Chapter 13

RECAP:

           Naina tells armaan the entire truth.Someone overhears it.RM cute scene.Armaan goes to ridz room.

PART 13:

          Ridz opened her eyes to see armaan sitting & almost bending towards her.She smiled & closed her eyes again thinking its her dream.Armaan smiled at her innocence.He moved his hand lightly on her cheek & she smiled more thinking its his dream.Armaan didnt know how to wake her up & placed a light kiss on her cheeks.She again smiled but didn't open her eyes afraid that her dream will break.Armaan was getting impatient & couldnt resist anymore & finally kissed her lips.He started with a light kiss which slowly turned out to be getting passionate & even ridz was participating in it.The heat generated in her body was enough for her to realise that whatever was happening was not a dream.Armaan was really there.She knew they were armaans lips because she always kept dreaming of him than how could she forget his lips & kiss.No one had ever come so close to her to kiss her like this.Her brain told her to push him away but her heart wanted him to be there with her.Slowly her hands went around his neck & hair ruffling them.Her hands were making armaan crazy.Those feelings were back in them which had taken place the one night they met.The feelings which they were trying to hide within them since past 3 years were burning once again in them & were at its peak.His hands were moving over her neck & shoulders.The kiss was demanding & passionate as both of them were removing all their anger,frustration as well as love in that one kiss.Armaan wanted to take away all her sorrows in that one kiss.The never ending kiss finally came to an end as both were out of oxygen.They stared & were drowned in each others eyes for few minutes.None of them saying anything but their eyes were having silent talk.They were so mesmerized in each other that none of them noticed that unknowingly armaan was lying all over ridz.While kissing his legs had automatically gone up on the bed & his entire body was lying over ridz body.The window began to bang due to wind which bought both of them back to the present world.They looked away from each other & armaan realised he was lying over her.He got up a bit embarrased while ridz couldnt help blushing.He sat on the edge of the bed & even ridz got up & sat beside him quietly.Both were quiet for few minutes as the scene that happened replayed in their minds.None of them were guilty about what happened as they knew it was pure love but still there was a awkward silence.Both finally began saying at the same time:

A & R:  woh....

Both looked at each other.

A & R:  tum....

Again looked at each other & smiled.This small scene was enough to break up the awkward silence.

A: woh main tumse kuch baat karna chahta hu.....

Ridz realised this time he called her 'tum' unlike the last time where he only called her 'aap'.

A:  woh...mujhe naina ne tumhaare baare mein sab kuch bata diya.

Ridz looked at him shocked & scared afraid of what will his reaction be.Armaan took her hands in his hands & looked into her eyes & spoke from heart.

A:  main nahi jaanta ki tum kaun ho....tumhaare maa-baap kaun hai....main nahi jaan na chahta ki tum kahaan rehti ho...kya karti ho.....lekin fir bhi aaj mujhe pataa chal gayaa ki tum kaun hor mujhe is baat se koi farak nahi padhta.Main sirf itna jaan ta hu ki main ek ladki se mila jiski pehli jhalak ne mujhe uska deewana banaa diya.Woh baarish ki raat mere jeevan mein savera lekar aayi thi par main nahi jaanta tha ki savera hote hi us raat ke saath-saath tum bhi chali jaaogi.Us ek raat ne meri zindagi badal kar rakh di aur main jaanta hoon us ek raat ne tumhaari bhi zindagi badal di.Us ek raat ne humme ek doosre se milaaya aur bhagwaan ne ek aisa rishta jooda jo hum dono ke liye anmol hai.Humne woh mehsoos kiya jo sirf kismat waale mehsoos kar sakte hai.Jab se tum mujhe chod kar gayi tab se maine sirf yahi socha ki tum kaun thi....tumhaara naam kya hai...tum us baarish ki boond bankar mere jeevan main aayi lekin woh boond sukhkar chala kyu gaya yeh main nahi jaanta tha...lekin aaj jab mujhe mere saare jawaab mil gaye toh lagta hain ki yeh sawaal kabhi maayne hi nahi rakhthe the.Aaj main sirf itna jaanta hu ki ab main apne us sapne ko poora karna chahta hu.Apne pyaar aur pariwaar ke saath ek naya jeevan shuru karna chahta hu jisme sirf khushiyan hi ho.Kya tum ab mere sapne ko poora karogi???

Ridz had tears in her eyes.She was just in awe at what armaan told.She didn't know what is right & what is wrong.She just hugged him passionately.Armaan was very happy with her response.He felt the world was small today in front of his happiness.They both hugged for 5 mins till the truth sank back into riddhima.The truth of who she is.She realised what all this meant & broke the hug & got up with a jerk.Armaan was shocked at her this change in behaviour.

R:  tum yahaan se chale jaao.

A:  par riddhima....(tried to catch her hand).

R:  haath mat lagaao mujhe.....tum please yahaan se chale jaao.main tumse koi baat nahi karna chahti.

Armaan got angry at her sudden change & pulled her roughly.

A:  mujhe bataao kya hua???tum kehna kya chahti ho???

Ridz pulled away from his hands & tried going from there but he caught her again & pinned her against a wall.His body was pressed against hers & his hands were hurting her.Ridz was scared looking at him in such anger but she knew she had to pretend to be strong.

A:  kyu kar rahi ho tum aisa?tum jaanti ho main tumse kitna pyaar karta hu.

R:  lekin main tumse pyaar nahi karti.....

A:  jhooth bol rahi ho tum....yeh sach tum bhi jaanti ho aur main bhi ki hum ek-doosre se kitna pyaar karte hai....kya humaare beech abhi jo bhi hua woh jhooth tha????

