and leave them to break in half , I could care less for my happiness I just want to kripa to be happy he said breaking down, he had to just let it all out, josh came over and gave I'm a hug consoling him, Josh looked up into the sky closing his and praying for the two. J- come on angad I think you should go home you've had a long day , Angad just nodded, A- let me go say bye to krish and Rohan, J- yeh come on let's go , they both walked in while Angad looked for Rohan and krish josh answered a call. Angad finally spotted Rohan in the corner, R- hey angad what happened, A- oh nothing just tired actually I came to say bye I had a wonderful time, have you seen krish I was thinking of saying bye and then leaving , R- uh yeh he went in that room , A- oh okay bye Angad quickly walked over to the room and entered to find krish with kripa , Kr- oh uncle, A- hey my big boy he said caressing his cheek while kripa got up , Kr- uncle your going? He said with a frown, A- how did you know and yes I've got to go, Kr- but then what will aunty do here? She'll be alone Please don't get angry with aunty papa was only dancing with her for fun right he said looking at kripa, K- krish me and un…, A- krish how can kripa aunty be alone here she has your right?... plus I don't think aunty wants me around …it'll only hurt her he whispered but kripa had heard him, Angad got up ruffling krish hair and left before he broke down for the third time and walked out the door while Kripa's eyes just followed him….why was her heart doing what she regretted…feeling as if she had lost something.

 

aisa koi zindagi mein aaye,joh zindagi ko zindagi banayethode khushiyaan ho thode ansoon hoaur zara zara pe muskurayeaisa koi zindagi mein aaye,joh zindagi ko zindagi banayethode khushiyaan ho thode ansoon hoaur zara zara pe muskurayeaisa koi zindagi mein aaye,joh zindagi ko zindagi banaye dilon jaan se joh mujhpe maresirf mujhse mohabbat karemere khwabon mein khoya rahemere kaandho pe soya rahemere liye duniya bhulayemere dardo gum bhi uthayeaisa koi zindagi mein aaye,joh zindagi ko zindagi banaye (Aisa Koi Zindagi Mein Aaye-DOSTI - FRIENDS FOREVER) 

angad got in his car, started the car and drove off , kripa on the other hand still stood there when she felt someone tugging her arm she looked down to see krish, K- huh, Kr- aunty come let's go, kripa smile and left the room thinking about so many things, she went up to josh , K- josh I'm going home you can stay if you want but I'm going and she left without hearing his reply, josh just sighed and decided to stay ,knowing that kripa need her own time at home alone. Angad reached home, he walked into his huge house and looked around  and began to laugh loudly at his dreams of bringing kripa into this house as his , having their own little world and family, he continued to laugh till tear were running from his eyes, he took off his jacket and threw it on the sofa, he undid his tie and walked over to the small bar in the corner and poured himself a drink. He picked up his glass to take a sip, when Kripa's words came running back into his mind "I WILL NEVER COME BACK TO YOU, WHAT COULD HAVE HAPPENED BETWEEN US IS OVER, I WILL NOT FORGIVE YOU I GAVE YOU A LOT OF CHANCES" and before he knew it his hand was bleeding while pieces of glass were shattered all over the ground. Angad hissed in pain, A- I guess I deserve this pain he said smiling at the deep cut in his hand and left to clean it up. Kripa changed and lay in bed , she closed her eyes but all she could think about was angad , K- no kripa from today angad does not exist for you anymore she reminded her self till she dozed off to sleep.

 

The next morning kripa woke up and got ready, she was going to Angad's place for working on the kitchen. She had a quick breakfast and left. She arrived at his place fifteen minutes later noticing the door open; she walked in and saw him standing in the living room on the phone. A- What okay hire what was her name miss Simone , yeh okay tell her to start from tomorrow he said hanging up when he saw kripa, he walked over to her, A- I'm glad you came , kripa you don't have to do this anymore, I know how much it pains you to see  me and work for me, your free don't worry I'll get someone else to finish the job but thank you very much for taking the offer , o just want you to be happy and now I know you will right after all you won't have to put up with my face or me he said laughing trying not to break down, K- angad, A- kripa please let me talk I really could explain last night, but I'm sorry kripa I truly know now how it feels, I know what you had gone through your right I had many chances and I failed , I don't deserve you actually you deserve someone way better , that will keep you happy and I for sure know that guy will be luckiest guy on earth to have he said smiling through his tears , K- Angad, A- please kripa I'm sorry , your free now and sorry , K- but actually I was going to continue to work, A- oh well whatever make you happy I'm happy his said touching his heart, kripa swallowed and turned around when Angad called  out to her, A- kripa, and she turned, A- friends? He said putting his hand out , kripa looked down at his hand that waited there for hers, K- angad I'm sorry but how can I be friends with some that I once loved and broke my heart many times , I don't know if you  but  friends are someone that is always there for you, understands you, protect you, listens to you if we were to be friends then my definition of friends would have to change and she turned and left , while Angad stood their with a heavy right , and looked at his hand that was still waiting, he smiled to himself, A- kripa don't be sorry I should be the one that is sorry and look I'm so stupid why would some one want to be friends with a person like me  he said closing his eyes

 

tadap, tadap, tadap ho tumdil ki, jaan ki hasrat ho tumabb toh jeena nahi tere bin hamnashin - 2o o o o..........) - 3 (shaamil huye ho jabse jindagi meingeharaayiyon ka aalam hai aashiqi mein) - 2(waqt tabdiliyaan laayega magarkam hoga na mere ishq ka asar) - 2abb toh jeena nahin tere bin hamnashin - 2o o o o.......... (tumse lagaav dil ka iss kadar haimujhko nahin ?? meri abb khabar hai) - 2(kitne hai jakhm dil mein jaan lo na tumhai kasam se mushkil mein hum maan lo na tum) - 2abb toh jeena nahin tere bin hamnashin - 2o o o o..........tadap, tadap, tadap ho tumdil ki, jaan ki hasrat ho tumabb toh jeena nahi tere bin hamnashin - 2

o o o o..........

 

The next morning kripa went to Angad work she wanted to finish up with house as quick as possible and then leave , she knew she could have just left but she wasn't go to just run away all the time. She pressed the door bell, and after a few minutes a girl in a red salwar opened the door , kripa looked at her confused when she heard Angad's voice from behind, A- simone who is it??, S- excuse me who are you?? She asked politely, K- umm kripa , simone turned and asked S- sir it's some kripa lady do you know her, K- of course he does she thought annoyingly, simone got out of the way and entered in while simone when t back to the sofa where Angad was looking through some papers , kripa headed straight for her work……