R:  haan woh jhooth tha.....woh sab jhooth tha.....maine tumse kabhi pyaar nahi kiya...humaare beech jo bhi hua hai woh sab ek kamzor pal ka nateeja tha....

A:  tum aisa kyu kar rahi ho????kyu khud se aur mujhse jhooth bol rahi ho???kamse kum armaan ke baare mein toh socho...woh itna chota hai...usse bhi apne papa ki zaroorat hai.....

R:  woh theek hai.....usse kissi ki zaroorat nahi.....woh akela khush hai.....

Just than jr.armaan starts crying loudly.Armaan rushes towards him.He was saying 'pa.....pa......' in his sleep.Armaan had never seen his son crying in so many days.He looked at ridz & found guilt in her eyes at being caught red handed.He understood jr.armaan missed his father a lot & would cry in his dreams.Armaan took jr.armaan in his arms while ridz turned other way to wipe away her tears before armaan could see them.Jr.armaans small hands were catching armaans waist as they couldn't go around his neck.He was smiling in his sleep finally feeling his father's presence which he always missed & wished for.After seeing that jr.armaan was now sleeping peacefully armaan went towards ridz.She was trying to look away & hide her tears but armaan didn't let her wipe them.He sucked away her tears & looked at guilt written all over her face.He cupped her face in his hands.

A:  kyu kar rahi ho tum yeh sab....ab tum mujhse aur jhooth nahi bol sakti...

Ridz broke down into tears & hugged armaan tightly.Armaan lightly paated her back.

R:  nahi armaan yeh galat hai....main tumhaare laayak nahi hoon....

Armaan made her look towards him.

A:  tumhe aisa kyu lagta hai?

R:  humaari duniya bahut alag hai....tumhaari jaise logon ke liye main ek gaali hu....

Armaan puts his fingers on her lips telling her to sshhh.....

A:  kabhi fir aisa mat kehna....tumse hi toh mera jeevan hai.....tum chahe mano ya na mano lekin ab sach jaan ne ke baad meri nazar mein tumhaare liye izzat bahut badh gayi hai.....Manaa ki tum jis mahaul mein pali-badhi ho woh doosro ke liye achaa nahi lekin tum yeh kyu nahi dekhti ki wahaan rehne ke bawajood tumne sirf aur sirf mujhse pyaar kiya hai....tum kichad nahi balki kichad mein khilne wala kamal ho jisko dekh kar sab ko ek ajeeb khushi milti hai...

(Riddhima remembered saying the same thing to bi that she is kamal in the 1^st part).

R:  nahi armaan tum shayad mujhe khushi-khushi apnana chahte ho lekin tumhaara pariwaar???tumhaare maa-baap ke sapne????woh toh tumhaare liye mujh jaisi ladki kabhi nahi chahege....

A:  mujhe kissi ki parwaah nahi hai.....agar tum mere saath ho toh mujhe koi aur nahi chahiye.

R:  nahi armaan yahi toh main nahi chahti.....sirf kuch waqt ke pyaar ke liye tum un logon se bagaawat nahi kar sakte jisne tumhe itna bada banaya hai...aaj tum unki wajah se yahaan par ho meri wajah se....woh log tumse bahut pyaar karte hai aur main tumhaare pariwaar ke pyaar ka vishwaasghaath nahi kar sakti....tumhaare liye woh sabse pehle hone chahiye....main nahi....

A:  lekin....

R:  nahi armaan tum nahi jaante tum kitne khusnaseeb ho jo tumhe itna badaa aur pyaar karne wala parivaar mila hai..... tumhe unki ahemyat nahi hai....mujhe poocho bagair parivaar ke jeena kya hota hai.....agar sir par maa-baap ka saaya na ho toh koi bachche ko nahi poochta.....bachpan se lekar aaj tak maine apne maa-baap ko lekar kitne ghum jhele hai woh main jaanti hoon....aur main yeh kabhi nahi chahti ki mere wajah se koi bhi insaan apne pariwaar se door ho jaaye.....

A:  aur agar mera pariwaar tumhe apna na chahe toh????

R:  tab bhi main tumhaari nahi ho sakti....kyunki tumhaare pariwaar ko bhi samaaj ko kuch aise sawaalon ke jawaab dene padhenge jo shayad woh nahi de paayenge....humaari bhalaai is hi mein hai ki hum door rahe....

A:  samaaj ki na mujhe padhi hai na mere pariwaar ko....tumhe mujhse waada karna hoga ki agar mera pariwaar tumhe apna lega toh tum hamesha ke liye meri ho jaaogi...

R(reluctantly):  theek hai....lekin tumhe bhi waada karna hoga ki tum apne pariwaar ko force nahi karoge aur unka kehna maanoge.....

A:  waada....

R:  aur tab tak ke liye hum sirf dost ban kar rahege....

A:  dost toh sirf duniya ke saamne na???aakhir humaari shaadi toh ho chuki hai.....agar tumhe yaad ho toh us raat maine tumhaare gale mein chain bhi daala tha aur tumhaari maang apne khoon se bhar di thi.....

He winks & kisses her cheek & leaves leaving a stunned ridz behind.He goes upto the door & screams from there'Bas ab toh mumbai pahuchne ka intzaar hai'.Ridz smiles behind.

Enjoy this part....I know its not much long much didn't have the energy to write more.

I wont be updating next part untill 5^th or 6^th because I've exams next week.

Thankssssss to all my readers for your lovely comments & special thanks to the silent readers who started commenting or pressed the thank you button....I really appreciate it...